#dreamingofanotherme

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Me; whenever I eat anything

My bitch-ass ed:

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Me: standing in front of the mirror, doing bodychecks at 2.am

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I ate so much chocolate today and it was so good!

It felt amazing to allow myself to eat what I have been craving for so long. Now I feel both a little sick ( lmao that's my own fault😂) but also better than I have felt in a long time. This week is going to be great!

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Behold, i found a meme, and made it an Eating Disorder édition

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Watching a mukbang and pretending you are eating through them

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When the ed thoughts™ hits you in the middle of a meal

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I REACHED MY ULTIMATE GOAL WEIGHT!!!!

Holy moly

I'll do my best to upper my calorie intake and eat a bit more now

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My goals for this week and the next is to not count calories.

I have been feeling all sorts of weird and bad lately, overeating many times.

But I have tried to make some kind of mealplan that I feel pretty good with. Fruits, vegetables, yogurt and milk as well as chocolate, crackers and honey. I actually feel really excited to eat chocolate again :D I'm going to do my best👍

(I know i become less and less active here. Partly because I found Reddit but also because I don't feel the need right now to use tumblr as a coping mechanism) I hope that you all are doing okay, and if not, here is a flower to you for making it through the day(>^-^)>🌷