How it feels when you find the perfect fanfic to read


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How it feels when you find the perfect fanfic to read
Acts of Scienceāor Not āĖā” S.Ishigami
A/n: I had so much fun writing this, especially the last two scenes. I hope Senku isn't oc. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE READ IT WHILE LISTENING TO LOVE (wave to earth). SYNOPSIS: For years, youāve thought that Senku Ishigamiās actions were for efficiency, logic, and science. You dismissed any ideas that suggested otherwise. Because, for you, that was just how Senku was. Until one handmade lip stain forces you to question the gestures you grew to normalize. They were just acts of science, right? TAGS: fluff, fluff, and more fluff. WC: 4704
The first person to vocally point it out was Yuzuriha. Her eyes were wide with curiosity and bewilderment. You nearly laughed in disbelief.Ā
Because from your perspective, what she was saying barely made any sense. This was the Senku Ishigami she was talking about. The science-obsessed boy who approached everything in life with logic.
āYou're telling me that'sā¦normal?ā She gestured at the small milk carton in your hands that Senku gave you minutes ago.Ā
You nodded casually while sipping. āYeah, it's just milk.ā
You said it so simply, as if you were ignoring the details of what happened earlier that clearly contradicted your āit's just milkā.Ā
The moment the third period came to an end, Senku dragged you out of class without saying anything. You had grown used to it, hence you let him tug on your wrist softly without asking questions.Ā
He guided you swiftly through the bustling hallway. The two of you reached his locker, and before you could peek to check what he was reaching out for, he handed you a small milk carton. It was still cold.
He clicked the roof of his tongue out of annoyance. āYour glucose levels crashed halfway through the third period. How many times do I have to tell you not to skip breakfast?āĀ
You gave him a cheeky smile, already familiar with the gesture. āThanks, Sen. I woke up late again, okay?āĀ
Behind the two of you, Taiju and Yuzuriha watched the interaction. Both were clearly shocked, however, for two completely different reasons.Ā
Taiju aggressively pointed at the milk carton in your hands, āSenku! How did you keep it cold?!āĀ
āInsulated water bottle and ice. She won't drink it unless it's cold.ā He said so casually while reading something on his phone.Ā
Yuzuriha, however, wasn't curious about the science behind the cold milk carton. No, she was curious about the scientific explanation as to why you acted as if this was normal. How Senku acted as if this was normal.Ā
āWas that really normal? I don't think it wasā¦ā she asked when it was just the two of you; her voice remained soft and polite.Ā
Senku had made his way to the science laboratory while Taiju was eager to see another fascinating experiment of his.Ā
You hummed, āYeah, that's just how Senku has always been. I call it his acts of science. He says it's to keep me efficient.āĀ
Senku always did things like that. He had a knack with his small gestures, weaving them into the fabric of your daily life.
It wasn't strange or new to you. Not really. Not when he's been consistently doing it for years.Ā
āāĖ.ā
You constantly complain about headaches almost every afternoon, especially during study sessions. Muttered complaints fell from your lips easily, and rubbing your temples became a habit.Ā
āYou're dehydrated.ā You heard him say from across you while working with a circuit board, one that was too complex for you to understand. It wasn't a question; it sounded like a statement from his observation.
You lift your head up, tired eyes meeting his striking red ones. With a weak smile, you muttered out, āThanks for the diagnosis, doc.ā
āTch.āĀ
He didn't say anything else as he pulled out a water bottle from his bag, followed by a pack of electrolyte powder.Ā
He pushed the opened bottle forward, the bits of electrolyte powder already dissolving into the water. āYouāre inefficient when your body is malfunctioning.āĀ
You gave him a knowing smile before he continued to work on his circuit board. Senku's focus returned to it, or so you thought.Ā
āAnd your caffeine intake is garbage. Stop consuming it like a lifeline.āĀ
Your smile faltered. āHey, you're acting like you don't drink coffee too, genius!ā You retorted, frustration lacing your tone.
Without even glancing up from his circuit board, he shot back, āUnlike someone, I don't rely on it to function properly.ā
You threw an eraser at him, to which he dodged effortlessly, a smirk tugging the corner of his lips.
Still, despite your banter, there was an undeniable truth. Senku always seemed to notice everything before you did.
Yet you never asked. That was just the way he wasāalways too observant. Always a step ahead.
Right?
āāĖ.ā
The science laboratory always smelled like chemicals, metals, and something burning whenever Senku felt like it.Ā
It was enough to remind students passing by that Senku Ishigami was insideāmost likely taking something apart or fixing it, mixing chemicals, or accidentally blowing something up.Ā
The laboratory wasn't just occupied by him; there were multiple other students working on something. Though they were never as over-the-top as the ones Senku worked on.
In the middle of it all sat Senku, who had recently cleaned up after a chemical experiment. The sleeves of his lab coat were now rolled, revealing his forearms as he worked on the blueprint of his next rocket model.Ā
The room around him hummed with conversation, though most people knew better than to interrupt him while he worked.Ā
Which was why a question from another student caught everyone off guard.Ā
āHey, Senku.ā
āWhat?ā He replied flatly.Ā
The student hesitated briefly before pointing at Senku's wrist. āWhat's with the hair tie?āĀ
Every head in the science laboratory turned immediately because now that someone was brave enough to mention it, there really was a black hair tie looped around his wrist.Ā
It wasn't unusual at first. Not until people started noticing months ago that Senku always had one on his wrist. They assumed it belonged to him, perhaps to tie his hair during experimentsābut no, his hair defied the laws of physics.Ā
And he never used it. Not even once.Ā
The student leaned back against the table, a grin on his face as he asked, āYou got a girlfriend or something?āĀ
The room instantly erupted as the question flew out of the studentsā mouths.Ā
āNo way! Senku? Seriously?āĀ
āAs if! You really think he has any time for romance?āĀ
āThere's no way, are we talking about the same Senku Ishigami?āĀ
āThat's what a hair tie means, though!ā The student argued defensively, pointing at Senku's wrist. āIt's literally a thing, guys wear them when they're taken.āĀ
Senku didn't even bother to look up from the blueprint he was working on, though an irritated look was evident on his face.Ā
āDumbest thing I've heard all day.āĀ
āSo that's a no, Senku?āĀ
āTch, idiots. Use your brains for once.āĀ
That unfortunately didn't answer anything. However, everyone seemed to be too interested and eager in the conversation.Ā
āSo is it someone's?ā A student from a corner asked.Ā
Senku finally looked up from his blueprint, clicking the roof of his tongue. āObviously. Why would I use one when my hair defies gravity and is never in the way?āĀ
The room went silent before,Ā
āOHHHH?āĀ
āNo way?!āĀ
Senku looked far more annoyed after hearing their reactions, which, unfortunately, only encouraged everyone further.Ā
āIt's basic efficiency." He deadpanned. āUnlike you idiots, I account for predictable patterns to avoid unnecessary situations.āĀ
Then, the doors of the science laboratory suddenly opened.Ā
āSenku?ā Your voice cut through the room of chaos, completely unaware of the chaos you've interrupted and caused.Ā
Everyone turned to the door, not just Senku.Ā
You blinked, feeling uncomfortable at the unexpected attention from everyone. āWhy is everyone looking at me like that?āĀ
āNo reason,ā half of the room replied in unison before pretending to focus on their work again.Ā
You frowned suspiciously, eyes settled on Senku as your facial expression asked him questions. He didn't say anything, just stared back as you walked towards him.Ā
You stopped next to him and allowed the suspicion to simmer down as you remembered the reason you were there. āDo you have a hair tie?āĀ
Without saying a word, he lifted his wrist toward you, as if by muscle memory. Your fingers moved automatically and reached out for it.Ā
āLost another one? You're too careless, idiot.āĀ
You ignored his remark, and with one smooth motion, you slid it off his wrist before tying your hair with practiced ease.
āThanks, Sen.ā You gave him a grin. āI'll see you after school.āĀ
āHm.āĀ
Senku returned to his blueprint without saying anything else the moment you left.Ā
The room stayed silent for three seconds after you closed the door behind you before erupting into chaos once more.Ā
āWhat was that?!āĀ
āI knew it was her!āĀ
Senku ignored their loud chaos, his hand already reaching out for the pocket of his pants, and pulled out another hair tie, slipping it onto his wrist.Ā
āTch, you people are seriously annoying.āĀ
āāĖ.ā
You never questioned Senku's acts of science. Never. Not even when Yuzurihaās teasing became a little too frequent.Ā
It was normal; you were used to it for years. Why bother to question it now?
The sound of rain suddenly falling from the skies sliced through your reverie. You halted, staring at the building window next to the staircase, before a groan escaped from your lips.Ā
āGreat. Just great.ā You had forgotten your umbrella. Although you always forget to bring it, this time was different. You had asked Senku to go home without waiting for you. The same guy who never forgets to bring an umbrella and checks the weather forecast.Ā
You made your way down the stairs, and your mood was a perfect match with the gloomy weather outside.Ā
āTook you long enough.āĀ
Your head snapped up toward the familiar voice, and your gaze immediately landed on him, Senku. One hand in his pocket while leaning against a wall near the staircase.
Your mouth fell open in shock. āSenā?! What are you doing here?!āĀ
āI was waiting for you, what else?ā He answered casually. Too casually, as if you didn't ask him not to wait for you.Ā
He walked closer to you, his lab coat hanging on one shoulder while his bag hung on the other. An umbrella settled on one of his hands.Ā
āI told you not to wait!āĀ
āAnd?āĀ
āIt's raining, and it's late!āĀ
āYeah, no kidding. I'm not blind.āĀ
Without waiting for your response, he threw the lab coat on your shoulder, catching you off guard again. āWear it, you'll get cold if you don't.āĀ
You frowned, yet slipped on his lab coat. āYou should've gone home.āĀ
āYeah, and leave you here with a 10 billion percent chance of being stranded? You never bring an umbrella or check the weather forecast, idiot.ā His tone was completely matter-of-fact, like the answer should've been obvious.
He watched as you struggled with the sleeves. He clicked the roof of his tongue before walking closer, hands already hovering over yours.Ā
āYou're hopeless.ā He spoke with a tone that was softer than before. Then, with quick, efficient movements, his hands adjusted the sleeves and collar of his lab coat.Ā
Your breath got caught in your throat for a brief moment because of the proximity. āYou really didn't have to wait for me, yāknow?ā Your voice sounded small.
āYou get sick too easily. You have the immune system of a Victorian child.ā The tone of his voice remained soft as he buttoned the coat properly, ensuring it was secured around your body.Ā
You laughed at the last part, eyes admiring the way his hands moved with the same precision he had when working on an experiment.Ā
He took a step back after he was done. "Besides, Byakuya would never let me hear the end of it if he found out I left without you.āĀ
You grinned, already hooking your arm with his. āYeah, he would probably say he raised you better than that. Let's go home, Sen.āĀ
That evening, the two of you walked home through the wet streets and drizzling rain. Yet you remained dry. Senku's lab coat protected you from the raindrops as well as the umbrella he held tightly above the two of you.Ā
You never said anything regarding the proximity or the gesture. You were used to him acting like this. It was normal in your vocabulary.Ā
āāĖ.ā
Your mother's loud knocking on your bedroom door finally woke you up from your slumber.Ā
āAren't you hanging out with Senku today? Why are you still sleeping?ā She asked as she entered your room, eyeing your sleepy figure, who had just woken up.
āHang out with Senkuā¦?āĀ
Your eyes shot open in realization. You were supposed to help Senku purchase an engine component for his new rocket model today.
You immediately got out of bed, nearly tripping over your blanket, and ran straight to the shower, one of your hands grabbing your towel on the way there.Ā
āBe careful!ā Your mother yelled out of concern.
After a shower, you scrambled to get ready. Your clothes were everywhere after you forgot to prepare an outfit the night before. After selecting one, you searched for a pair of socks before rushing downstairs.Ā
āSenku's already outside.ā Your mother said as she watched you hastily put on your socks, hands already reaching out for your sneakers.Ā
You bid your mother goodbye, already making it past the front door. Your eyes spot Senku, who was waiting for you.Ā
He turned right before your hands fell to your knees for support, panting and out of breath after you practically ran while getting ready.Ā
āYou should consider using an alarm.ā His voice was laced with amusement as he knelt down, hands already reaching out to tie your shoelaces.Ā
āYou could've tripped over your shoelaces again.āĀ
Your heart skipping a beat didn't help you at all. It was normal, you swore to yourself. He fixes your shoelaces all the time. It was just efficient.
Your breathing finally returned to normal. āI did, I slept through it.āĀ
He chuckled before standing up, hand reaching out to flick your forehead. āIdiot, did you sleep late again?āĀ
You raised a brow, hitting him playfully. āYou're one to talk, genius.āĀ
āāĖ.ā
Senku's experiments were a constant source of fascination. You were always interested and could hardly take your eyes away whenever he was mixing his colorful array of chemicals in the lab.
āYou're too close,ā he said, voice edged with concern.
āHuh?āYou replied, momentarily distracted.
Before you could process his warning any further, you felt Senku's hand grab your wrist, pulling you behind him right before the Erlenmeyer flask erupted,Ā bubbles frothing violently at the surface.
Your eyes widened in curiosity as you peeked from behind him. āWhoa,āĀ
His grip never left yours, never loosened; it remained steady around your wrist.Ā āExactly why I told you not to stand too close.āĀ
You couldnāt help but chuckle softly, āYou say that every single time, Sen.āĀ
āAnd you're stubborn every single time.ā He countered back, his grip tightening around your wrist, ensuring you wouldnāt inch any closer.
His grip felt firm, protective, and undeniably comforting. It felt like a silent assurance that you were safe in his presence. You didn't question it; after all, Senku always did things like that, didn't he?
āāĖ.ā
One of the perks of living near Senku meant you could always crash at his place, and Byakuya allowed you to do so. Especially whenever he's busy training to be an astronaut on the other side of the world.Ā
The living room of the Ishigami household was lit by the television screen across you, as well as the faint light coming from the windows. Senku's presence was near and grounding as the two of you watched another move that you picked, of course.
You didn't realize you were cryingānot at first. The dialogues bled with a soundtrack that was clearly designed to hurt you slowly.Ā
Beside you, Senku exhaled through his nose. He couldn't comprehend why you kept choosing movies that clearly tugged at your heartstrings.
āStatistically speaking, you've chosen emotional damage 6 times in a row.ā He spoke, voice flat as he stared at the screen with a look of boredom. He wouldn't be watching these movies if it weren't for you.
āShut up, Sen.ā You laughed through your flowing tears. Your voice was shaky as the soundtrack was starting to affect you harder.Ā
That was when he finally looked at you, a frown appearing on his face as he saw the tears streaming down, your hands already hovering above your eyes to rub them.Ā
You were crying again. Rubbing your eyes on top of that, too.Ā
āStop doing that.ā He said immediately, tone firm.
