#depression-kills

[floatingintodreams]

Major Depression: High

Dysthymia: Moderate

Bipolar Disorder: Slight-Moderate

Cyclothymia: Very High

Seasonal Affective Disorder: Very High

Postpartum Depression: N/A

http://www.depressedtest.com/

im not going to lie....

ive been depressed since third grade...

the past two years i thought i was doing better. my friends were in my life. they made me feel wanted...but i dont know. the past couple months ive just...been going down a down hill spiral. and i dont know what to do. only two people know that i was depressed..because i hid it. should i hide it again? idk...

i dont want to get treated because i dont want people to know. part of me feels like i can handle it but then a part thinks no..

i guess i just keep hoping itll go away. but i dont want to be the girl people knew as a nice, quiet, seemingly happy girl that took her life...

i dont want to be this way for the rest of my life

[deeplyinsadness-blog]

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3 Things I love:1) my kitty2) pot3) My WifleMy current relationship status:Single3 Habits I have:1) biting my nails 2) cracking my joints 3) playing with my tongue ring3 Things that annoy me easily:1) nose whistles2) people who leave me3) my motherHow I feel right now:A little annoyed, but mostly goodMy closest Tumblr friend:HerWhat color underwear I'm wearing right now:I'm not wearing anyMy favorite blog(s):these are not in a specific order:

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mylovely-suicide

my-cuts-burns-and-suicide

writeyoursilence

mostlydepressed

truthfully-blazed

maryjanesideas

s1oth

p-sychophobia

thebestofusareinsane

littlecutterthings

tomfelton

you

blackandwtf

[niinas]

Tumblr Crushes:

oneaccentawayfromaweasley

mockingjaypatronus

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myownlittlemelody

her0ndales

injacesandwillspants

scottzzzz

timeywimeywizard

bloodstainedrazors

This is the first time I actually follow everyone in my Tumblr Crushes O.o

...So of course, I need to post it ^_^