I dreamt about you again last night
Even with time, even in a dream, your name appearing on a phone you have no way to contact can make me feel like my life is spinning out of control.

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I dreamt about you again last night
Even with time, even in a dream, your name appearing on a phone you have no way to contact can make me feel like my life is spinning out of control.
I thought.
I thought after this far I’d be around this time but I’m finding myself just in a funk. I’m anger, sad, annoyed, just blah all over again like it was just yesterday. Does it ever stop? Will I ever wake up November 13th or 16th and feel like it’s just another day? Honestly, I really don’t think that it is ever possible, but it would be nice to get through the day without a tear..
Still fighting, could you please stop?
Just end it, it's better that way. Split then the fights will stop, you will own your own and there won't be anymore ridiculous fights AGAIN AND AGAIN.