You blinked, āHuh?āĀ
āTch,ā his hands reached out, pulling yours away from your face before you could even process it. His grip was gentle, quick, and precise.Ā
āYouāre going to irritate your corneas if you keep rubbing your eyes,ā he continued, as if a doctor was scolding their patient. āDamage delicate blood vessels, make the inflammation worseā do you want me to continue?āĀ
He warned, and you shook your head. āI'm justāāĀ
āCrying and rubbing your eyes.ā He finished for you, clearly unimpressed.Ā
His hands never released your wrists. With a sigh, he pulled them down gently. āWhy do you always choose movies that do this to you? It's stupid.āĀ
You opened your mouth, ready to argue and defend your choices. āIt's part of the experience, Senku.āĀ
āYeah, right, I believe you,ā he mocked softly.Ā
He shifted closer, hands releasing your wrists. And with the same irritating precision he used for everything else, he reached out for your cheeks, gently wiping your tears away with the pad of his thumbs.Ā
His touch was careful, almost too careful. As if it were another adjustment made to a system that had slightly fallen out of equilibrium.Ā
āThe movie wasn't even great,ā he muttered, yet his thumb didn't stop. āCrying over a predictable plot outcome?āĀ
You glared at him with angry tears, yet he smiled in return as you lunged to attack him.Ā
āStop watching them with me if you're only going to judge me, you menace!āĀ
His chuckle filtered the dialogue from the movie, letting you tug at his hair all you want.Ā
āWho will stop you from damaging your eyes if I stopped?ā He countered casuallyātoo casually, as if it was a natural response.Ā
You halted, your hands frozen in his hair for a moment before he gently pried them away.Ā
āWhat?ā He asked, red eyes already staring into yours, the light from the window behind you reflecting on it. āYou're acting like I don't do it often.āĀ
Right. He does. He does it so often that it has always felt natural. And somewhere along the way, you stopped noticing it entirely. Perhaps youāve noticed, yet dismissed the thoughts. Never allowing yourself to look further into what those actions actually meant.
Because it was Senku.Ā
Senku Ishigami, the genius who treats inconveniences as problems to solve for the sake of efficiency. However, he was also the boy who remembered things nobody else did.Ā
And still, despite everything, you never called it anything else. It was just Senku's acts of science. You chose to dismiss the feeling of your chest tightening painfully as the realization was coming closer.Ā
No, it was just his acts of science, right?
āāĖ.ā
Wrong.Ā
You were wrong, utterly wrong. Or at least you thought so, as the realization refused to be dismissed any further after being buried from years of excuses, the familiarity of routines, and the comfort that you understood Senku's nature.Ā
Because that was easier. It was easier than confronting the terrifying realization that maybe everyone else had been right all along.Ā
Perhaps it was never purely about science. Maybe it wasn't just about efficiency, logic, or the fact that Senku disliked being unable to solve inconveniences.Ā
Maybeā
Your breath got caught in your throat again, between your tempting realization and the reflex to push it down. The thought settled painfully; it felt almost impossible to make it go away.Ā
Your memories weren't much help either, as they replayed endlessly without permission, refusing to stay harmless.Ā
The reminders, the way he noticed things before you did, the way he was always prepared for your inconveniences as if he had already calculated them, the way he always remembered.Ā
The realization was everywhere, taunting you dangerously. You could see it in everything you dismissed as his acts of science.
Which was why the sight of the small metal tube of lip stain on your hands felt almost unbearable as it weighed and catalyzed your realization.Ā
āTry it already,ā Senku spoke from his desk chair across from you, who sat on his bed, your usual spot. He sounded mildly annoyed at your silence.Ā
You couldn't really blame him. You've been silent for too long, buried in your thoughts that refused to go quiet.Ā
It was almost funny, really. A lip stain was all it took to catalyze your realization. However, it wasn't just any lip stain. It was a replica of the one that you've been searching for endlessly for the past few weeks.Ā
The same lip stain you cried over with embarrassing levels of devastation after losing it, especially since it was discontinued everywhere. You could recall the countless times you brought it up whenever you were with Senku. How the shade was your favorite since it suited you so well, and how you couldn't find any alternatives.Ā
āYouā¦made this?ā You spoke out softly, finally finding your voice again.
He clicked the roof of his tongue. āYeah? Why are you acting so surprised as if I hadn't made things before?āĀ
Your eyes refused to leave the lip stain in your hands. The metal surface felt cool against your fingers. You noticed the engraving of your name on the packaging, which wasn't like the packaging of your previous lip stain with stickers that wore out easily after a few uses.
You heard the wheels of his desk chair roll closer towards you. āI changed the packaging since you always complained about the lettering wearing off easily.āĀ
āHow did you remember the shade?ā You looked up at him, and your eyes immediately met his again. He was already looking at you.Ā
He gave you his signature laugh. āThat was the hard part. Learning cosmetology was 10 billion percent easier. I had to rely on information and pictures online, as well as yours.āĀ
āI would've finished it within a week if you had tested out the shade samples yourself.ā He smirked, āByakuya kept whining that it'd ruin the surprise.āĀ
You tilted your head, āByakuya knew about this?āĀ
āOf course. He caught me watching a cosmetology crash course at 2 AM.āĀ
You found yourself laughing at his response. Your grin was wide, so wide that it made your cheeks hurt. You were genuinely so happy.
You kept smiling even when you were no longer laughing. Senku raised a brow, mirroring the previous tilt of your head. āWhat?āĀ
āYou'reāā your grin appeared again, your cheeks were really starting to hurt. āYou're so sweet, Sen.āĀ
He paused in disbelief. āHah? What are you talking aboutāāĀ
Your sudden hug caught him off guard, and your added weight pushed the desk chair backward slightly. Your arms were wrapped around his neck, one hand still gripping the lip stain tightly.Ā
āThank you, Sen. Seriously, I don't know how to thank you enough.āĀ
He clicked the roof of his tongue again, acting annoyed, yet the smile on his face said otherwise. As well as his hand that steadied you against him, returning the hug.Ā
āYou can thank me by actually trying it. How else am I supposed to know I got the shade right?āĀ
The grin on your face remained as you pulled away. āOkay,ā your voice became strangely soft.Ā
You were about to use your phone screen as a mirror when Senku reached out to grab the lip stain from you. āIt has a built-in mirror. Less hassle.āĀ
You stared at him in awe. āOh my gosh, you really considered the design of the packaging.āĀ
He shrugged, handing the lip stain back to you. āThe original design was inefficient. You would need a separate mirror each time.āĀ
He didn't say anything else as he watched you apply it to your lips. A satisfied smile formed on your face, and Senku nearly exhaled in relief. He didn't fail; he succeeded in reviving your favorite lip stain.Ā
Your eyes shifted to meet his again, your smile refusing to leave your face. āHow do I look, Sen?āĀ
He paused for a second, āThe same but with a different shade of lip color.āĀ
You gasped and hit him playfully. āHow rude! You learned cosmetology but not about how to compliment a girl?āĀ
He shrugged, leaning back in his chair. āWhy would I waste my time with the latter?ā
You rolled your eyes before admiring the shade with the built-in mirror. āYou could at least say I look prettier.āĀ
āYou always do,ā he responded too quickly, without any hesitation in the tone of his voice. It was too straightforward, as if he were reciting a fact.
You short-circuit for a few seconds, cheeks burning up slightly as you look away.
āYou're really amazing, Sen...ā You mumbled, admiring his creation while trying to ignore the warmth from your cheeks.
āYeah?ā A quiet chuckle escaped from him.Ā
āI've built rockets, and this is what impressed you the most?ā He added, a teasing grin on his face.Ā
āWell, this one is the most unexpected thing you would do, yāknow?āĀ
He shook his head with another chuckle. āYou're welcome.ā He moved himself using his chair, a hand reaching for a notebook on his desk. āI haven't tested the transfer resistance yet, but it stains better than the original.āĀ
āWhy not?āĀ
āDo you expect me to wear it?āĀ
You laughed out loud, āWouldn't you do it for science?ā
āNice joke.ā He deadpanned. āI did it for you, not for science, idiot.āĀ
Somehow, that confession hit harder than anything else.Ā
āThe Senku Ishigami is doing something that isn't for science? Is the world meeting its doom soon?ā you joked mockingly.Ā
āThat's worse than the previous one.ā He deadpanned again.Ā
You giggled, hands reaching out to pull his chair closer to you, a mischievous idea had already appeared in your head just seconds ago.Ā
āWhat are you doing?āĀ
You didn't answer. Instead, you tugged his head down, closer to your face. With a swift motion, you pressed a quick kiss on his cheek.Ā
You pulled away, satisfied with your results. There was a clear mark from the gloss, yet no pigment. The only pigment you found was the burning ears of Senku, dusted with a faint red.Ā
āResults concluded, it's transfer proof.ā You grinned at his frozen state. āYou can log the results in your notebook now.āĀ
A teasing smirk formed on your face as you eyed his silent and flustered figure. āYou good, Sen?āĀ
āYeahā¦ā he muttered out after snapping out of his frozen state, voice low as he turned away from you to reach for a pen.Ā
Oh, you were savoring every moment. That was your payback after he made you spiral over his acts of science.
Perhaps the two of you wouldn't talk about it further for now. However, you wereāas Senku would say itā10 billion percent sure there's time for that in the future.Ā
For now, you'll mainly appreciate his acts of science, or his way of showing that he cared far more than you thought.Ā
āāĖ.ā
Bonus:
āWhere did you learn how to make cosmetics, Senku-chan?ā Genās curious question hung in the air, capturing Senku's attention.Ā
The scene unfolded in front of the two of them, along with Suika and Soyuz, who were gathered around Amaryllis and you. Together, you were meticulously applying makeup on Kohakuās face in preparation for the selection.Ā
āIt's chemistry, mentalist.ā His gaze briefly flickered towards Gen and deadpanned.Ā
Gen sweat dropped. āYes, but I never expected you to touch that part of chemistry, Senku-chanā¦āĀ
The scientist shrugged, dismissing the comment. And before Gen could question him further, you suddenly walked to Senku with a bright grin on your face.Ā
āSen, can you make my lip stain again? I've been missing it lately.ā Your eyes sparkled with enthusiasm, something Senku could never say no to.
āAh.ā Gen's question had been answered the moment the words fell from your lips. The mentalist wasn't even surprised anymore. āSo this is the so-called acts of science Yuzuriha-chan was talking about.ā
a/n: I had so much fun writing this in one sitting. It was way longer than I initially planned because of the last scene. Thank you for reading, I hope you guys enjoyed this one <3.
Secret Hubby
āµ summary: It's no surprise that marrying the infamous Ishigami Senku comes with a price. But for how long could either of you keep your relationship a secret before someone finds out?
āµ pairing: senku ishigami x reader āµ wc: 3.4k
āµ note: you could say this is kinda pornish with a plot, the previous one-shot was so ahh, i need to use one of my ace cards to reduce the cringe, so here we are + divider cr: @uzmacchiato + masterlist
"Are you sure you're not emotionally constipated, Senku?"
The three generals were enjoying their lunch together right outside the main laboratory while Xeno and the others were currently at an international congress of scientists across the globe. They won't be returning until next summer, meaning Gen and Chrome would be the ones who need to deal with Senku's "aromatic" arse.
Usually, it was Stanley who bothered to give the man advice about commitment and long-term plans ā surprisingly, but with his absence, the responsibility falls on the two fellows. It wouldn't be much of a trouble if not for the fact that people have been asking if the world's renowned scientist ever thought about expanding his lineage for the future of science. Because someone, please tell me, who in their right mind would be fine with such a waste of a good gene?
"They shouldn't be worrying about where I stick my dick when humanity is still in progress." The man replied, unbothered. That's Senku for you. Sometimes Chrome wondered why he even asked him these questions.
"But dear Senku, aren't you worried you might be left behind in survivability progress?" Gen hummed, stirring his tea with a spoon, letting the warmth dissipate into the air. After a few seconds, he lifted the cup and took a small sip, delighted with the sweet floral taste. He should get more of this variation.
Senku scoffed at that. What is the mentalist trying to say here? Survivability progress, really? "Your point is?"
"Chrome and Ruri are about to welcome their second child, and even Xeno has adopted more than 6. Not to mention Ryusui with his third, while youā¦" Gen smiled slightly, tilting his head in a pretence mock. "You know, single and available." He took another sip of his tea, perfectly warm and lovely.
Chrome, who was turned down earlier, puffed his chest proudly, thanking Gen for backing him up. He's a happy man, especially at the mention of his wife. He could name all the things he loved about her, and it would probably end after a few weeks of nonstop yap. To be loved is to be seen, they said.
"It was never a competition, mentalist. Besides, I have far more important things to worry about than to dabble in a love quarry." He retorted. Quickly finishing his bento to get his butt to work as soon as possible. He had a list of stuff that needed to be done before evening, and couldn't afford to waste his time on idle chatter.
The lunch continued with Gen adding some workplace gossip, while Chrome would tell about his struggle in handling his family, with Ruri being extra clingy at home. Meanwhile, Senku would occasionally nod his head and mutter a few yeses and mock reassurances here and there. Once everyone had finished their food, the three went to their separate sections of the lab.
The day blends into calculations, meetings, and 10 minutes nap every few hours. Senku may be a great scientist, but he is also a human; that means he was not excluded from normal human needs such as food, rest and perhaps even desire. And as if the world is on his side, he received a call from a certain someone not so far from his workplace. He holds the mobile in one hand while the other is busy calibrating the titration curve.
"You're not resting? It's your evening nap hour, isn't it?"
He shoots, no warm greetings whatsoever. Well, he doesn't need to; those questions alone are warm enough for you. He could hear your amused giggle at the end of the line, so he smiled at that. The sound of you laughing somehow soothes him. He sets down the apparatus to shift his focus to you completely. It's not like he could calculate with his mind in the cloud.
"I tried, but your daughter won't stop kicking." You huffed, partially annoyed, but your hand unconsciously moved to gently rub your growing belly. The due date is around the corner, and you're no different from Pinocchio if you said you're not afraid; your nose would surely grow a meter at every word spoken.
"She has been particularly active these days, hasn't she?" He hummed, checking the watch on his wrist. It's almost time to punch out. He picks all the important documents and keeps them in the drawer before sliding his bag around his shoulder. "I'll be home in 20 minutes. Crave anything?"
You thought about his question for a moment. You're not particularly hungry, nor are you full either. This is hard. "Maybe something light? Preferably from the Nanami's. Their chef made the best food." You added. After another quick convo, he ended the call to leave the building. The drive home was quiet, save for the car wheezing like an old man at every bumper.
Senku stops by Nanami's and gets himself ā well, gets you ā an ice cream and hash browns. Thankfully, he doesn't bump into the owner, or else he might invite him for a drink, and he would definitely need to decline the man's offer. Ryusui was never the type to back out easily. With the food in hand, he returned to the car and proceeded to drive home.
Right turn, left turn, a roundabout, a highway, left turn, and finally, he's home. He parked the car and went inside using a key he had duplicated months ago. You always told him to just let you open the door for him, but he insisted on having his own key, so that you don't have to get up from wherever you are in the house just to open the door for him.
"You're home." You waddled to him from the kitchen, a mug of chrysanthemum tea in hand. He takes off his shoes and coat, then hang it by the door before approaching your slow figure. He engulfed you in a hug, to which you were about to return when the baby kicked again. "Ah!"
He let go of you after hearing your pained wince. "Has this been going on all day?" He holds your face in his hand, as you nod.
He handed over the paper bag of food to you to get on his knees. He then patted your belly with his hand, "You got one hell of a kick, kid. Don't bully your mother too much. That's my job." He chuckles to himself.
You pout. What a meanie. Unbothered by the consequences, you tug his hair in rebellion. If he's going to play devil tonight, who are you not to fight back? You're no saint, and he knows that. Should've thought this through when he decided to come inside months ago. Whose fault was it? His, obviously. Plus, you were at the laboratory to work under Xeno once again, not to mother this man's child.
