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Come to think of it, it really robert sugden year for soap. ❤️

#thought #*#don't even know why im thinking like this.#so good to get his sl tbh #and then come aaron #double bonus #robron #robert sugden #aaron dingle

Sunday Morning:

I got lucky at Clear this morning, no waiting for once! As an added bonus, I didn’t get my usual TSA groping this morning!

However, the guy right behind me did.

Now, if I can stick to coffee right now. I have a 3 hour layover in SLC.

#travel woes #double bonus

i’ve been listening to the promare ost for like ten months straight

#it is impossible to get tired of it #its gone from making me crazy to just being comforting #and making me crazy #double bonus #gif #mine

uhhh im stanning gwsn thank you miya

#she's got some amazing stage presence #and like she was in a vixx cover group ???#double bonus #i love her

I forgot a costume piece and improvised and those are my new costumes now

also I finally felt really confident in this run, and we open tomorrow and it’s gonna be GREAT

#personal #thespian life #also I glued false lashes on and they look really good AND I didn't get glue in my eyes #double bonus

Two Kinda Cool Things

1. Im graduating DBT in June. Im excited and nervous at the same time. People tell me that there is a big improvement in the way I handle things these days. The way I speak to people and my attitude in general. Theyre telling me that I seem more patient (thats the Klonopin), more approachable, and the value of the work Im doing is increasing dramatically. I even say hi to people in the hallways. I never used to do that. And then Id get pissed if they didnt say hi to me. Insane-o in the brain-o. For all the things I complain about and worry about and pity party about, it seems that I *am* different, in a good way. So,thats good. This blog is like a dumping ground for all of the negativity. I get it out, I feel better.

2. Two reasons I accept and actually believe that even though I still have bad days, is that other people are making a point to tell me I seem happier. Im not fishing for it. And, when I look at my face in selfies lately, I dont have the two-face thing as much. They say that if you cut peoples faces in their pictures in half you may see the same expression or two different ones. Look up Harrison Ford. Granted, he had a stroke, but it illustrates what I mean in a way. My face used to have one angry side, and one smiling side. Now, both sides look the same most times. If I take a selfie and Im happy, both sides of my face look happy. I usually zoom the picture in and swipe from one side of my face to the other to see. It sounds vain and I am vain, but really Ive just noticed this phenomenon and Im looking to see if it keeps occuring. The selfie I posted today, well the first one of the set at least, shows the same emotion on both sides of my face.... I think. Ive read articles about that phenomenon, and most peoole agree that when you have two emotions showing in the same face its because youre hiding your true emotions. Youre supposed to smile, look happy and approchable, but the other side wants to tear your head off. Mine does that a lot less these days. So, thats good too.

#double bonus #borderline personality disorder #dbt #bpd