May 20
"Ooh new notification on the podcas--what...mom?"
My mother is now following my podcast.
I don't know what to think of this new trend of hers to follow and support me in things she used to yell at me to stop doing.
Going to blame the fact she's been dying for a few years now and didn't expect to live this long and is trying to get in as much good will as she can because she believes in Hell and doesn't want to go there.
But that's just me.
Could be any reason.
A friend of mine says she's a witch and performing some strange ritual to ensure I'll never stop being confused and panicked.
#my friend could also be right#been saying it for twenty years#i didn't start that either#there was a time when i would never speak ill of my mother because that's disrespectful#but i didn't have to when friends came to visit#did that herself#my husband hates her#for one argument and one argument alone that he witnessed before we were even dating#i don't hate her#i will dance on her proverbial grave#but not in hate#in joy#that the confused panic has ended#and i am free