But that was long ago, and he thankfully owned up to it and courted you not long after the incident. Some may wonder: how the hell did Xeno's junior from before the petrification even end up with THE Senku Ishigami? Well, you two met at one of the conferences and were paired for a research project. Yada yada, since millennials had passed while you were petrified, the younger man somehow went from Byakuya's adoptive son to your senior. Such unfairness.
Not like you have ever bothered to know either guy before the Medusa event. The name Ishigami was never in your dictionary until he pounded into you on the lab table that night. Uh, crazy lore.
"You want it?" He suddenly asked, way too nonchalant to your liking.
The thing was, you two hadn't been active since the pregnancy due to his worrying that he might strain you further. For someone who had never cared about anyone ā especially during manual labour ā he is somewhat gentler when it comes to you. But it's not like you don't want to do it; rather, he had just come home from an 11-hour shift, and he surely needs a rest after such a long day.
You scrunch your face at his question, and he blinks at your reaction. Did he say something wrong? The two of you made it clear that hair tugging means sex, so why act disgusted now?
"What?" He stood up, arms wrapped around your waist. "Besides, it offers benefits. An intercourse could help reduce the potential of going past 37 weeksā"
You shut him up with a kiss. There it is, no more science talk. Senku melts instantly and holds the back of your neck while the other remain on your back. Now he went tongue-to-tongue, fighting for dominance. Just because he always lets you have your way doesn't mean he'll give up easily, especially now. So he guides you slowly until your back hits the dining table, then with that twig strength, he lifts you to sit on the table surface as he takes his space between your legs.
Deliberately, his fingers crawl their way under your nightgown until his forefinger reaches your undergarment. You hummed softly between the kisses, urging him to go further. He smiled against your lips and bite it, earning himself a gasp from you.
"Ouch⦠you're mean." You whined, pulling away from the kiss. He chuckles under his breath, going in for another kiss when suddenly, his phone vibrates from inside his work bag. You turned your head to the sound coming from the living room. "You're not going to answer it?"
He sighed and let go of you before striding to get his phone. Who could possibly call him right after work? He made it clear that no work call is allowed after he punched out, especially on the day before the weekend. Without much thought, he answered it.
"Ishigami's here."
"SENKU!!!! IT'S ME, TAIJU!! MANNN I FINALLY GOT YOUR NEW NUMBER!"
Yeah. Great, big Oaf doesn't really listen, does he? There's a reason why he changed his number, and this is one of them. No use dwelling on it now, better to get this conversation over with, quickly.
"Yo, what is it that ya need, big oaf?" He said in disinterest, pinky subconsciously picking on his ear, rubbing that one spot to calm his nerves.
"YUZUā" But then, he heard Taiju's shouting was cut off by Yuzuriha's more gentle voice.
"Hello, Senku. We are planning to do a gender reveal party in 2 weeks and were hoping you could make it. Are you free that day? Chrome said your schedule has been rather packed lately."
Senku thought about it for a moment. Your due date is approaching, and he has requested a week off for an unrevealed reason from Xeno. That unrevealed reason is being by your side to welcome your child. If he were not to attend Taiju's important day, would it rise suspicous? They were the best of friends since childhood, and to randomly not attend is definitely not a wise choice.
"I'll check it with my assistant after the weekend. No promise, though." He answered. This might be the best excuse he could come up with. Yuzuriha thanked him and ended the call. Senku rubbed his face, sighing softly. This is the con of having a secret partner.
The good thing is, he got to protect you from being surrounded by those who see him as a god for rebuilding humanity, or those who wouldn't stop obsessing over everything he did in his life. Yet, that means he needs to lie even to his closest circle. He can't have all the good parts of life, can he? Curse his bad luck.
"Is everything alright?" You called from the dining table, getting down slowly to waddle to him.
"Just Yuzuriha and Taiju. They're doing a gender reveal party soon, and I don't think I'll be attending." He holds your arms to stabilise you and guide you to sit on the nearby couch.
"Couldn't you tell them about us? I'm sure they won't do anything funny about it." You tried to assure him, but he shook his head. His hand found your belly, gently caressing it.
"I trust them, yes. But I know Taiju; he's not going to be discreet about me having a partner or being a father. Plus, I don't want to burden Yuzuriha with information that carries so much weight." He explained, pulling your head to rest on his shoulder.
"Then, how long will this be a secret?" You hummed softly, to which Senku shook his head.
"We'll let them know after our daughter is born, and once you're stable. I thought about possible post-partum depression, and planning to hire someone to care for you and the baby while I'm away for work. Though they need to go home before I return, to not cross paths." He nodded to himself, drafting his schedule in his mind.
Your finger traces his chest as he mumbles, not really listening to him. As if realising he's losing your attention, he stands up abruptly; that caught you off guard. He turned to you for a moment without saying anything before leaving to take the food he bought earlier. Then he returned to his seat next to you.
The two of you began to eat your snack. He dipped the hash brown into some chilli sauce and fed you. Second bite, dip, third bite, dip, fourth bite; but out of nowhere, he accidentally smudges some sauce on your chin. You were going to wipe it with a tissue when he leaned in and stuck his tongue out.
The wet organ then glided over your chin suggestively before he captured your lips into a slightly spicy kiss, thanks to the sauce. He held the back of your head, pulling you deeper into the kiss as his tongue mines its way into your mouth like a miner, touching every surface he could reach. He hummed into the kiss, loving the warmth of your skin.
He gently pushed your shoulder against the backseat, then he slowly slid you to your side to lie you down on the couch instead. Caging you under him as he got on all four above you. He needed to be quick with whatever he had planned, not wanting to put too much pressure on your back. Using his knee, he spread your legs apart without breaking the kiss.
He broke the kiss to take a deep breath, then dived in without giving you a chance to dominate him like you usually do. He feels like handling you today; besides, he shouldn't tire you too much, so yeah.
His hands made their exploration, mapping every patch of your skin with his fingertips. It's not unfamiliar, as he had long memorised every single coordinate. But every experience feels different to him, as if no matter how many times he mapped you, he'll never feel truly satisfied. Like a thirsty scientist in search of water in the middle of a desert.
With his left hand, he slid it under your sleepwear, letting it climb over the soft, bouncy hills. While his right hand continue it's dive until it reaches the first obstacle, a patch of cloth with an obvious wet spot in the middle of it. Hm, curioso?
His index finger pushed the undie open like a curtain and slid in a middle finger, followed by his ring finger. He slid them in till the base of his fingers so easily, thanks to the lubrication from the kiss alone. Who would have thought a simple kiss could get you all wet? Maybe you were sexually frustrated over the past few months of not getting anything.
The hand that was previously fondling your breasts made its escape through your collar. He gripped your chin, holding your face before pulling out of the long kiss. Trails of saliva that connected you two dripped onto your chin. He then used his thumb to smudge the fluid over your lips; a flushed smirk on his face at the sight of you so⦠drunk of kisses.
After seeing that you were ready, he started pulling his fingers in and out of your⦠pussy lips. Wet squelches filled the room as he plunged his fingers into you rhythmically while his thumb continued to rub in circles. You were squeezing him like a vice, it's tempting him to go faster, just to see how fast he could make youā
"Mhmā!"
Before you could gasp out in pleasure, he swallowed your moans with another round of kisses. Gushes of arousal fluid squirted out of you, wetting the couch, yet Senku's hand remained steadfast in its pace. Instead of slowing down, he somehow went faster, increasing his speed. His palm was basically clapping your clit like he was giving it a round of half an applause. Get it?
You squirmed, overstimulated by his fingers alone. The fact that he was relentless didn't help. You gripped his shirt, unsure of what to do with yourself. On one hand, you want him to continue, yet on the other hand, you want him to keep going, to make you feel good. Decisions, decisions.
Before Senku could pull his fingers out, another gush of fluid popped out of you, but this one is a lot thinner than your first orgasm. Confused, he inches his fingers to his nose, sniffing them. It smelled different; he had a hunch what it could be, but he couldn't confirm it without a taste test. With that, he suckled his fluid-stained fingers.
And instead of tasting like lactic acid like usual, this fluid tasted⦠sweet, mineral-like. His eyes widened in surprise as panic began to set in. He looked at your half-conscious state from being overstimulated and quickly adjusted your nightwear to cover you properly, and rushed to your shared bedroom to pick up your bags of clothes in case of emergencies.
After throwing the bags into the car, he went back in, picked you up and ran out of the house. If one was wondering what got him so worked up, your water just broke, thanks to his aid. Orgasms truly are the best support when it comes to labour, aren't they?
In the morning of the next day, Yuzuriha and Taiju were going home from a prenatal check when they saw a familiar leek head walking into the maternity ward. In his hands were bags of food and beverages. What is Senku doing in the hospital? Could he be visiting a friend? Though, isn't maternity wards usually don't allow visitors?
"That's weird." Taiju rubbed his chin in confusion. He couldn't comprehend seeing Senku in here. He'd never seen the guy coming here before during Yuzuriha's prenatal checkups.
"Hey, do you think what I'm thinking, love?" Yuzuriha smiled at Taiju. She had some ideas in her head, but rather not voiced it outloud until the scientist told them himself. Maybe he had his reason for keeping this a secret, and she respected it.
"Senku must have really loved children, or he's helping around!" Taiju laughed proudly. Happy at the thought of his friend being a very kind person. Yuzuriha nodded in reply, not denying or agreeing with his statement. Time will tell, anyway. There's no need to think about it too much.
Meanwhile, with Senku, he set the food and beverage on the bedside table. You were nursing your daughter. Though sometimes she would randomly unlatch and cry, which was stressful, but Senku was always there to calm you down or handle her. He sat at the edge of the bed, hands rubbing your arm softly,
"I think I saw Yuzuriha on my way here." He muttered, not too loud to disturb other mothers, but loud enough for you to hear him. You hummed, blinking sleepily at him. He understood the sign and picked the baby from latching to your breast. Then, he set her in the baby incubator.
After that, he helped you sit up properly before explaining, "I bought some sushi. They should be safe. I made sure to ask Francois to make it specifically for you and told them to keep it a secret."
"Thank you, darling." You smiled at him, to which he let out an unamused cough into his palm as his ears began to change colour. There's a reason why you two rarely use pet names. Either way, as long as you were happy, he would let this slide.
It's not like this marriage will remain a secret any longer, so he'd better get used to it. Especially when being called in public places. The great Senku Ishigami may look nonchalant to the public's eyes, but only you, his wife, know what was hidden beneath that calm exterior.
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Hear Me Out! || s. ishigami
I got carried away again... this was supposed to be a stupid dumb drabble based on @yummyrevivalfluid 's YouTuber Senku post. but then I couldn't stop, and then I wanted to get some of my other senku ideas out of the way, and then it just spiraled into this long, semi-serious fic.... so yeah, enjoy!
cws: slow burn, strangers to partners to lovers, friends to lovers, mutual pining, nerds in love, social media stuff, reader is a flirt, eventual relationship, senku is lowk OOC, he's also down bad (#needthat), kinda cringe ngl...
nsfw cws: first times, emotional sex, switch dynamics, fingering, handjob, wrap it before you tap it (they do not...), hair pulling (giving), very implied voice kink,pillow talk, lmk if I missed anything major!
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When you first stumbled across Mecha Senku, it was because your college chemistry professor couldnāt explain ionic bonding properly even if their life depended on it. And honestly? That wouldāve been fine. You werenāt failing or falling behind on anything. You were the kind of person who took the time to color-code your notes. With pretty pastel highlighters and calligraphy titles like your professor wasn't speaking at 60mph.Ā
You visibly got annoyed when someone asked a question that had already been answered. Five minutes ago. Word for word. And you werenāt subtle about it either. The eye twitches. The sigh. In fact, you studied chapters ahead for fun! Call it being a try-hard, but it was just how you functioned. So when something didnāt click? When you didnāt understand something?
You spiraled. Productively, of course.
So here you are. 1:34AM. Snuggled up in your bed, lights off, blackout curtains drawn, and laptop open at full brightness as you scrolled YouTube, bleary-eyed and annoyed. The only light in the room is the faint blue glow of YouTubeās homepage and your will to academically succeed (read: suffer).Ā
You typed ābond anglesā into the search bar. Hit enter, and scrolled. Then a thumbnail caught your eye.
āPredicting Bond Angles ā (VSEPR Theory but not boring)ā Channel: Mecha Senku Runtime: 5:28
And then you heard it.
That voice. you practically drooled at your screen. It was soft and deep, yet raspy, like he talked too muchāwhich he didāor didnāt care if he wore out his throat explaining the same concept fifteen times. And when he rambled? Oh god. When he got caught up on a tangent about orbital hybridizationāwhen his voice cracked just slightly because his brain was going faster than his mouth?
Yeah, you were soaked.
Kidding.
...Maybe.
You pulled your blanket tighter around your shoulders like that would protect you. Like you werenāt voluntarily listening to this man monologue about VSEPR models like it was foreplay.
You tried to focus on the science. Really, you did. He even had good diagramsāclean visuals, clear examples, actual accuracy. It was kind of annoying how helpful it was, actually. Like, did he have to sound hot while also being smart?
You watched the entire thing.
Then another.
Then another.
Before you knew it, you were five videos deep. At 2:11AM.
Your poor, old, worn-down laptop was probably overheating from the sheer amount of your spiraling. You didnāt even care.
And then⦠there was that video.
A short one. Barely three minutes.
āIodine Clock Reaction ā Visual Chemistry in Real Timeā
You clicked on it like you were possessed.
It was simpleātwo clear liquids, a few drops of starch, and a timer. You knew the experiment already. Youād seen it done a dozen times in lab. Youād even done it yourself. But somehow, when he did it, it was a cinematic masterpiece.
The camera was angled just rightāfocused tight on his gloved hands, the faint clink of glass, the gentle pour of the liquid. His voice low, casual, like he was walking you through a magic trick instead of an actual chemical reaction.
And thenāthe clamps.
He adjusted the glassware with the same energy you imagined heād use to unbutton his lab coat (which you have no idea why your thoughts immediately ran there)āmethodical, focused, and totally unaware of the damage he was doing to your sanity. Forearms flexing, veins shifting, wrist angled just slightlyāYou blinked. Rewound ten seconds. Then watched it again.
Something dark and sinister bloomed in your chest. Something carnal. Unholy. You buried half your face in your pillow and made a sound that can only be described as a blowdryer on max output immediately followed by a deep, guttural moan. Like your soul was trying to evacuate your body in protestābut got stuck halfway out, sobbing.
You didnāt even know you had a thing for forearms.
Yet here you are. You were a mess. A high-functioning, academically driven, chemically confused mess, replaying a three-minute video about reaction rates like it was an award winning movie. Like it wasnāt educational.
āThis is fine. Iām still learning.ā You whispered to yourself
You werenāt.
At least, not about chemistry.
Extra notes about mecha senku!
Certified yapper; it gets so bad he just add timestamps to when he gets back on topic
Always says that stupid little catchphraseā āthis is exhilarating, get excitedā he canāt help himself, its like second nature
While editing his experiment videos, he add little text boxes that say ā*item* acquiredā ( like in the anime)
That comes in handy later
ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
At first, it was a side project. Something to kill time between lectures, experiments, and tutoring sessions with students who couldnāt tell a mole from a molecule if their GPA depended on it. He kept the uploads short. Clean. No face, no fluff. Just experiments and explanationsācombustion, osmosis, acid-base reactions. The basic building blocks of chemistry and physics, broken down in that signature tone of his: concise, confident, and just slightly condescending.
