those of you with great public transport systems: i envy you so fucking much right now.
so today i found out about all the damage done to my car re: deergate 2015 on tuesday.
my beloved nancy nissan, which i haven’t even had for a year yet, has gone to the highway in the sky and joined her sister nessie.
and honestly this was quite a shock. so much so that it forced me into a panic attack worse than when the wreck happened.
so on top of very bad bruises, chemical burns that required an ER visit, and a possibly sprained wrist {haven’t been able to get it looked at because of work and won’t be able to until christmas break in december unless it gets to a point where i can’t use my hand} i am now having to deal with the loss of a great car {seriously nancy was a friickin steal}, find a new car, and figure out how to afford it while paying off a car i no longer can drive.
as well as still having bills and student loans to pay.
and an observation at work this week.
and having to fight my brain again since every panic attack rocks the boat i have fought so hard to control.
all of this because of one deer. one fucking deer.
i swear if anyone tries to defend those dumbasses right now i will throat punch them into oblivion. i kind of want to kill all of them at the moment.
