The realization that this breakup hurts so much because they confirmed a subconscious belief that I’ve had my entire life, that I’m not enough.
Consciously sure I always will tell people I’m amazing, I’m beautiful, I’m hard working etc, but I grew up in a house hold where I was always not enough for my family. So my subconscious is devastated right now at the thought that I once again- wasn’t enough for someone I loved.














