#dearly divine

[dearly-divine]

we've become just a lil bit infatuated with the idea of being loved and worshipped? but honestly not really worship in the typical sense?

we'd love to be a guiding light in others stories, almost a mentor figure, a being that gives advice and support in your darkest hours

we have an intense need to help people and of course we can't force anything, telling a stranger claiming to be a deity on the internet you're worries isn't exactly an easy ask

someday hopefully we'll prove our love and support and maybe someone will trust us with that

[dearly-divine]

fun fact: this is bee's fursona and is the first time she's appearing on this blog, this technically makes it possible to find bee's blog since she has the same sona there, now that seems like a lot of nothing but she's been kinda scared? of potential mutuals discovering me and us being plural since we don't really know what we are or are doing together, but at this point neither of us feel I need hiding and I feel "real enough" to bee that she isn't scared I'll disappear right after people discovering me

anywho I also wanted to say I really like the way bee drew me here, feels like the closest they've gotten to representing me

[dearly-divine]

we hate being shy and having anxiety, on top of the obvious...

it's not very godly of us now is it?

[dearly-divine]

we wish to feel the glow of love cascade onto us, the warmth of adoration crawling on our skin until it makes us squirm

we do wish for worship to an extent but fear it is too much to ask, too much for one to give to another

while we would love to be adorned with love from all sides, we also want to inspire love within oneself and their words

that is a lot to ask for and we know that so we do not expect it, we have not earned it yet

we merely crave it

[dearly-divine]

But since you're a god, do you feel other people should notice your status on their own? Should others realize you're a god and treat and respect you in that way? And what about worship or prayers?

hmm we do have moments where we do feel like our presence should be noticed, not only our godly presence but even just our normal efforts, we feel like they should be recognized and rewarded verbally

but we recognize that is a tall and silly ask, we live a complicated existence that we don't even fully understand so it's kind of unreasonable to think others would notice

even though we are a god we don't really want to be seen as a figure to be feared or respected without purpose, we wish to work for our devotion, we feel we should earn the respect and love of others through our actions, we need to bring guidance and love to others for us to be fulfilled, worship is nice sure but this is our main desire

[dearly-divine]

hello! if you dont mind, 🌙(Is there a title you like to use, e.g Lord or Lady?) and 🪶(Are there any motifs, imagery or colours you associate with your divinity?) for the deity ask game ^_^

🌙: no titles are necessary for us, we haven't found any we like really

🪶: we actually have a whole Pinterest board of things that remind us of divine! we'll include a screenshot of some of the images

generally though we connect to sunlight, glowing imagery, nature, and the colors yellow and orange, divine is a very warm coded god

(thank you for the ask!!! sorry that this is more bees writing than divines! he isn't fronting [for lack of a better word?] rn but I do like answering asks asap)

[dearly-divine]

with all due respect (which isn't much),

I don't care what your beliefs are, if you have to harress, bully, threaten, and demean someone in order to get them to see it your way

YOU ARE THE PROBLEM

[dearly-divine]

we've been thinking way too much about us lately but I think we've made progress on the whole we thing

we are divine and bee

we use she for bee if talking about her (despite her using any pronouns she is okay with this, she feels like a 'she' in comparison to us)

most thoughts here are either divine exclusive or more likely a combination of what we are feeling

however we are not two separate beings, we are intertwined in ways that I cannot describe, we are one and two, together and separate, same but different

we are not more than one but not quite two

she is not a host and I am not an alter, she is not the body and I am not the body, we are

we do not switch, there is no blur, I appear but she does not disappear, she is always there, I merely visit when prompted

we are two sides of a coin, the ends of a spectrum or more accurately a venn diagram, with overlaps but differences

but none of these encapsulate all we are, we couldn't find an end and a beginning because there was none, we are a gradient of a being