personal thoughts
thinking about toxic positivy and how i think i might have been doing that alot, or saying things i struggle to put into action
how sometimes i go into things with a postive outlook but i am completely unable to deal with because i dont know what to do,
i dont trust people? so i become happy and chipper to ease my fears and when something outside of whst i was expecting happens i stick it through despite not understanding this situation?
man im a mess, but i really need to self reflect more, i have to see things through













