Yesterday I made a very important choice. I decided to put an end in a relashionship I was having with a guy. We were just hanging out, not having a “real” relashionship , but I loved him so much. The problem was that i couldn’t see him wanting to see me, caring and loving me as much as I was. All of this was hurting me. The last time we talked he sayed that for now he loved me as a friend, and wanted to continue hanging out with me (not having a serious relationship) because he “liked me a lot”. He also said that he “wasn’t having time for all the things in his life”. Hearing something like that was too dificult to me. I couldn’t even end up everything in front of him, looking in his eyes. It was all by whatsapp, because again, he wasn’t having time. We ended up in such a fine way. He sayed that he was upset but we would be friends forever. I tought I would be fine after all, but no. I’m feeling like the worst person in the world. I tought that breaking up with him was the solution and would stop all that mess in my mind. But now I realized that I just wanted him loving me. I cryed yesterday the whole day. I want to sleep and don’t wake up anymore. The whole world is happy, with the world cup and etc but I’m here crying and feeling all this pain. I already miss him. His smile, his voice calling my name, his smell, his everything. I don’t know if I can support such a pain. The only thing that allows me to continue living and doing things is that all story can have a part two. The first part was sad and painful for me but maybe, in a second chance all can be diferent. I still have hope, and it doesn’t matter how smal it is. I hope that one day, maybe soon or not, we will have each other again, that he will love me more than a friend, that he will see me as the girl of his life and that we won’t get hurt anymore. I want to see this happenning. I beg to the sky, for God and the universe, please give us a second chance. Please..