Requested?: Connor x Hanks daughter reader can it be a songfic the song small hands by Keaton Henson please where Connor dies when interrogating the deviant and reader finds him but doesn't know he can come back. happy ending? Smut if you can
Warnings: quite a bit of fluff Connor being Connor, Hank being a slight grumpy ass, strong language, angst if you squint, again crappy story because I can't write fo shit, slight smut maybe.
Pairings: Connor/reader, Hank/daughter!reader
Sorry if this isn't what you had in mind for the request.
⚠ ATTENTION THIS MAY CONTAIN SOME SPOILERS FOR THE GAME PLEASE IF YOU DON'T WANT SPOILERS DON'T READ ⚠
You miss him. Everyone knew it.
'Miss you terribly already.'
He was a beautiful human being in your eyes, inside and out. He was everything to you, you couldn't even last a week away from him.
'Miss your teeth when they chartered, when we smoked out in the garden.'
It was about -10 degrees, you and Connor were outside of your house. Your father, Hank, expected you were doing something bad, you guys were smoking for the first time, well you were. It was a terrible feeling, the smoke burning the back of your throat, but you laughed through the pain as Connor let out a disgusted cough when you blew smoke in his face.
'When we couldn't sleep for all the heat, soft talk began to harden.'
It was almost two in the morning when you had awoke with a jolt, your body covered in a slick sticky wetness. Sweat. You looked over at your beloved and smiled as he was already looking at you while slightly fanning himself. "You okay deer?" He asked with a sweetness that almost gave you a full mouth of cavities.
"Yes, just very hot." You smiled back.
He sat up slowly watching you with adoration that never leaves his eyes no matter how many times he's seen you. "Well I know you are deer, I'm looking at you right now." He teased and a blush brushed over your face.
He had kept in mind to whisper because surly your father would never approve of your 'relationship' Connor wasn't even suppose to be in this house, let alone in your room with you.
After you had turned on a few fans, you guys spent that whole night just talking about random things that popped in your complex minds, finally being cool enough to snuggle up next to each other.
How you wish he was here to hold you again.
'Miss your teeth dug in my shoulder, as we rolled in early morning.'
You had awoken by multiple kisses on your neck, and had opened your eyes to see your boyfriend rubbing your hair as he planted more kisses all along your neck. You smiled as you ran your fingers through his soft dark hair. "What are you doing?"
He glances up at me with a shy smile, "I... I love you, (Y/N)." He whispered.
You blushed, that was the first time he's ever said something like that to you. He was your first, everything. Your first boyfriend, the first person to hold your hand romantically, right before Hank walked back into the house after Connor asked you out he gave you your first kiss. Now here you guys were, your first I love you.
You've heard of androids falling in love but had never thought you'd be the center of ones affection, it was mind boggling to you. The fact that a perfect human being could possibly love you back was crazy to you.
"I love you too." You finally said after a moment of silence, you had pulled him up to kiss your lips and he did, he kissed you with as much passion an android can give. The kiss slowly got more and more heated as he was rubbing the inside of your thigh.
He pulled away from the kiss and smiled softly as you let out a frustrated sigh. "Are you sure about this? I've learned much about sexual activity and from what I've learned its not pleasant at first." He asked stroking your cheek, and that had you thinking, 'was I ready for this?' You love him, you know you do, you want him, no, you need him.
You nodded looking up at him, "I'm ready. Are you?" He smiled again, not bothering to answer as he planted his lips against yours again. Soon enough you were rolling around the sheets crying out each other's names, declaring your love once more, in a much more passionate way. 'Another first with my love' you thought as you bit his shoulder to muffle your moans.
'Miss your arm dying beneath me, as I lay there simply yawning'
After declaring your love for each other in such a passionate way you spent the rest of the day laying there just talking about anything and everything, he had his arm around you rubbing your bare chest leaving it there even though you were sure if he wasn't an android it would be completely numb and tingly, he wanted to hold you and you wanted him to hold you forever.
'Please forget me, you were right dear.'
He was right about almost everything. He was an android, he knew all the facts, he could scan you and know how you were feeling within seconds. But he never knew why.
At first you had to admit you were bitter about Connor being an android and all considering what happened to Cole, bless his heart. As time went on Connor eventually found out why you hated him and used it to open your eyes and see that androids weren't the source of problems, it was you and people who think how you used to think.
'I am weak and therefore fold'
You were and always will be weak compared to Connor.
Little things always got to you and broke you down, and you are a little thing. A little fleshy thing, that had a spiral of emotions that you couldn't handle from time to time.
You desperately tried not to show it, but you knew you were weak.
'Dot my I's with eyebrow pencils, close my eyelids, hide my eyes I'll be ideal in my ideas think of nothing else but I'
You had quickly shut your eyes holding onto your love, who was shot, your tears warmed your cold face. You screamed for help but nobody came. You sat on the floor rocking back and forward, begging, cursing, panting, crying as you sat there with him in your arms, you were helpless. All you could do was scream for your father, scream your lungs out until your head was pounding and it felt like someone was stabbing your throat.
You sobbed looking down at the smiling android who whispered about how everything was going to be okay. You looked up in time to see your father run over to you and Connor, letting concern take over his features as he called out for him.
And then it finally hit you, Connor was dead, your first love, your soulmate.
~following week~
Your dad Hank was distant from you, whether it had to do with connors death or with how sensitive you are it had you in a world of undecided emotions.
What your father failed to tell you was that Connor was back and had been for a while. You found out in the worse way.
You had just gotten back home from being with some friends. They didn't know of your story, just that you were sad over losing someone close to you. When you had gotten home you made a beeline straight to the kitchen and into the freezer for some chocolate ice cream.
"(Y/N) is that you?" Your father briefly called out from the family room, you were now heading into.
Your eyes widened and the spoon fell from your mouth as you saw Connor, very much alive and well petting sumo.
But just as you were about to pinch yourself he looked up at the sudden sound of something dropping and met your eyes.
"Oh, hello (Y/N), it's good to see you again." You were speechless and had thought your friends must have put something into your water that night.
You didn't hesitate to run towards him giving him the biggest hug you could, not really caring if your father saw. Just holding him and making sure he was actually there and that he wouldn't just disappear into thin air.
"I missed you, my love." He whispered. And you swear to this day, that your heart exploded at that.
guess what, I found out I'm even worse at writing songfics, I'm sorry if this sucked. No I'm sorry that this did suck. But anyway have a great day/night. (´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