DAY 3...
Another day in paradise! I am a roller coaster of emotions. I have good things coming to me I just don't know how to appreciate them, I am to focused on the bad. How can I start putting my energy in the good things and the opportunities that come to me.
I need to work on myself and care for myself. that the problem when I fall for someone, I give that person my all, I put their needs before mine, and I expect the same in return. That's were all the problems started, I believe.
He always seemed like he had other priorities, things he kept from me. My love for him forced me to ignore all those signs, I was living in my own little world, were I was trying to disguise all the red flags, I was living in a fantasy were he was just the perfect person for me. OHHH boy was I wrong!...
I'm feeling a bit better today, I think its getting easier to ignore him. I have to learn how to let go, I still super cringe when I see him on his phone, crazy me comes out, I need to learn how to move on.
