Feb 16, 2019
Single
This is the first night I actually felt single. No hope is floating above my heart for Ian. No desire. I was nervous I would run into him doing errands today.
The hurt from this week is well documented. It is just not communicated.
He did text "thank you for the card, very thoughtful."
It was the "first and last" and "just in case" I never speak to him again card... For valentine's day and to test how quickly the postal service works.