Naturally, people loved it.
Especially college students. Especially the ones whoād seen too many dead-eyed professors stumble through half-baked PowerPointsĀ that they repurposed over the past 5 decades and somehow still made them boring.
He didnāt need gimmicks. Just science.
And, apparently, his voice.
The comments were... something. He ignored them, mostly. Or at least, tried to.
But even he had limits.
@lo1itado11: FLASH US!!! @freakwy: ong WE all cracking Username: i will combust and it wonāt be a controlled reaction. Anotherusername: i can literally get off to his voice rn bro omgā¦
He sighed, deeply. Then dragged a hand through his loosely tied-up hair, fingers threading through strands that refused to stay neat. He didnāt even bother hiding the twitch in his left eye.
Degenerates. All of them.
Still, every new upload got thousands of views in under an hour. Every deep dive request was more unhinged than the last. And while he could ignore the thirst comments, he couldnāt deny the numbers.
His channel was growing. Fast. And if someone asked him to demonstrate a specific experiment?
Well.
He was a scientist.
And who was he to deny a request in the name of scientific curiosity?
ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
Now, Senku wasnāt exactly an avid social media user.
Sure, he had all the apps downloadedāafter relentless badgering from Gen and Ryusui, who had both made it their mission to pressure him into being ānormalā for once. Senku used Instagram occasionally, mostly to lurk. To like Taijuās blurry gym selfies. To comment āinaccurateā under Chromeās chaotic science photo dumpsāhalf of which somehow included a blurry photo of him.Ā
Nothing on his own feed, though. His personal account was private, untouched, maxed out at like 26 followersāhalf of which were probably bots, and one was definitely just Ryusuiās alt.
However, he was used to getting notifications on his side account. His real one. The one that mattered.
@/mecha.senku.
So when he got a ping from TikTok, he didnāt think much of it. Just a red-and-white flash in the corner of his screen as he walked past a group of undergrads in the quad, huddled around a phone, laughing. Loudly.
Then it happened again. Another ping. Then another.Ā
People tagging him in the same comment section. Spamming him.
Weird.
It wasnāt until after his lecture, holed up in the farthest corner of the campus library, headphones in, laptop open, coffee cooling rapidly at his elbow, half-forgotten.
The notification trail led to a single video.
At first glance, it was just a cake.
A badly decorated one at thatāa war crime in the form of buttercreamāuneven icing, no symmetry, and piped text that looked like it was written mid-seizure. He couldāve done better blindfolded. He was about to swipe away.
Until he saw the video thumbnail again.
He squinted. Froze. Looked closer.
It was you.
Holding a handful of what looked like paper-taped sticks. Your fingers curled delicately around them, like youād spent time choosing each one. The video hadnāt even started yet and it was already climbing in views, the likes ticking like a metronome. The top comment had nearly eighty thousand likes.
@/semioli: āI KNEW YOUāD PUT HIM FIRST OMFGā
Senku blinked. Then, almost reluctantly, pressed play.
āOkay, so this is my āHear Me Outā cake,ā you said with a breathless little laugh, voice rich with amusement and just the right touch of self-deprecation. āPlease donāt judgeā¦ā
You laughed nervously at the camera, your voice familiar in the way ambient noise becomes addictive. He knew youākind of. You were popular, at least on campus. Friendly with everyone. Smart. You asked questions in class that werenāt dumb, which was rare. People actually listened when you talked.
But he neverānot onceāimagined you listened to him.
Until the moment your fingersāpainted nails and allāplanted the first stick dead center into the cake. His channel logo. Bright. Unmistakable. Front and center.
Senku sat still. Very still. His breath caught somewhere in the back of his throat.
āI donāt know what it is about him,ā you went on, eyes wide and glittering like you couldnāt believe what you were admitting, ābut I feel a carnal type of desire whenever I hear his voice.ā
Silence.
Real, gut-wrenching silence.
Senku just stared at the screen. One brow lifted. Lips parted slightly. Blinking. Nothing.
āā¦What.ā
It wasnāt like he hadnāt heard shit like that before. He had. The comments under his videos were riddled with deranged confessionals and late-night voice-induced breakdowns. Heād seen them. Sighed at them. Maybe rolled his eyes on occasion.
But something about hearing you say thatāout loudāwhile staring directly into the camera, shoving his logo into a cake like it was the most natural thing in the worldā¦Now heās reading the rest of the comments, most of which you had liked.
āhis voice scratches my brain in just the right spot i canāt explain it.ā āif he ever does a face reveal itās over for all of us.ā āwhoever he is irl i hope heās single bc iām mentally married to him already.ā āi canāt even watch his videos in public anymore istg.ā
A laugh, airy and sharp, passed out through his nose.
It was barely even a sound, just air. His head tilted back slowly against the chair, bones creaking lazily. One hand reached up, dragging through his hairāhalf-loose from the shitty tie job heād done earlier. He didnāt even realize he was smirking. Eyes narrowed. Lashes lowered. Something wicked curled across his face, subtle but steeped in ego.
So.
You were into him.
And you didnāt even know that he sat two rows behind you in lecture. That the guy scribbling thermodynamic equations while you twirled your pen and tapped your knee was the same voice that apparently haunted your dreams.
Interesting.
Very, very interesting.
Senku closed the tab. Then reopened it not even ten seconds later, still somehow thinking his sleep deprivation was finally catching up to him. Big mistake.
You were still thereāsmiling at the camera, laughing like you hadnāt just shoved a stick into a cake bearing his logo and said you felt a ācarnal desireā whenever you heard his voice.Ā
He stared at the screen like it personally offended him. It didnāt. Not really. The offense was fakeājust a weak cover for something worse, something much more humiliating.
You were attractive. That much had always been obvious.
He had eyes, didnāt he?
He wasnāt blind. He noticed things. Like the way you always had some elaborate doodle in the margins of your notebook that changed depending on your current hyperfixation. Like how you spoke with your hands, too fast sometimes, expressive. Like how your voice always had a bit of a lilt when you were excited about something, like you were trying not to talk over yourself. Like how you liked sitting near the window in lecture, even if it made it harder to see the board.
He noticed everything.
Which was the problem.
Because now he couldnāt stop noticing.
Your face. Your voice. Your laugh.Ā
And the worst part?
You were smart.
Not smart like āgets good grades.ā That wasnāt hard. Noāsmart like engaged. Curious. Your own brand of chaotic genius that showed up in how you argued with professors and picked at theories like they were complex puzzles meant for your hands alone.
You were confident. Passionate. Sharp.
You wereā¦
Fuck.
He sat back in his chair and rubbed his face with both hands, groaning.
He didnāt do this. He didnāt get⦠distracted. He didnāt get flustered. Romance wasnāt even on the table. It was too messy. Too emotional. Too inefficient. He had research. He had goals. The last thing he needed wasā
Another notification.
He glanced over. More tags. More people replying to your video.
More people joking, ā@mecha.senku bro SAY SOMETHING!!! WE KNOW YOU SEE THIS.ā
He hovered. His cursor blinking over the comment section.
He shouldnāt. There was no reason to. There was no benefit. No scientific purpose. NoāHe cracked his knuckles once. Took a slow breath. And typed.
@mecha.senku: Just a hear me out huh?
He pressed enter, then shut the laptop.
And immediately regretted everything.
Because within 30 seconds, the comment had over 2 thousand likes. The reply threads birthing entire romance novels in real time.Ā
āOH MY GOD HE COMMENTED OH MY GOD OH MYāā āHE KNOWS. HE FUCKING KNOWS. āNAH??? THE MAN HIMSELF??? NO WAYā ā@y/n GIRL U NEED TO WAKE UP RNā
Every five seconds, your phone buzzes.
Buzz.
Buzz.
BuzzBuzzBuzz.
It starts slowāinnocent. A like here. A tag there. Then, as if the universe pulled a lever, it turns into an avalanche. Your screen lights up like itās trying to melt in your hand. TikTok. Twitter. Instagram. Even people from your group project in history are texting you like girl what the actual fuck did you DO?
Youāre sitting cross-legged on your bed, charger barely keeping up, blanket wrapped around your shoulders like it can protect you from the moment. Your face is hot. Your jaw is slack. Your soul? Practically nonexistent.
You stare at the screen in disbelief.
Right there, in the comments, bolded like the laws of physics decided to write you a personalized romance book:
@/mecha.senku: just a hear me out huh
You blinked once. Then twice. Rubbed your eyes. Becauseāno. No way.
Thereās absolutely no way that the literal voice of your academic downfall and emotional spiral just casually acknowledged the fact that you want to climb him like a fucking molecular structure.
Your mouth opens. Nothing comes out. You double-tap your phone by accident. Scroll. Scroll again. Scroll back. It's still there. You suck in a breath like it's going to help. It doesn't.
Your room spins a littleānot in a dizzy way, more like the fabric of reality is reconfiguring around your phone screen. Like youāve accidentally made a deal with a god and now the god is texting you back. Casually. In lowercase.
Your body chooses to react the only way it knows howāby laughing. Not normal laughing. That kind of panicked, unhinged, screeching laugh that sounds like itās being wrung out of you like a wet rag. A noise clawing its way up your throat as you slowly tip sideways, dramatic as hell, into the mattress.
āWow,ā you say out loud to your empty room, chest rising and falling, heart jackhammering somewhere behind your ribs. āNo way. This is such a crazy-ass dreamā¦ā Your voice cracks at the end. You sound borderline delirious.
But the comment is still there. Pinned by the original creator. Which is you.
You just close your eyes. Face-down into your pillow.
Your dignity? Gone.
Your supposedĀ crush? Apparently omniscient.
Your life? Ruined. Maybe. Probably.
But your phoneās still vibrating under your thigh like itās trying to combust.
And yeah. Youāre never going to be normal about this again.
ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
Itās a few days later when you finally have biochem again.
Your professor had sent out an email at the end of last classāsomething about paying attention to the partner list for the next lab. You hadnāt even looked. Too busy hyperventilating over the Mecha Senku situation. Too busy swiping through your phone at 1 a.m., rereading that comment like it might suddenly disappear, orāworseāturn into something more incriminating.
You didnāt sleep much. Or at all. You just kinda laid there, vibrating at a frequency only dogs could decipher, while mentally reviewing every second of that video and every stupid thing youād ever said about his voice.
So when your professor calls out your name and tells you to head to the back bench to meet your assigned partner, youāre still in a daze. You adjust your lab coat, swipe lip balm on with hands that are definitely not still shaking, and make your way to the station with the dull dread of someone walking to their own execution.
And then you see him.
Senku Ishigami.
Hair pulled into that slightly messy half-up style he always wears. Safety goggles already on, sleeves rolled up, already gloved. He doesnāt look up at firstāheās swabbing the inside of a petri dish with a level of focus you reserve only for exams and existential dissociations. Then he glances at you, just a quick flick of the eyes.
āHey,ā he says, voice low, casual. A little rough around the edges, like he just got over a cold or hadnāt talked to anyone in hours.
Your spine locks. You blink. Hard.
āHi,ā you manage, but it comes out thinner than you mean it toāstretched at the edges, fraying like an old thread. āYouāre⦠my partner?ā
He glances at the roster sheet clipped to the bench as if just now confirming something he already knew. āLooks like it.ā Thereās the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouthābarely a smirk, more like a thought trying to become one. āHope youāre decent with a microscope.ā
You nod. Too fast. Too eager. Like your neck forgot how to move naturally. You try to smile like this is fine. Like this is normal. Like this isnāt currently short-circuiting every neuron in your academic-functioning brain.
Youāve never really spoken to Senku Ishigami before. Not really. Maybe a passing nod in the hallway. A blink-and-you-miss-it smile between lecture shifts. A polite āexcuse meā when your bags bumped in the lab supply room once. But that was it. That was the whole sum of your direct interactions.
Everything else was observation. Safe distance admiration. Seeing him carry entire study groups with nothing but a half-dry marker and that ever-focused look in his eye. Taking note of how he argued with professorsācalm, surgical, relentlessāand somehow still walked out of every debate not only correct, but respected.
You admired him from afar. Kinda academically. Kinda not. (mostly not.)
But youāre a girl dedicated to her degree. A girl with goals, with caffeine basically in your bloodstream and deadlines stitched into the fabric of your week. You donāt get distracted. Not by things like this. Not by people like him. Or at least you didnāt. Until now.
Because working with him shouldnāt be this bad. Shouldnāt feel like the center of gravity shifted slightly under your feet, like the air got thinner and thicker all at once.
Except he rolls his sleeves up higher. Forearms peaking out. The lean muscle dusted in faint freckles, veins running like undercurrents
And thenāGod. The way he adjusts the microscope. Methodical. Controlled. His fingers moving like heās done this a thousand times and still treats the equipment like itās breakableāwhich it is, so you have no idea why him treating it as such is doing something to youāit all starts to blur together in your head.Ā
You blink again. Swallow hard. And then you start to think back.
His voice.
That same voice. The cadence is exact. Steady and sharp with a rasp that scrapes along your spine in the worst/best way. A quiet breathless ramble as he explains the agar baseālike the information is too much to simply stay in his head, like he forgets other people are listening. That subtle catch on certain consonants. That dry, low huff of amusement when your glove doesnāt go on right and you curse under your breath.
And then his hands.
Long fingers. Familiar motions. The way he handles the petri dish with practiced ease, adjusts the swabs like heās composing something. You know those hands. Youāve seen them before. Over and over. In reaction videos. In slow motion clips, 0.25x speed. In the YouTube comments people timestamp for āscientific purposes.ā
You freeze.
Fully. Completely paralyzed in real time like someone hit pause on your central nervous system. The classroom noise goes muffled. Muted. The hum of fluorescent lights above you turns sharp and migraine inducing bright. Your pulse is in your mouth nowābehind your eyes, in your fingertips.
Because youāre looking at him. Really looking.
And it hits you like a truck doing 90 in a 60.
Thatās him.
Thatās him.
Your biochem lab partner. Senku Ishigami.
Is Mecha Senku. The, Mecha Senku.
And he knows. Oh, he knows.
Heās not even looking at you right now, but you swearāswearāthereās the faintest curve at the edge of his mouth. A smirk barely there, as he slides a sample onto the tray like he didnāt just casually detonate your grasp on reality.
āOh my god,ā you breathe. Not loud. But not quiet, either.
He doesnāt say anything. Doesnāt react. Doesnāt so much as flinch. But you feel it. The moment it registers. The moment he knows that you know. Because the corner of his mouth twitches higher. Just a little. Just enough to catch onto. And thenāstill not looking at you, still pretending to be invested in his perfectly aligned swab placement, voice smooth and clinical like this is just another lab sessionāhe says,
āSomething wrong?ā
You want to bang your head on the table.Ā
Instead, you choke, swallow whatever dignity you had left, and squeak out,
āNo. Nope. All good. Just⦠thinking.ā
He hums, low and amused, like he already knows what youāre thinking about.
You're going to die here. Right next to your science tutor YouTuber crush who is also your real-life lab partner crushāfor completely unrelated reasonsāwho has definitely, 1000% seen the video where you said hearing his voice makes you feel like your guts are being spiritually rearranged.
