It's funny how life can change in an instant....when I started this tumblr that is, I was in a dark place.......I was really considered throwing my whole life away. (Long story another time) I have been struggling with back pain going on 2 years (legit blown out disks blah blah) I was supposed to have back surgery in July 2019 but I ended up dying. (Another long story for another time) but also with all that has happened including covid, I'm finally stepping into the light again out of that dark funk so my intentions with this blog is completely different from when I first started this blog. Once again I'm just trying to see where this goes. When you die it really does make you slow down....this is a true story I will also post my report from the hospital at a later date
