Jan 4, 2021
i hate that feeling when you want to talk to someone or interact with them more often but you dont want to bother them too much or seem really annoying, and then you start overthinking it and eventually you do nothing
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i hate that feeling when you want to talk to someone or interact with them more often but you dont want to bother them too much or seem really annoying, and then you start overthinking it and eventually you do nothing
A lot seems to be going on today. All of these appearances from the doctor are giving me a negative feeling.
I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM FUCK FUCK FUCK
I wonder if April wants to kiss me...
Can I just not?
Like anything?
Ever?
I don't think anyone else realizes...
It's like I only have two brothers now. Not three.
April would kill me if she knew I was starting to regret saving Marceline.
The saddest part about NOT being in a relationship...
is that i have ALL of these great ideas and plans of things that i want to do... or that i would do. Especially if i was someone's boyfriend... or even close. it's weird, i dedicate waaaay too much time thinking of all the good things i want to do for a "significant other" & yet i'm single. I don't NEED to be in a relationship right now... but it would be cool! lol to share some greatness, when it comes to my mind. i guess i can do things for myself... you know what really sucks? seeing something you want to get for someone because you know it would be so cute to see that person rocking it... idk. my time will come... maybe it's just not now. maybe it will be soon... maybe not, but until then i'll spoil myself... if my best friend was here i'd spoil her :) maybe i'll send her something cute whenever i see it and have the cash :) her birthday is coming up! shhh. haha. but yeah... it would be amazing to actually be SPECIAL to someone on both an intimate and every-day level... to have someone's time, whenever i want it... or ask for it at least (unselfishly of course)... to have someone be mine... to have someone to take to my formal banquet as a date that i can kiss whenever i wanted to lol appropriately of course... to be ADORED by someone. someone to make my day even if it doesn't need to be made... LOL idk, call me crazy.