God.
You are so unbelievably, irreparably screwed.
Ā ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
It doesnāt happen right away.
In fact, it almost doesnāt happen at all.
Because after the Mecha Senku revelation, after the comment, after the lab, after the videoāyou basically short-circuit. You try to act normal in the days that follow. You show up to class. Try to pretend like itās no big deal that your anonymous science tutor crush is also your lab partner who is also your mutualā¦acquaintence? Friend? You didn't know which term you fell under in this situation. You tell yourself itās fine. Itās not weird. Youāre being mature about this.
And then he likes one of your posts. One of your older ones. A video from 3 months ago where youāre ranting about a series that you were into at the time while getting ready for the day. It was a stupid, pointless video. One which he had no reason to like. But he did.Ā
Thatās when you panic.
Not in public. But you lie in bed again at 2AM, staring at your screen like it might suddenly catch on fire. Heās watching your content. On purpose. Heās scrolling. Deep enough to find something from weeks ago, which means heās either curious, bored, orāGod forbidāinterested.
You stop posting for three days.
Not out of pride. Not even out of posting strategy. Just fear. Raw, buzzing fear that anything you say or do will somehow make this whole situation worse. You delete a draft. Then another. Then six more. Your camera roll becomes a graveyard of half-filmed attempts at being funny or cute or sweet or not on the verge of a breakdown. But nothing feels right.
And meanwhile, Senku is being maddeningly normal.
He shows up to lab on time. Speaks when necessary. Makes the occasional snide remark when a burner malfunctions or a pH test fails. He doesnāt bring up the video. Doesnāt mention the TikTok. Doesnāt acknowledge the fact that you both know that this is like some weird fucked up romcom scenario that immediately got put on Tubi for its low budget. He just acts like⦠himself. Detached, sharp-tongued, observant, and unbothered. You, on the other hand, are barely holding it together every time he passes you a report sheet.
The dam doesnāt break until two weeks later.
Youāre walking out of lecture, halfway through stuffing your notes into your bag with a granola bar half-eaten in your mouth when you hear someone fall into step beside you. Quietly synced with your rhythm, like theyād been waiting for the right second to align.
You glance over.
Senku.
Of course itās Senku. His sweater sleeves rolled up to his elbows. Satchel strap slung lazy across his chest, and a half drunk energy drink swished in his hand. His expression is unreadable, somewhere between tired and calculating, but the fact that heās here, walking beside you unprompted, is enough to make you question every single one of your life choices.
Youāre not sure if you should say something first. Or if you should pretend not to notice the way your posture stiffens whenever he's in your general vicinity. You take another glance at him through your peripheral vision.
He still has that same unreadable expression on his faceābored, maybe. Or focused. Or just better at masking than you are. He doesnāt say anything right away, and youāre half-preparing yourself for some comment about glycolysis pathways or the upcoming quiz that youāve been dreading over.
But then he exhales through his nose and says, āIāve been thinking.ā
Which is a terrifying sentence coming from someone who does more thinking in one day than most people do in an entire semester.
Your gaze doesnāt stray but you raise an eyebrow. āAboutā¦?ā
He pauses for a beat. A way too long beat. Long enough to make your stomach drop. Then, casually: āA collab.ā
You blink. āWhat?ā
āA video,ā he clarifies, like this is something completely normal that happens all the time. āA joint one. On your account. Or mine, doesn't matter to me. Mutually beneficial, wider audience reach, strategic engagementāpick whatever reason you want.ā
You stop walking. He doesnāt.
āWait,ā you say, catching up. āYou mean, like⦠a TikTok?ā
He shrugs. āSure. Thatās your area. Whatever gets views. I figure if everyone is already suspecting something, I might as well do a face reveal while Iām at it.ā
Silence. Pure, deafening silence. You canāt even think of what to say. Your mouth opens. Closes. Opens again.
Because itās not just the wordsāitās the way he says them. Like itās no big deal. Like the internet hasnāt been begging for a glimpse of his face since his third viral video. Like he hasnāt been a literal science cryptid for the past three years and now heās just⦠casually deciding to unmask like itās just something to check off on his bucket list.
āWhy now?ā you ask, finally. Your voice sounds weird in your own throat.
Senku lifts a shoulder, a faint smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth like heās trying to suppress it.
āFelt like the right time,ā he says, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye. āBesides, youāve already done the hard part.ā
You blink. āThe hard part?ā
He hums, nodding once. āMaking me realize itās not that deep.ā
You blink again, brain buffering like it just hit a patch of missing code. āWait⦠what?ā
He shrugs again, like itās nothing. Like this isnāt the culmination of literal years of silence and mystery and curated anonymity. āPeopleāve been asking for a face reveal since the beginning. I always told myself it wasnāt worth it. Kept saying it didnāt matter, that itād just mess things up. But then youā¦ā He pauses, and thereās this barely-there curve at the corner of his mouth. Not a smileāsomething quieter. More dangerous. āYou made it feel kind of⦠harmless.ā
Your pulse stutters. Your stomach flips. You donāt even have time to brace for whatās next.
āI mean, itās not every day someone from your school logs online just to say she practically gets off toāā
You donāt let him finish. You physically canāt. Your hands are already flying up, face buried before your brain fully catches up, a sound of absolute mortification ripping out of your throat.
āOh my God,ā you groan, fingers pressing into your temples like you can massage the memory out of existence. āPlease donāt say it like that. This is already, embarrassing enough as it is, The whole video was like a public humiliation ritualā
He lets out a chuckle at that. Way too satisfied with your reaction. Like he predicted it. When you donāt continue further he decides to speak up again.
āThink about it,ā he says before splitting off toward his next class. āYou pick the trend. Iāll show up.ā
And just like that, heās gone.
ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
You kind of forget about the whole thing.
Not on purpose, of course. Itās just that coursework piles up, assignments stack on top of quizzes that stack on top of projects, and somewhere between stressing over due dates and wanting to evaporate from existence after another surprise pop lab, the entire conversation with Senku slips to the back burner. Not in a ānever doing thatā way, but more like⦠āI will emotionally process this after midterms or death, whichever comes first.ā kind of way.
Thereās just never a good moment to circle back and be like, āHey⦠remember that video idea you volunteered for? Wanna hang out and pretend weāre not both chronically online and know what weāre doing?ā
Yeah, no. No way.
But then the first break in your schedule opens upāa blessed, random Sunday with no looming assignments due at 11:59, no labs, no back-to-back lectures sucking the soul from your bodyāand before you can talk yourself out of it, youāre typing a text.
Itās short, simple, and only took you about seven drafts before you finally sent it.
hey, i got a day off and i saw this new exhibit at the museum. thought itād be nice.
You follow it up fast, like too fast:
for the collab that is!
Smooth. Very smooth.
He replies six minutes later.
sure. what day?
Thatās it. Thatās the whole text. Dry. Short. And so to the point it makes you start to question if he even wants to go, but youāll take your chances. You send him the infoālocation, hours, all thatāand hope for the best. Hope you donāt show up alone. Hope you donāt sit around pretending not to be stood up for a date that isnāt a date but still kind of feels like one.
But of course, who would Senku Ishigami be if not maddeningly consistent? If not a man ruthlessly punctual, stubbornly dependable, and irritatingly true to his word?
Heās already there when you arrive.
Not just thereā but early. Waiting outside like itās the most natural thing in the world, casually leaned against a concrete planter with one hand in his pocket and the other scrolling aimlessly on his phone. Heās not dressed up, exactly, but thereās something about his fit that feels intentional. Dark gray-beige slacks. Cream button-up shirt, top button undone. Black cardigan layered over it. Loose tie slung around his neckātotally optional, probably just for the aesthetic. Hair half-up in that signature man-bun style, the front strands framing his face.
You stop short a few paces away, your brain stalling mid-thought as your gaze continues to flicker up and down his form.
Because you? You are wearing a plaid skirt, a ruffled cream blouse, stockings, and boots that are way too tall to pretend you didnāt also plan your outfit, and a tote bag thatās got absolutely nothing useful inside besides your phone, wallet, lip gloss, and an emotional support water bottle.
Which is exactly when you notice it.
The colors. The textures. The vibe.
Oh my god.
You blurt it out before you can stop yourself, stepping the last few feet toward him like you werenāt just frozen in place two seconds ago. āWeāre kind of matching.ā
Senku glances up, and there it is. That thing he does. The slow, calculated glance from the hem of your skirt to your blouse to the edge of your bag and back up again, all while maintaining that unreadable expression. Like heās gathering data. Like your outfitās a puzzle heās solving in real-time. His mouth twitches, just slightly, into something that toes the line between smug and genuinely amused.
āYeah, I guess soā¦ā He shifts his weight, pocketing his phone. āYou look nice.ā
You blink. Buffering. āYouāuh. You too! I mean, not that I wasāuh, yeah, thanks. You look good too.ā You internally wince. Recover. āI hope you werenāt waiting out here long?ā
He shakes his head, āNot really. Got here early on purpose.ā
You nod, awkward and a little breathless, trying desperately not to read too much into it. You glance toward the entrance, mostly just to distract yourself in something thatās not his facial structure or the way the light catches on the slope of his nose.
āShould we⦠go in?ā you ask, gesturing toward the doors. He hums, a quiet sound, like he's still mildly amused, and nods, stepping in beside you. Not ahead. Not behind. Right beside.Ā
You scan your tickets at the entrance, hands just barely steady, and try not to overanalyze the exact distance between your shoulders. You try not to notice the faint smell of something clean and earthyāmaybe his shampoo? Maybe something herbal?āthat drifts off of him every time he turns to speak. You try, in vain, to be normal.
The museumās quiet. Dim lighting. Cool air. Echoes of hushed conversations and soft-soled shoes against the polished floors. The first exhibit is drowned in amber lighting and filled with fossils in glass cases. You both drift to the same one without speaking, reading the plaque in tandem, standing so close your elbows almost brush.
He speaks first.Ā
āCretaceous, huh,ā he says, voice low and a little warm, like heās half-talking to himself. āNot exactly cutting edge, but still cool.ā
You blink at him. āAre youāare you seriously judging the dinosaur bones right now?ā
He glances at you. āJust saying, thereās been more interesting finds. Iād rather see a well-preserved stromatolite, personally.ā
You snort. Actually snort, and he grins, which is possibly the worst thing he could do because now youāre staring at his lips andā
āGod, youāre such a nerd,ā you mutter, grinning before you can help it.
āAnd youāre not?ā He raises an eyebrow, tilting his head slightly as if daring you to lie.
You scoff, turning back to the plaque like you can hide behind a block of educational text. āYeah, okay, fair. But at least I pretend to be normal in public.ā
āMm. Is that what this is?ā he says, and he doesnāt even try to hide the smile this time. Itās subtle, just a twitch at the corners of his mouth, but it makes your stomach do a little flip anyway.
You donāt answer. Not right away. Youāre too busy trying not to combust.
You keep walking, slowly, drifting from case to case. The exhibits start to blur together after a whileāearly mammals, glacial imprints, fossilized floraābecause your brain is short-circuiting every time his voice dips a little lower to point something out, or his hand lifts to gesture near your shoulder, or his sleeve brushes your arm.
You can tell he knows it, too. Maybe not the full extent of your internal spiral, but enough to sadistically enjoy how flustered you get. Heās not smug about it, nor cruel. Just quietly observant. Like heās keeping a mental note every time your breath hitches a little or you laugh a beat too fast.
Somewhere between the meteorite collection and the preserved taxidermy wing (which he naturally had opinions about), you start filming. Nothing extravagant. Just quick clips on your phoneāsoft pans over the displays. He doesnāt comment, doesnāt shy away when the camera catches his shoulder or the back of his hand. Just lets you do your thing.
Youāre halfway through the museum when your feet start to ache (your fault for wearing boots with no sole support) and your stomach lets out the saddest, weakest little growl. Senku hears it, of course. He doesnāt say anythingājust jerks his chin toward the small, in-museum cafĆ© tucked into the corner past the rotating exhibit, and heads that way without needing a response.
You order something simple. He does the same, and somehow, magically beats you to pulling out your wallet and paying. And then you both end up at a tiny table tucked near the window, warm afternoon light refracting through the glass and shining just right. Youāre pulling your phone out again before you can really think about it.
He raises an eyebrow when he sees you tyingāand failingāto discretely smile at your phone.
āI know that face,ā he says, stirring his coffee. āWhat are you scheming?ā
You grin, wide and sweet and a little mischievous. āYou said I could pick the trend.ā
āUnfortunately,ā he mutters, setting down his cup.
You show him the audio.
He watches the sample once. Then again. Then nods. āGot it.ā
You give him a quick breakdown anywayāāOk so basically we just shake hands. So you would film me first to āMy name is Pink, and Iām really glad to meet you.ā Then you do āYouāre recommended to me by some people.ā Then back to me: āHey, ooh, is this illegal?ā And you finish it: āHey, ooh, it feels illegal?ā You got that? ā
Senku just gives you that flat, unimpressed look, the one that makes it impossible to tell if heās judging you or already planning your execution in terrifying detail.
āSimple enough,ā he says. āLetās get it over with.ā
You record it in pieces. The lightingās good, the cafeās not too crowded, and somehow, despite the secondhand embarrassment threatening to combust your entire being, you pull it off. You film each other, trade off holding the phone, and try your hardest not to start laughing as you record Senku's deadpan face. By the time itās done, your face hurts from holding back a smile, and Senku looks a little too smug for someone who just debuted on the internet via meme format.
You save the clips to your phone, already planning how to edit it later.
You both take your time finishing your drinks after thatātalking more now. About the exhibit, about the parts you skipped, about other museums you like. The vibeās different. Itās looser, comfortable in a way you didnāt fully expect to get this quickly. Heās still sarcastic, still has that flat tone and know-it-all quips, but now he says your name a little softer. Looks at you a little longer when you talk.
Eventually, you both stand, a little reluctant but you both know you should leave before it gets too dark. The sunās setting once you step outside the museum, casting everything in that amber-gold glow again, and it makes his profile look unfairly cinematic as he stretches.
āYouāre surprisingly tolerable company,ā he says as you walk out together.
You scoff. āWow. Thanks. Iāll be sure to put that in my LinkedIn endorsements.ā
āIām just saying,ā he replies, glancing at you, āYouāre not as obnoxious as most people.ā
You bump your shoulder into his. āAw, you like me.ā
āI didnāt say that.ā
āYou implied it.ā
He doesnāt argue with that, which might be worse.
The walk back is slow. Neither of you really rushing, just sort of drifting through the early evening like you're trying to stretch out the time you have together. Somewhere between chatting about your favorite childhood shows and bickering over whose major has more long-term debt attached to it (his argument: āYou canāt put a price on revolutionizing orbital propulsionā), it hits you how easy this is.
And more dangerouslyāhow fun. You canāt remember the last time someone made you feel this keyed-in without even trying. Like your brains are constantly sparking against each other like flint and steel.
Then he says something offhanded. Something completely innocent. Heās explaining something about a propulsion system prototypeāspecifically, fluid resistance and force ratios.
āItās all about tension and release,ā he says, absently adjusting his sleeves as he walks. āThatās how you maintain velocity without risking collapse.ā
You glance at him sideways, smile sinisterly curling at the corners. āMm. Iāve got some tension Iām sure you could release.ā
He stops. Stops walking. Like his operating system just force-quit.
