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without internet for 5 days, skipped like 4 days of uni when the semester literally started just last week, no food, no water, dehydrated as FUCKKKKKK(ironically, I found a fanta drink in my bag, no idea where it came from and I hate Fanta but whatever), lazy, bored, in wait for the internet people to come and fix my internet for the billionth time(they are prob not coming), and last night I ordered food and slept right before it arrived, so I’m hungry too
I just caught myself almost falling for the same girl I have been in and out crushing for the last 4 years of medical school. Except now I actually feel disgusted at the potentiality of having a “crush”. I need to be a published author and lock down a junior doctor job for next summer, not crash out about a damn fucking crush. AAAAAUUHHDHDHHDHDJJD
had a fun night out, now I’m on my friend’s bed with my ear ringing from the loud music and too much drinks……& I’m paranoid that my mum might be going through my shit while I’m gone………and I’m…..ugh I have so much to do tomorrow, I hate my stupid life
god I felt so awful the whole day and it doesn’t help that I haven’t studied anything either. and besides that I still feel so shitty and confused and just weirded out. oh my god!
I’m very very grateful for thrift stores and people who donate their(or their loved one’s clothes). I’m broke and find paying too much money for shitty quality clothes not worth it. I have found amazing clothing at thrift stores, my skirt collection is primarily sourced from thrifts. beyond grateful.
Cleaned the whole apartment while roommate washed dishes, tried to make breakfast but then nearly passed out while peeling eggs, then had an hour and a half long convo about health, politics and entertainment with roommate before retreating to my room. nice morning overall
I feel like the problem with me is that I’m like a fish trying to live as a human, and when the fish finds out that it can’t walk or breathe air or do most of the things humans can, instead of being like “oh it’s because I’m a completely different species with different needs”, it starts to ponder on what is wrong with it and why it can’t function as everyone else
I can’t stop moaning about how terrible this year has been, maybe I should just max out and see how terrible it can get? and then blame everything that happened this year on it being a “very dark time”. like I’ll get my tattoos and nipple/tongue/cunt piercings, and I will make poor decision that will cripple me financially, and move out for the third time of the year for no reason, and like join a sex cult or something idk. I’m open to whatever that will worsen my year tbh
