ok guys sooo basically the past two days or so it has been extremely hot. idk what to think of it, i'm not a big fan of the heat, but i love it at the same time. late spring will always be my favourite season/time of the year but this is just too much. going to school with 30°C is no joke when none of your classes have windows that can open and you go to a school with sweaty ass people.
stressed af for exams but i kind of want it to just be over so i guess throw them at me im ready
not yet tho jk i havent done shit omg what is my problem
also some of these exams are just oral so like idk if i should be more or less stressed? i will rank orders of how stressed i am and why
math- (5hrs)
literally suck at it, dont even remember everything we learnt and its a five hour exam in the heat like omg leave me alone. i just simply dont understand it and theres like a different answer for every question (idk if you understand what i mean) but so yeah you cant be 100% prepared cause what if you dont know that one answer??
dutch- (4hrs)
look this would be much lower usually, even one of the last, but it's just gotten so hard and so MUCH like omg how am i supposed to do this??? like eveyr language we have many pre exams (speaking, writing, listening). also i was supposed to read 3 books and have read none. i read the example questions and they're so specific i dont even think i can fake it if i read the most detailed summary.
biology- (2hrs)
again, i wouldnt put it this high. i totally understand it, but the questions she asks are just weird af? like they have nothing to do with what she teaches us and even if she did she never taught us how we would have to ajnswer any of that. i have three days to prepare tho, so we'll see ig? the problem is as much as i think im ready i know shes gonna pull up with weird ass questions.
chemistry- (2hrs)
i used to suck at this but i kind of like it now? when i dont understand i REALLY dont understand, but when i do i feel like a genius and i can answer every single question. he is a bit esigent on the answers of his tests and it is a LOT. idk.
german-- (2hrs)
guys im usually so good at languages but idkkk.. i understand german i think? but i always fail on the writing part n havent learnt well for any of the voc tests throughout the months; i will have to catch up everything 500+ words and their plural (which can differ a lot from the original, doesnt have a strict rule they follow). also all of the pre exams are hard for this subject (listening is fast and not understandable, writing i always fail because of the kasus, reading i always seem to miss what shes asking me). stressed!!! lowk a lot.
physics- (2hrs)
would have put it like second buttttt: on christmas exams i did pretty well and again, all you have to do is understand and make loads of exercises. idk. it is a lot and im not really paying attention. she has barely done any tests this semester and usually i would be happy, but this stresses me out. do i even know everything?
geography- (2hrs)
look i kind of dont know where to put this subject. is it a lot of hard info to memorize by heart? yes. are all of her tests easy and even multiple choice? also yes. is it the most out of every subject i need to learn? yes again. is it the subject that MATTERS the most? absolutely not. i guess we'll see i wont be devastated if i dont pass. idk.
french- (oral-- 30 mins?)
it's not my worst subject at all. i'm just stressed bc it's oral and as much as she's one of my fave teachers, she kind of scares me. we'll see how it goes.
history- (2hrs)
a LOT. i have to kind of memorize it but i will say: i love his class and the way he tells us these stories just makes it so fun and so so interesting to learn that i dont mind studying history at all. matter of fact i enjoy it. but it is sooo muchhh... we'll see. idk. also if you black out on one detail of the story, i tend to forget the rest.
english- (oral)
dont be fooled my my poor english skills on my posts, its because im typing fast before the idea slips away. english, my love, so so easy. usually. this year is harder but that doesnt stop it from being the easiest. also it being oral is cherry on top. im pretty ok at that. i talk to myself in english all the time while i pretend to be famous one day. we'll see
wish me luck.. fun fact its 14.30 rn on a wednesday and guess what i should be doing? studying ! i have my speaking exam of dutch tomorrow. so stressed i cant do anything but waste more time. im sitting here with a fan on my livingroom table with the worst posture ever writing barefoot in my summer clothes to no readers. how fun.