āā¦What?āĀ
You keep walking a few paces before turning to look back at him, mock-innocent. āWhat? Iām just being honest. You should be more careful with that mouth of yours, Ishigami. Youāll feed into the online delusions.ā
He blinks once. Twice. Visibly buffering. You can see itālike the gears in his big science brain just misfired, unable to reconcile engineering terminology with whatever the hell that was. His ears go a little pinkābarely there, but enough to clock if youāre looking for it. Which, obviously, you are.
He clears his throat, and mutters something under his breath about ānot being responsible for your interpretations.ā
But he keeps talking after that. He can't help it now. Neither of you can. The conversation never drops again, not even as you split off at the corner of campus, your fingers still curled around your phone like it's holding the rest of the evening in its little glowing blue-light screen.
You go home buzzing. Not from the caffeine. Not even from the TikTok youāre already editing. But from him.
Because if thereās one thing thatās true about youāitās that once you start liking someone?
Oh, they never get to rest.
Extra notes time again! || Sorry I really didn't feel like writing out the trend and like the comments and stuff again⦠I physically cant think like that anymore
Anyway! Both your respective fans go crazy when the initial collab drops
Comments and dmās begging you guys to post together moreāand I mean, who are you to deny the fans?
You make appearances in all of his videos where he āneedsā an extra pair of hands
And heās always seen in your āwhat i do in a dayā videos or weekly vlogs
The tension on camera is undeniable and everyone is always asking if there's something going on, but neither of you ever respond.
ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
After that, you two just⦠keep hanging out. Off campus, mostly. Call them dates, call them⦠whateverāno oneās really labeling it, but they keep happening. Even in a group, you and Senku have your own orbit. It starts with subtle things. Shared glances, half-smirks, a sarcastic āoh really?ā muttered under your breath every time he says something too smug. He always responds with a coy, āDonāt look at me like that unless you want something,ā and you always raise a brow and say, āMaybe I do.ā
Youāre both like that.
Witty. Sharp. Teasing.
During stargazing, youāre lying side-by-side on a scratchy old blanket, staring up at the sky when he starts pointing out constellations, spouting off facts like an open textbook. You interrupt mid-sentence with, āIs this your way of seducing me? Because itās working.āĀ
He glances at you sideways. Doesnāt even pause. āYouāre the one lying next to me under the stars. Iād say the seductionās mutual.ā
And at the beach? The energyās dialed up even more.
Youāre in a bikini under his oversized button-up, hair still damp from taking a dunk in the ocean, when you say something cheeky like, āYouāve been watching me all day. Just admit it.ā
He doesnāt even blink, much less looks at you. āIām studying gravitational pull in action.ā
āOh?ā you hum sweetly. āLike, my bodyās gravitational pull?ā
āI meant the tide,ā he deadpans. āBut your ego has its own orbit, so sure.ā
You throw a handful of sand at him. He dodges. Barely. And then throws a precise, infuriatingly accurate clump right at your ankle.
Even when your schedules are packed, you somehow always find time to circle back to each other.
Thereās never been a conversation about what it is between you, but neither of you need one. Youāve both carved a little space into each otherās lives nowādistinct, irreplaceable, and entirely yours. No one else quite fits the shape.
So itās no surprise that you spend a lot of time in each otherās dormāor in this case, Senkuās off-campus apartment. Sometimes for studying when the libraryās full, but mostly just to hang out in the comfort of each other's presence.
Youāre dressed in low-rise sweats and a tank top, now buried beneath one of Senkuās old sweaters. The one he threw at your head earlier after you started loudly complaining about the cold. The sleeves cover your hands, and the collarās stretched from years of wear. It smells like detergent and something vaguely medicinalālike tea tree or menthol or maybe him.
Heās at his desk, deep into some spreadsheet or CAD model, muttering to himself about air resistance. Youāre flat on his bed, legs swinging, phone held above your face as you scroll through TikTok with the sound barely audible. Every now and then you giggle. Sometimes you send him one. Sometimes he looks away from his screen to actually watch it.
The silence isnāt awkward. It never is with him. Just the quiet clack of his keyboard, the soft hum of his laptop fan, and whatever sound bytes your phone decides to throw at you next. Itās routine by now. Domestic, in a weird way.
He leans back in his chair eventually, spinning halfway to glance at you. āHey,ā he says, like he didnāt just finish modeling an entire turbine blade. āIn class the other dayāwhen Takahashi brought up reward pathwaysāyou didnāt say anything. You disagree with the textbook stuff?ā
You glance over your phone, one brow raised. āWhat, the dopamine bit?ā
He nods. āAnd the serotonin model. You looked like you were biting your tongue.ā
You shift onto your side, propping yourself up on your elbow. āI mean, yeah. Kinda. The textbook oversimplifies it. Dopamineās not just a āpleasureā chemical. Itās tied to motivation, reinforcement, emotional memoryālike, the anticipation of reward, not just the reward itself.ā
Heās still watching you. āGo on.ā
And thatās all the permission you need. You sit up straighter, words spilling out like second nature. You talk with your hands, tangents spiraling into other tangentsāsliding effortlessly into a topic youāve buried yourself in for years. Limbic circuitry, behavioral loops, cortisol inhibition. You explain how physical touch spikes oxytocin and drops heart rate variability, how endorphins are natural painkillers, how the brain is wired to crave proximity.
Senkuās not even pretending to work anymore. His laptopās still open, screen glowing against the side of his face, but his eyes are all on youāsharp, focused, borderline amused.
He hums. āSo⦠theoretically,ā he says, tapping his pen against his lip, āif someone were, say, stressed. Touch could help regulate that.ā
āYeah,ā you nod, without hesitation. āThatās why hugging works. Holding hands, even brief skin contact; itās all connected to emotional regulation. Even something likeāā
You pause. Shouldnāt say it. But do anyway.
āāmaking out.ā
Thereās a pause. One beat. Two.
You glance at him. Heās still watching you, face unreadable. āMaking out?ā he repeats slowly.
You shrug, casual. āIām just saying. High dopamine, high oxytocin, a little adrenaline from the novelty? Basically a neurochemical cocktail.ā
His head tilts, expression unreadable. Then, like itās the most normal thing in the world:
āWanna try it?ā
Your brain blanks. āWhat?ā
āYouāre the one who brought it up.ā He says it flatly. AlmostĀ like heās bored. But thereās a twitch at the corner of his mouth, and his eyes havenāt moved from yours once. āFor science. Of course.ā
You stare at him. āYouāre not serious.ā
He shifts to stand, lazy and unbothered. āWhy wouldnāt I be?ā
And then heās walking over, bracing a knee on the mattress beside you. You stay frozen. Your heart is in your throat. Or maybe your stomach. Itās hard to tell with the way itās pounding. He leans in just enough that you can feel his breath, hovering, giving you a chance to pull away.
You donāt.
And thatās all it takes.
The kiss is warm. Careful at first. Testing. You breathe out against his mouth, one hand finding the front of his hoodie and fisting it without thinking. He shifts, deeper into it, his weight pressing into the mattress as he moves over you. Still careful, but less hesitant now. Focused. Like he's calculating every angle, and still surprised by the result.
His hand finds your waist. Yours slide up to his neck.
Youāre not sure when it stopped feeling like a joke. But it doesnāt feel like one now.
He shifts again, weight fully settling over you, a knee anchoring beside your hip as he deepens the kiss. His hands are warmācalloused in the way only someone who spends too long with tools and lab equipment can beāsliding up beneath the hem of his own sweater draped over you. Fingers brushing your bare skin tentatively, like heās cataloging each reaction, each hitch in your breath.
Your arms move to curl up around his neck, pulling him closer, and your fingers find his hair. Tugging gently, then a little harder. He exhales into your mouth like it startled him.Ā
You smile into the kissājust a little. And he kisses you harder.
Thereās something methodical in the way he touches you, like heās studying even now. Testing reactions. Adjusting accordingly. But itās not the detached, cold type of analyzing. Itās quiet intention, attentive hunger. The kind that says he doesnāt let himself want things often. But he wants this.
Wants you.
The sweater slips slightly off your shoulder. His palm follows the curve of your spine like itās a path heās memorizing. Youāre already pulling him back down the moment he shifts to rise, needing moreāneeding him. He goes willingly. He always does.
His lips hover near your neck, and when he finally presses them there, itās with purpose. A mark, claiming. You feel the heat it brings you all the way down to your core.
āYou react so easily,ā he murmurs, voice low and smooth, like heās more fascinated than surprised. āLike your bodyās just waiting for me to touch it.ā
You hate how right he is. Or maybe you donāt. Not when his hands are gliding down, lower and lower, caressing the skin of your ribs to your hips.
ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
Senku almost feels bad for baiting you with that question earlier. Almost. If it weren't for the way you were staring up at him, all teary eyed, lips swollen and neck markedācourtesy of him, of courseāheād probably apologize. But he has you exactly where he's been wanting you, and youāre definitely not complaining, if the way you're squeezing around his fingers have any say in the matter.Ā
āFuck⦠you're tightening up. Are you close already?ā heās cooing down at you, eyes gleaming with a sort of sadistic look, his lips curled into a smirk.
You can't even respond, it's pathetic really, your brain is already turned to mush and he's barely even touched you. You tear your gaze away from him. Your legs are shaking, twitching uselessly at your sides, and you can feel just how wet you are, can hear it every time his fingers sink deeper into you.Ā
Why did he have to be so good at this?
āYouāre really that sensitive, huh?ā he mummers, dragging his thumb just barely over your clit and he chuckles when your body jerks forward. Your thighs try to close but heās already in between them, his other hand prying them open, keeping you exposed and needy under his touch.
Heās transfixed on the sight of you. Watching every twitch of your hips, every spasm in your thighs, every time your walls clench around his fingers, the way your eyes roll back when his fingers prod at a particularly sensitive spot. And, of course, the way you bite down on the back of your hand in an attempt to muffle the sounds spilling out of your mouth.Ā
God, it turned him on in more ways than he possibly imagined.Ā
Senku leaned in, his lips brushing the shell of your ear, just to watch the way you squirm. āC'mon,ā he breathes, his voice barely above a whisper, ādonāt hide from me. I want to hear everything.āĀ
You whimper at thatāa soft, choked sound, and he feels it all the way down. His cock throbs in his pants, neglected, untouched, but he doesnāt care about that right now. Now when this is happening. Not when youāre this responsive, this wrecked just from his fingers. And so⦠Senku moans. Deep and guttural like your reaction does something to him. Like watching you get off is more satisfying than touching himself could ever be.Ā
The way your body moves against his hand is erratic now, your hips shifting up to match the pace of his thrusts, trembling on the edge. He can feel it in the way your walls flutter around him, can see it in the way your lashes are soaked with tears, the way you jerk with each slow curl of his fingers.
Youāre close. So, so close.
So he gives it to youājust the right rhythm, the right amount of pressure, and that voice again, like a switch flipped inside of him:
āGo on, baby, itās okay. Be a good girl and come for me.ā
And you do. Practically sobbing into the sheets as your body shudders around him. Your muscles tighten,back arching off the bed, and breath hitching in your throat before it spills out in a loud, desperate moan. And Senku swears he almost loses it just watching you. Watching what he did to you.
āFuck, that's it⦠just like that.ā Heās a little breathless now, still working you through it, fingers moving gently as you shake and throb beneath him, blissed-out and absolutely ruined. Even as he pulls his digits out, and licks them clean, your body still hasn't stopped twitching.
You're sprawled out beneath him, brain soft and heavy, your thighs sticky, your chest heaving. There's a buzz under your skin you can't seem to shakeālike your body hasn't figured out the comedown yet. Like you're still coiled tight, waiting to snap again.
Senku's still above you, propped on one elbow, eyes dragging slowly over your face like he's trying to memorize the exact expression you're wearingāruined, flushed, lips parted, still trying to catch your breath.Ā
And when he speaks again, his voice is low and rough, the edge of smugness barely masking the heat beneath it. "You should see yourself right now." He leans closer, nose brushing yours, lips just barely hovering. "You came so hard, baby."
You should roll your eyes. Should say something back. But instead, you kiss him. It's clumsy at firstāyour hands reaching for him, fisting into the front of his shirt, dragging him down with more desperation than you meant to show. But he goes down willingly, groaning into your mouth like he's been waiting for it, like he's starving for you.Ā
His lips are warm and soft, and when his tongue brushes against yours, something in you snaps. You moan into it, tugging him down even closer, legs shifting to wrap around him until heās fully on top of you, pressed chest to chest.
The kiss turns filthy fast. Sloppy. Hungry. You taste yourself on his tongue, feel his teeth graze your bottom lip, and when you break apart for air, there's a thin string of saliva still connecting the two of you.Ā
Senku stares down at you, his lips pink and wet, eyes dark with an unmistakable desire. But you donāt say anything. You just drag him back down and kiss him again. And this time, you take control.
You find the strength to gently shove his shoulder. A silent request for him to switch positions, this time with you on top. Your hands slip between your bodies, fingers tugging at his waistband, undoing buttons and zippers with trembling precision. You don't rush it, you donāt even speak. You just stare down at him, eyes locked on his, and you let your palm glide over the front of his boxersāfeel how hard he is. How long heās been holding back.
"You didn't touch yourself," you whispered against his jaw, lips ghosting down to his neck. You kiss the column of his throat. You can feel his adam's apple bob under your mouth. "You just... watched me."
Senku shudders, eyes fluttering shut as he hisses through his teeth. "Of course I did," he says, voice low, breath hitching when your hand dips beneath the fabric and wraps around him. "You think I could look away from you like that?"
You smile into his skin, lips dragging over his pulse point, before licking a small stripe against it, warm and possessive. "Then you're gonna let me return the favor."
He tries to say something, probably a snarky comment, or some teasing remark, but it dies in his throat the second you stroke him. Thumb pressing over the tip, spreading the pre-cum, watching his face go soft and slack and honest. His cock twitches in your hand, and he groans-deep and low, like he's trying to keep quiet and failing.
"You're so responsive,ā you murmur, voice dipped in faux sweetness. "Bet I could make you come just like thisābarely even touching you."
His head rolls back as he nods.
"You'd let me?"
"F-fuck," he breathes, biting down on a groan as your pace picks up, "I'd let you do anything right now."
And there it is-that crack in his composure. The unraveling. You've got him now, pinned under you. Your hands, your voice, your mouth ghosting back up to kiss him again while you work him with steady, torturous strokes. And you swear he looks like he's about to lose it just from that.
"You're close," you whisper, forehead pressed to his, your hand never stopping. "Aren't you?"
He nods again, faster this time, eyes wide, and dazed. You find him beautiful like this.Ā
āitās okay,ā you whisper, kissing the corner of his mouth, āCome for me, and don't look away."
He doesn't.
You watch each other the whole time-while his body tenses, his breath catches, and he spills into your hand with a whineāitās with your name on his lips. And even after, when he's still trembling, breath ragged, forehead resting against yours, he kisses you again.
Itās softer now. Slower, more sensual. Like heās trying to catch up to everything that just happened.
You climb up to adjust your position, shifting in his lap to properly straddle him, and feel him twitch beneath you. The air thickens again. You start to moveāslow, subtle grind that makes both of you gasp.
