Married life with Dragunov
(I have returned!!)
-after being together for as long as you have, Sergei began to think about how much he loved you, how much he opened up to you compared to anyone else in his life and began to think maybe he wants to spend the rest of his life with you
-now the marriage isn't sweet soft, or anything like that no no, its not normal at all, its fierce, its intense, and a silent devotion and loyal between you and him -arguing with him is like arguing with a brick wall, he's still silent but he just listens to you rant, if you're in the wrong he'll politely write notes and explain why, if he's wrong he'll look from your perspective and relunctantly apologize to you
-its a silent understanding, he doesn't speak (but he can sure sing, he should have been a singer), the small moments you share is small, but precious, him giving you a small smirk, humming when you touch his hair or resting his forehead against yours, its small but it makes you swoon over and over again
-he's protective of you, not in the typical possessive "don't touch him/her/them" its silent, its quick, if anyone gives you trouble, they're gone no mess, no issue, as if they never existed, he'll always protect you
-to him the marriage between you two is a bond, the vows were a chain between you two, bonding yuo and him for life, you are his anchor, reason, his reason to live and fight, he'd rather be in hell than replace you or hurt you, he's loyal, the wedding vows are iron to him as is the love you and him share
-he's not an affectionate person at first, he was quiet distant and unsure but after the wedding?? he's almost possessive in the way he touches you, he's touch starved but he holds you like you're made of glass, he's so passionate when he fully trusts you
-to the world he's the angel of death a commander with more blood on his hands than Odysseus after he killed all the suitors, you're the onl one that sees the side of him he hides, you love him so much and you're proud of how he came to trust you, and he loves you so deeply though he doesn't show it at times
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(I am back and I will try to write more often)