#dev chitchat

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i might give up and just write toxic femhkvh au while the whim still has me

(wherein there is a dead body but alhaitham is being strangely tender as she washes kaveh's hands free of blood so kaveh doesnt have time to worry about the whole murder thing that just happened)

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i have sleep problems

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ao3 writer's wrapped, 2023

from @notyixiangs 's ao3 writer's wrapped meme since they wanted to make a version that was less stat's focused

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“Gods do not dream anymore. Dreams belong to human beings.”

slowly getting back into the swing of writing, working on the next update of the kazuha timeloop fic (over a year since last chapter, yikes!)

and i'm always just so struck by this quote, which i found in Hiroshi Araki's paper Reviewing Japanese Dream Culture and Its History: Where Ancient, Medieval and Modern Times Meet

i've fallen out of love with genshin in general, but i still think about my original intentions towards rewriting inazuma's AQ. at its core, i think i return back to that quote. i'm reminded of (probably fake) inazuma AQ leaks where the electro archon was dead & the AQ concerned finding a successor, eventually chosen to be ayaka

the (former) electro archon's shadow lingers over inazuma, regardless of whether interpreted to be makoto or ei. and ultimately, the weight of human dreams (Visions) determines the fate of inazuma as a whole

the inazuma AQ has a lot of good components, and i aim to reassemble them into a more satisfying (to me, at least) whole. let's see where this chapter takes us :)

anyways if you have good kujou sara fic recommendations, send them my way. she's going to be pivotal

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happy nowruz to those who celebrate btw!!

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ao3 writer's wrapped, 2024

i wish i wrote more, but i think what i did write was pretty ambitious & non-traditional, so i can't be too upset at myself!

from @notyixiangs 's ao3 writer's wrapped meme since they wanted to make a version that was less stat's focused

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at this point kaveh & alhaitham live rent-free in my brain, actually + im perpetually in shambles over kazuha's nameless friend

lots of spam incoming as i move over threads from twt over here

past brainrots: nhs (mdzs), gyx (svss), madahashi (naruto), team taka (naruto), too embarrassed to talk about the older stuff lmao

ao3 | twt | bsky | cainix @ discord

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idk if i should just repost some of the meta threads i have on twt or leave it alone

might be nice to dig up those old memories tbh.... stuff gets buried