āIs this okay?ā you murmur, lips brushing his. āWe donāt have toā¦ā
His hands find your hips, tentative, but firm enough to tell you he doesnāt want you to stop. āY-yeah,ā he swallows hard. āJustācondom. Theyāre in the nightstand.ā he adds, voice barely above a rasp.
You pause, looking down at him, your hair falling into his face as your lips curl in a slow, nervous smile. āI kind of just want to feel you,ā you say softly. āJust you.ā
His breath catches, and his grip on your hips tighten. āYouāre gonna ruin me,ā he mutters, tone somewhere between a joke and the truth.
āIām on the pill,ā you say, brushing your thumb along his cheek. āAnd I havenāt been with anyone. Not since we started hanging outā¦ā
His gaze locks with yoursāsurprised, a little shy. āMe neither.ā
Thereās a beat. Neither of you says itāwhat this means, or where itās goingābut you donāt need to. Not right now.
You lean in and kiss him again, deeper this time, while he lets you settle over him fully. And when he finally lets go of whatever heās been holding back, itās not a fall. Itās a full body surrender.
You shift your hips, sliding your hand between your bodies. Senku watches you, wide eyed and panting, as your fingers wrap around him once more. Heās still hard, heavy and warm in your hand, and the sound he makes when you stroke him again makes your head spin.Ā
His hands tense on your thighs. "God," he whispers, barely holding on. "You-you don't have toā"
"I know," you say softly, guiding him to where you want him. "I want to."
You angle yourself, breath catching as you line him up. He sucks in a sharp breath, eyes locked on where your bodies meet, like he can't believe this is happening.Ā
And when you start to sink downāinch by inch, taking your timeāhis head falls back against the pillow, lips parted, throat working like he's trying to remember how to breathe.
You stop halfway, adjusting your hips, one hand braced against his chest. He feels so good stretching you open like this. You look down at him.
He nods, frantic, his voice almost breaking.
"Yeah. Justādon't stop. Please."
You don't.
You ease down the rest of the way, and when you're fully seated, hips flush to his, both of you just stay there for a second, gasping, trembling, overwhelmed. And when you finally start to move; the slow, steady rolls of your hipsāhis hands come up to grip your waist like he's afraid he might actually fall apart under you.
At first, itās easy to stay in control. You set the pace, savor the friction, chase the tension building in your belly.
But it doesnāt last.
Your thighs start to burn, trembling with the effort, barely cooperating anymore. Every bounce turns sluggish, your movements dragged down by the growing heat in your limbsābut you're still moving. Still trying. Because he's looking at you like that.
Senku's laid out beneath you, hair a mess, lips kiss-bitten, and pupils blown so wide thereās barely a sliver of red left. And heās watching you. His gaze is steady, and intenseālike he sees everything. Like heās not the one unraveling here. You are.
And through the fog in your head, it hits you that heās smiling.
Not mockingly, just this small, breathless grin, like youāre an experiment he doesnāt want to stop testing. And the way he says your name, low, and rough, like heās been holding in his mouth for months, sends heat crashing right through your core.
You try to keep moving, but your body stutters. Your breath shudders.
He doesnāt move. He doesnāt have to.
He just says, āYou're falling apart, arenāt you?ā
You donāt answer. You canāt. And then he speaks again, a little more sure this time.
"That's it, baby. You're doing so good for me... just like that."
His voiceāGod, his voice. It's low and thick and soaked in wonder, like he canāt believe this is real. Like he canāt believe itās you. You nearly fold right there.
The noise you make is somewhere between a sob and a moan, your hands scrambling against his chest like you need something to anchor you, or maybe just him. Your whole body pulses at his words like they hit deeper than anything else, heat unraveling inside you faster than you can hold it together.
"F-Fuck, Senku..." you whimper, blinking through tears, hips faltering as you try to keep the rhythm. "I c-can'tā"
"Yes, you can," he murmurs, fingers tightening just a little on your thighs, just enough to remind you he's there, guiding you, grounding. Not pushingānever pushing. Just wanting. "You're already doing it.ā
His voice dips again, breathless. āLook at you..."
Itās awe. Pure, undiluted pleasure. Every word that falls from his lips sounds like itās unraveling him as much as it is you. And somehow, thatās what undoes you more than anything
You bury your face into his neck, because if you look at him again you'll crumble-and maybe that's the point. Maybe that's what he wants. To break you down, piece by piece, until you're too far gone to think about anything but how good he makes you feel.
And God, he is breaking you.
He drags one hand up your back, fingers threading through your hair, just to keep you close. He needs you close. Needs you to feel how much he's coming apart beneath you. He's grounding you, ruining you, worshipping you with every tremble in his touch.
"Just one more," he whispers, lips brushing your ear. His voice is strained, like he's barely holding on. āJust give me one moreā¦ā
He's losing control fast. Your soft, whiny little sounds are killing him. Every breathy moan, every gasp, every whimperāyou're driving him insane, and maybe, just maybe, that's what gives him away.
The way his voice breaks when he speaks again.
"God-you feel so good," he chokes out, hips stuttering beneath you. "You're soāfuck, you're perfect around me, I can'tā"
He whines-actually whinesāa raw, desperate sound ripped straight from his throat, like he doesn't know how to hold it back anymore.
"I c-can't stop," he breathes, hips twitching up into you without rhythm now. "You'reāyou're making me crazyāhow are you so fuckingātightā?ā
You make another soundādesperate and brokenāand he feels it. The way you clench around him, the way your whole body answers before your mind can even catch up.
And then, softer-almost pleading:
"Let me hear you when you come, yeah?"
You whineāGod, you whineāand he groans, like the sound physically does something to him. His hands are shaking now, trying to hold you steady while everything inside him unravels.Ā
The way you look, the way you sound, the way you're still trying to ride it out, still trying to give him what he wants even as you fall apart on top of him. It's too much.
And he wants more.
Your name falls from his lips again-raw, reverent, broken at the edges-and it hits you deeper than anything else has all night.
You try to keep moving, but your body betrays you. Your hips falter, your thighs tremble, and your forehead presses against his collarbone, like hiding might save youābut it doesn't. He's still looking right at you, and God, he's still talking.
"Just like that... you're soāfuck, you're so perfect like this."
His voice is breathless, thick with disbelief and need. "I can feel you... every time you move, I-shitā"
And maybe you don't mean to do it. Maybe you're just grabbing onto somethingāanythingāto stay grounded. But your fingers slide up into his hair, tugging just a little. And he moans.
Full-bodied. High-pitched, desperate, absolutely shameless. His eyes slam shut. His hips jerk up into you with no rhythm, just want. "Shitādo that againā" he gasps, voice cracking. "Pleaseāfuckā!"
So you do.
You fist your hand in the mess of his pale strands and pull.
He falls apart.
"GodāI'māfuck, I'm comingā" The words are slurred, ruined, his face pressed into your hair as he bucks into you once, twice, and then spills inside you with a choked-off moan. His hands fly to your hips, gripping tight, like he's trying to keep you locked to him, like if he lets go for even a second he'll die.
You're already shaking, breath stolen out of your lungs, your own release crashing through you. You sob into his hair, overwhelmed, while he trembles beneath you, hands still gripping, body still twitching.
When you finally still, everything is quiet. Just your breathing, his heartbeat, frantic against your chest. Your fingers are still tangled in his hair. And he hasn't stopped shaking.Ā
You donāt move for a long moment. You just melt into him, limp and boneless, your forehead pressed to his shoulder, your chest rising and falling against his. Heās still inside you, still warm, still twitching faintly with aftershocks. And even though your muscles are shaking and your skin is flushed and sticky, all you can do is breathe.
Senku doesnāt speak right away either. He wraps his arms around you, his hold is loose at firstālike heās not sure heās allowedāand then tighter, like he canāt help it. Like letting go now would undo him. His voice is hoarse when he finally whispers, āYou okay?ā
You nod into his neck, barely moving. āYeah. You?ā
He lets out a shaky breath, something between a laugh and a sigh. āI think Iām still alive.ā He says. āBut barely.ā
You smile, eyes closed, cheek pressed to his skin. āWas thatā¦?ā
āYes,ā he says instantly, like you needing to ask the question is absurd. āDonāt even finish that sentence.ā
You laugh softly and feel him grin against your temple. Thereās a pauseācomfortable, heavy with the weight of what just happenedāand then he shifts, brushing your hair gently away from your face.
āI didnāt⦠hurt you, or anything?ā
āNo,ā you murmur. āYou were perfect. Seriously.ā
You finally lift your head, just enough to look at him. His hairās a mess, his cheeks are still flushed, and his eyes are glassyābut heās smiling. Soft. Uncertain. Happy. And for a moment, heās not the genius, not the scientist, not the voice behind a screen.Ā
Heās just a boy, flushed and messy, still a little out of breath, and completely, irreversibly gone for you.
You lean down and kiss him onceājust a press of lips. Nothing more. Then you collapse on top of him again with a soft groan.
āWe should probably clean up,ā you mumble into his chest.
He hums. āEventually.ā
Neither of you moves.
ā.ā¬ Ėš ā
Later, you do get upāclean up, change, all that boring post-mindblowing-sex routineābut itās quiet. Natural. And once you're both back in bed, itās like gravity pulls you together again without even trying.
The roomās quiet, warm, filled with the soft hum of your joined breathing. Your legs are tangled beneath the sheets, and your head is tucked under his chin, chest rising and falling against his.
Senkuās still. His hand hasnāt moved from your back, fingers lazily tracing the curve of your spine like he doesnāt know how to not be touching you now.
And then, without looking at you, he says quietly:
āā¦So is this the part where we pretend that never happened?ā
You blink. āā¦Do you want to pretend that never happened?ā
Heās silent for a moment too long.
āNo,ā he admits. āNot even a little.ā
You shift just enough to look up at him. His hairās still messy, cheeks still faintly pink,and there's a light trace of sweat on his temple, but his eyes are sharp, focused on you now in a way that makes your breath hitch.
āIām not exactlyā¦ā He hesitates, frowning slightly. āGood at this stuff.ā
You smile. āSex?ā
āNo. Wellāā His ears go red. āThat too. But I meant⦠this. Whatever this is. Relationships. Wanting someone this much. Letting them in.ā
You donāt say anything right away. Just reach up, gently brushing some of his hair out of his face.
āSenku,ā you murmur, soft and certain, āyou donāt have to be good at it. Weāre figuring it out together.ā
He swallows, throat tight. āā¦Youāre not gonna run when you realize Iām not exactly the most conventional partner?ā
You blink, lips twitching. āAfter what just happened? Iām definitely not running. I can barely walk.ā
He huffsāalmost a laugh. Then finally, finally, he meets your eyes again. Really meets them.
āAnd besides,ā you add softly, āI knew how you were before all of this. Iām your friend first, always. I love you just the way you are.ā
āI didnāt mean to fall for you,ā he says, blunt in that way only Senku can be. You were just⦠there. Constant. Loud. Infuriatingly smart. Always messing with my things, always in my space.ā
You raise an eyebrow. āYouāre digging a really deep hole right now.ā
He exhalesāshort, almost a laugh. āYeah, well. Then one day I realized I didnāt want any of it to stop. I didnāt want you to stop. I think that scared me more than anything.ā
Your lips twitch. āYou call that romantic?ā
āIām a scientist,ā he deadpans. āNot a poet.ā
You grin, pushing up slightly so you can lean over him, your hands braced on either side of his head.
āWell,ā you murmur, eyes soft, āguess Iāll have to be the romantic one.ā
His eyes flicker to your lips, then back to your gaze.
āYou always were.āĀ
You lean in and kiss himāslow, like itās not a first or a second or a tenth, but something youāve always had the right to do. He kisses back like heās finally letting himself want you out loud. When you pull away, you rest your forehead against his again, noses brushing. His hands drift to your waist under the blanket, not trying anything, just holding.
āā¦So,ā you say softly. āWhat do we call this now?ā
He hums thoughtfully. āAn unplanned but highly successful chemical reaction?ā
You snort. āTry again, scientist.ā
His mouth quirks. āGirlfriend acquired?ā
You blink. āDid you just say that like you unlocked an achievement?ā
āI say that every time I make something new in the lab,ā he says, matter-of-factly. āWhy would this be any different?ā
You roll your eyes, but your heart is doing dangerous things in your chest. āGod, youāre such a dork.āHe shrugs under you. āYeah. But Iām your dork now. Apparently.ā
Ignore the lowk OOC last line⦠genuinely couldn't find another way to end this quickly
ANYWAY BACK TO THE EXTRA NOTES!
You guys both go kind of MIA for a while; one second youāre posting like normal, sometimes popping up on each other's page, then just⦠radio silence.Ā
Fans lost their minds, and during your time away, they start making these crazy long theories trying to explain what they think happened to the both of you to fill the void.
Literally ranging from, "He's secretly a serial killer and she was the last victim so he deleted his digital footprint to evade capture.ā
āThey eloped in the mountains. Sheās pregnant. Theyāre living off the grid with goats.ā
āShe accidentally killed him during an experiment and is covering it up.ā
All of these are objectively incorrect.
In reality? Youāre working through your first relationship, and when youāre ready, youāll both be back.Ā
an: can't blame anyone but yk I gotta be rude to my kitten whiskers bella... already tagged her though so sigh... anyways this was supposed be DAYS ago but I kept adding more stuff. this is the cycle of my life , I can not shut up for the life of me.
I also haven't written smut in a while (can you tell?) so if its bad.. yeah, I tried my best fr. lowk a closeted freak ONG do not leave me in a room with Senku he WILL end up pregnant.
ok that's it, until next time!
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Now we know how Dr. Stone men are in love, how about when their courting/pursuing and to being a husband? š¤
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ĖĖĖź° š ź± RAE'S NOTE. it took time but here you've it, my dear. i hope you enjoy the read as i've enjoyed writing it (^^).
ĖĖĖź° š ź± pairing. senku Ć gn! reader, gen Ć gn! reader, tsukasa Ć gn! reader, xeno Ć gn! reader, stanley Ć gn! reader ĖĖĖź° š ź± summary. how they'd flirt with you, plus a brief example of their confessing.
courting headcanons
āSenku Ishigami is in denial (again). He absolutely denies heās ācourtingā anyone, yet heās inventing things that just happen to make your daily life easier. He calls it āoptimization,ā but his ears go red when you thank him. Not at all subtle.
āYour life is soon filled with more details about science than before. His explanations of scientific concepts come in an oddly intimate manner, with metaphors tailores too your own interests. Then, he decides to make little experiments for just the two of you, such as stargazing sessions where he quietly watches your reactions more than the sky.
āSenku starts to remember everything, and when I say everuything I mean it, you say. Offhand comments become projects. Do you like a certain scent? Heāll recreate it. Say you miss a food? Heāll reverseāengineer it. If you ask him? It's for the advancement of civilization, 10 billion percent sure.
āHis version of a confession is undeniable his in style, indirect but unmistakable. He'll invite you to join a longāterm project, something that will take months or years.
āDon't make a big deal about it⦠I want you in my future when we rescue humanity.ā
āWould you believe me if I told you it started as a joke? Gen Asagiri flirted with you as he had done with many others before, but with you, something's different. He starts sizing up your reactions more closely after every interaction. His jokes become gentler, more intimate. His compliments stop being generic and become specific, almost vulnerable.
āThen, he starts bringing you things that seem casual⦠But that everyone knows is not. A pretty feather, a perfect leaf, a polished stone, all small tokens which he hands you theatrically. And once you turn around with his gift already in your hands, he stares at your back with a tenderness that he doesn't allow himself to show face-to-face.
