#divinity lost || ooc

[angclbcrn]

Doing a bit of revamping for Enoch & nephil lore!

The epithets describing angels as four or six winged actually refer to the number of scale-feathers they have. "Two winged" angels only have the furthest two primaries, four have the furthest four, and six, well.

"The six-winged Seraphim" is therefore a bit of a misnomer, as they only have two actual physical wings but six scale-primaries.

[angclbcrn]

Sorry for the radio silence all, I started a new job and that + adjusting to daytime hours didn't leave me a whole lot of spare time for writing :) hopefully I can be on more now but I make no promises, just that I'll try!

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Sorry I've been gone for a bit, we've been having some issues with my pharmacy in getting my prescription refilled so I've gone over a week without my antidepressants 🙃 not been doing great, but we're hopefully gonna get it figured out!

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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE CARRY EMOTIONS?

(bolded = consistent, italicized = situational)

ANGER,    jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going non verbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.

JOY,     easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole  body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when  laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks  down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy.

SADNESS,       crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME,       blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT,       avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

FEAR / ANXIETY,       trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw,  picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting  jewelry/clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts,  under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, fight, withdraw, fawn.

Tagged by: @expvrgction

Tagging: anyone who wants to do it!

[angclbcrn]

I somehow managed to unknowingly injure my dominant wrist so replies will likely be exceptionally slow/non-existent for the next few days 😔

[angclbcrn]

Ouough I'm having Thoughts

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I've discovered a niche in need of filling in the RPC. Someone hold me back before I end up with way too many blogs again

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👀 like this for a sleep deprived nephil starter