āGen can be a showman in public, in a way. But in private, his act tones down, revealing a softer side of him. He likes to sit with you at sunset, when the world turns golden and still. And when the conversation becomes intimate, he looks at you with an expression he doesn't use with anyone else: a mixture of longing, desire, and fear.
āIn case it wasn't clear, he's afraid of what he feels. He's insecure about his own feelings because of their profound nature. However, one day he blurted it out as if it were a joke, despite the slight tremor in his voice.
āYou know⦠I like you more than is strategically sensible.ā
āAs I've said before, Tsukasa Shishio shows affection through protection. He doesn't see you as weak, if you're wondering it, yet he doesn't hesitate to position himself between you and any possible threat without making a show of it.
āTsukasa is an avid listener at that. When you speak, he gives you his full attention, as if your words are something sacred. He doesn't talk much about himself. Nevertheless, it's your trust in him that makes him lower his walls, sharing personal details that no one else knows.
āAnother quiet show of his interest comes in the form of small rituals he has started to form with you: He leaves wildflowers where he knows you'll find them, he prepares the best piece of meat without saying a word, he covers you with his coat while you sleep, he watches you tenderly when you think he can't see you. They're not that grandiose, but they're enough to make you warm on the inside.
āThen, one day, the imminent arrived. It was in the way he looked at you, really at you, and admitted wanting to give you a future, one which he's willing to protect with his own life if it meant you would be happy.
āI want to build a world where you can live without fear.ā
āI hope you're ready, because Xeno Wingfield finds your mind stimulating enough, which translates to a new attraction to debating with you about anything and everything. If he starts seeking you out to debate, to listen to your ideas, to ask your opinion on complex issues⦠Oh, heās already halfway gone.
āSimilar to Senku, he finds it intimate the prospect of sharing knowledge, especially the one he holds dear. For such, he'll offer to teach you anything you may ask him about, whether it's the intricate works of space, or why his gloves have those metal claws attached.
āIntense emotions aren't Xeno's strength, which seems pretty clear, so he lets them escape through small cracks during your moments together. Funnily enough, if you make him laugh, really laugh, he stares at you as if he doesn't understand what just happened to him.
āWhen he finally decides to say something, he does so with precision and a deep vulnerability. Despite the firmness present in his voice, his hands trembled just the slightest. For him, admitting his affection is a leap of faith.
āYou have become⦠Important to me. More than I anticipated.ā
āWe're already aware that Stanley Snyder is a man focused on actions; that is, his affection is shown through various actions that demonstrate his attention to you. He fixes things for you, sharpens your tools, stands guard nearby without being askedā¦
āThose eyes of his will be set on you, whether you're aware of their constant presence or not. He watches you from a distance at first, almost like a soldier assessing a battlefield. Based on what he learns from his curious and respectful observation, he adjusts his behavior accordingly. His attention is constant, silent, and almost devotional in nature.
āHis teasing is⦠He teases you dryly, to be honest. Yet if someone else does it, he shuts them down with a single look. He's the only one with the right to fluster you, and everyone should know that.
āStanley isn't the most open about himself at first, taking his due time to open up for you. His life comes to your knowledge in fragments: a story from his past, a scar explained, a rare laugh shared. He doesn't talk about himself. Not out of pride, but because he doesn't know how. But with you⦠Things just slip out.
āAnd, when he finally gains the courage, his confession comes bluntly, directly, and devastatingly sincere, just like him.
āIām yours if you want me. Just say the word.ā
When you find an amazing author that is writing for multiple characters except your favorite one:
synopsis: in which the kingdom of science was not prepared to meet someone as crazy ā scratch that, even crazier than senku himself. 2.4k words
pairing: senku x maomao!reader (can be read as platonic, but written with romantic interests in mind)
tags: canon-divergent, fluff, crack, reader is inspired by maomao from apothecary diaries, soft!senku, gn reader, tw: self-poisoning, suicide jokes
(prequel is out now!)
When Senku said that he would be reviving someone crucial to their plan of bringing back all humans from stone, everyone from the Kingdom of Science developed their own image in their head.
Chrome imagined another genius like Senku, someone who can help create things that seemed like magic.
Kohaku expected an athlete, meant to do the heavy lifting that she normally found herself doing for Senku and his experiments.
Ginro shook at the thought of a leader, commanding and terrifying and ready to rule over the Kingdom of Science with an iron fist.
Obviously, Senku thought it was unnecessary to explain who he was actually planning on reviving and what they were like, because no one expected him to emerge from the thickness of the forest with someone like... you.
You, who looked as normal as could be, save for the cracks etched upon your skin from the de-petrification process.
"Senku... who is this?" Kohaku asked. Typical of her, one of the only ones who had the guts to openly question the scientist's judgement.
Senku grinned like he had just uncovered diamonds (and to him, maybe he did). "This, ladies and gentlemen of the stone world, is the capable apothecary back from the modern world."
You had smiled and nodded at them, introducing yourself. "Nice to meet you all. I look forward to working with you."
Gen was the only one who was actually wary of you ā you, who did not seem fazed at all when you came out of the petrification to find yourself in a world that has descended into over three thousand years without a single human soul from the modern world.
From his experience, the only ones who had that kind of reaction to this new age were the ones that had a couple of screws loose in their brains, much like Senku.
If only he had followed his gut.
After you had explained to the rest of the Kingdom of Science what an apothecary was, little Suika was eager to learn form you as you wandered through the forest together in search for herbs. Senku had your own clinic constructed beside his lab, where you kept various leaves and plants that you thought would be useful.
It took a few weeks for you to properly settle in and get used to the difficult simplicity of things, but once you did, Senku knew that he had to keep a tighter leash on you.
"Kinro, Ginro," he had told them one day when you were holed up in your clinic. "While you're guarding the village, make sure that the apothecary doesn't leave the area."
Ginro had tilted his head, confused. You kept to yourself most of the time, sure, but you seemed harmless to him. "Why?"
Senku shook his head. "Trust me, you do not want to see what would happen if they're left unsupervised."
Nonetheless, Kinro and Ginro nodded. It was part of the rules to be wary of outsiders anyway, so Kinro had no problem keeping an eye on you.
But of course, even the strict Kinro could sometimes slip, especially with someone as sneaky as you under their watch.
They didn't even notice you were gone until Gen went into the clinic one day to bother you, only to find it empty.
He thought that bringing it up with Senku would be no big deal, and that he would probably know where you were.
Until his news of your sudden disappearance caused Senku to look up from his messy science-y notes so fast Gen knew that man had to have gotten whiplash.
"Get Suika, Kohaku, and Chrome and tell them to search the forest," he barked, storming out of his lab like a man on a mission.
Gen stumbled to keep up with him, eyebrows pinching together. Why was Senku, the normally logical, overall detached scientist, act like you not being here was a war crime?
Gen began to question how much you really meant to the scientist. Obviously you were something to him, seeing as you didn't have extraordinary skills, and yet you were still one of the very few people that Senku decided to revive.
Either way, this level of overprotectiveness is crazy! Gen thought.
"Wha ā What are you gonna do?!" The mentalist sputtered.
"I'm gonna have a word with the bodyguards," Senku grumbled, and he didn't wait to see if Gen left to do what he was told (he did leave ā no way did he want to deal with an angry Senku) before he approached Kinro and Ginro at the end of the bridge.
"I thought I told you to watch the apothecary!" He said, his voice shaky and maniacal, the way it always sounded when he was stressed about something. "They're gone!"
Kinro was the first to speak up this time. "I apologize for losing sight of them, but guarding the village is our number one priority. If they leave the Kingdom of Science, which is not technically part of the village, then it is not really our concern."
"They could be anywhere doing gods know what!" Senku threw his hands up, one raking through his hair.
"They ā They couldn't have gone that far," Ginro reassured, but his hands were shaking the spear that he held. "They're probably still around the area, gathering their herbs or something!"
The statement was meant to reassure Senku.
It did not.
"Shit, what if they come across...?" Senku began mumbling to himself, walking away as he dived deep into his thoughts.
In the end, it was Kohaku that found you.
In a not so good condition.
"They're unconscious!" Kohaku called out as she came out into the clearing of the Kingdom of Science with you in her arms. "There are weird, soapy things coming out of their mouth."
Senku almost tripped over himself to get a better look at you. There was foam on the corners of your purple lips. Your skin was deathly pale, and your chest was barely rising.
But you were alive, that was the good thing. Keeping you alive would be a different challenge.
"You stupid apothecary," Senku laughed, but there was no humor in his voice.
Despite his... less superior strength, he took you out of Kohaku's arms and brought you to your clinic, laying you on the stretcher on the ground as he rummaged through your shelves of remedies and herbs.
"This is why you can never leave my sight," he said, more to himself than you. "Who knows what you find in this forest? The plants are different from how they were three thousand years ago, of course you'd be curious of its properties. Of course you'd test it on yourself."
He found a bottle you had labeled "generic antidote" and snatched that one.
He pulled the cork out with his teeth and brought the lid of the bottle to your lips.
"No."
He paused his movements when he heard you. Your words were more air than voice, but he had heard you nonetheless due to your proximity.
"Your lips are purple, you're foaming at the mouth, you're deathly pale, and you're barely breathing," Senku listed down. "That's the generic effects of poison. What's wrong with the generic antidote?"
Your eyes cracked open, and Senku almost recoiled in shock.
"Your eyes are black."
Sure enough, even the part of your eyes that were supposed to be white were almost fully coated in black, like you had put on contacts.
"Different... poison..." you muttered, like speaking was the hardest thing you ever did in your life. "White petals, salt... the green paste in the small bottle. Grind 'n boil 'em 'until 'til they bubble."
"Is there enough time for that?" Senku asked, but he was already reaching for the ingredients. His hands moved with lightning speed, determined to give you the antidote.
"Yeah... got lots of time..." you had started to fade into unconsciousness, but Senku was quick to lightly slap your cheek.
"Oi, stay awake, stupid apothecary," he commanded.
"Yessir," you slurred slightly, a weak grin on your face.
The preparation took forever, when in reality it only took around twenty minutes until he had a strange concoction in a bowl, ready for consumption.
He knelt beside you, pushing you up into a sitting position so the antidote would travel around your body faster.
With one hand behind your back and the other holding the bowl, he brought the antidote to your lips. "Open up."
You drank obediently, your face faintly scrunching up at the expectedly awful taste, but you had finished everything in the bowl.
"Good." Senku laid you back down. "Now you can rest."
He didn't even need to tell you that; you were already knocked out the moment you had drank the last of the antidote.
āāāāā
Throughout the rest of the day, various people came to check in on you, asking Senku how you were doing and if you were alive.
He was quick to snap at all of them, telling them that you would recover faster if it was quiet. Obviously that wouldn't really change anything, but they don't need to know that.
You woke up late at night, your head feeling like a balloon and your body feeling like lead.
Senku perked up from his seat on the side of the clinic when he heard you groan, immediately standing up and kneeling by your side.
"You good, apothecary?" He hated how worried his voice sounded; a scientist like him shouldn't be chained down by emotions.
But you literally just poisoned yourself, so could you really blame him?
"I..." It took you so long to finish your answer that Senku was convinced that you had fallen asleep again, until you bolted upright with the widest grin on your mouth. The contrast of your bright smile with your pale face and bloodshot eyes made you look like a character straight out of a horror game. "I feel great!"
Senku blinked. "Huh?"
"Did you get the flower that I ate?" You started rambling, pulling at your sleeves to examine your skin, as if looking for residual poison. "I knew that there would be new kinds of natural poison around here since it's been a couple hundred years, but wow! That flower was unlike anything I've ever tested ā"
Your eyes suddenly snapped to Senku's. "Did you record how long it took for me to pass out? How long it took for the antidote to take effect? My symptoms? How close I was to death?"
Senku was in disbelief, to put it lightly. He knew from the moment that he met you that you were as passionate about poisons as he was about science, but he forgot how actually insane you were.
"It took you eight hours to recover, but that doesn't include the time from when the poison started to take effect to the time that Kohaku found you," Senku replied, not to answer your question, but to scold you. "What have I told you about trying poisons out without telling anyone?! What would have happened if I didn't tell the Kingdom of Science to look for you?!"
You waved his concern away like it was unnecessary (it was very much necessary). "My heartbeat would have been slow enough to not even be detected by a machine, my chest would barely rise, but I was confident that I wouldn't die. I'm immune to most poisons."
"Well, obviously not this one!" Senku groaned. He felt like pulling his hair out. "You could have died!"
You put your hand to your chin, suddenly deep in thought. "What if the flower gives you the effects of death, but in reality, it doesn't actually kill you? Or what if it does kill you, but giving an antidote can basically revive you?" You muttered.
It was like Senku wasn't even there!
He slapped the back of your head, hard enough to pull you out of your brain but not hard enough to actually hurt you. "Stop that! Stop plotting ways to commit suicide! You're grounded until further notice!"
"But Senku!" You whined, clutching the front of his shirt like you were begging for your life rather than freedom to roam through the forest and find more lethal poisons. "This is the pinnacle of poison discovery! I'm the only one alive that has true experience with poison, and I could find new ones that'll be named after me and carry my legacy for generations!"
"I understand that discovery comes with risk, but this is neither necessary nor calculated risk on your part!" Senku retorted, flicking your hand away. "Kohaku was already caught off guard when you were surrounded by strange, purple flowers!"
The silence made Senku sweat. He should not have said that.
Before he could react, you were already out of the cot, dashing out of the clinic. The fire in front of Chrome's storage facility was still alive, which meant that there were still people awake in the Kingdom of Science.
You spotted a familiar head of blonde hair. "Kohaku!" You called, dragging her name out as you ran towards her, your smile as maniacal as your laugh as you evaded Senku, who was shouting at you to get back to bed.
You slid on the ground, stopping right beside Kohaku. You grabbed her shoulders and made you face her. "Do you remember where you found me? Did you get any of the flowers that you found me with? Do you ā"
"Do not answer any of their questions!" Senku interrupted, wrapping his arms around your waist and hauling you up. "It'll only encourage them to test stuff on themself!"
The rest of the people surrounding the campfire ā old man Kaseki, Chrome, and Gen ā stared at you in horror. You thrashed around in Senku's arms, but ultimately gave up when his hold on you never faltered. For a scientist who normally lacked physical strength, he sure was good at keeping you in place.
"I knew there was something wrong with you," Gen muttered, a scared smile spreading on his lips.
"This is bad," Chrome moaned, clutching the sides of his head like he just found a live bomb. "I thought the apothecary was tamer and more mature than Senku. Turns out they're just as bad!"
"No," Kohaku shook her head, watching Senku drag you back to the clinic where he would undoubtedly imprison you until you were fully recovered and properly confined within the Kingdom grounds. "They're worse."
Kaseki sighed, tending to the fire. "At least young Senku is there to keep them in line. It seems he cares about them very much."
Gen nodded. He may have missed you being a complete suicidal maniac, but that's one thing he was sure of: despite your tendencies, Senku was always there to make sure you never actually "step into the light", so to speak.
And he's pretty certain that will not change any time soon, not even in the stone world.
notes: i finished apothecary diaries before i started dr stone, which is where i got the idea to combine the two, in a way. hope you enjoyed reading! <33



