March 11th - Dreamless Sleep - @wolfstarmicrofic - word count: 446
The potion stood on the beside table, a distinctive shade of purple. It was both a promise and a threat. The promise was of a dreamless sleep, the type of which Sirius found hard to come by since his time in Azakaban. The threat came in the form of Remus' words as he entered the room and saw Sirius eyeing the concoction with suspicion.
Sirius raised an eyebrow. Remus' occasional sterness, even now, could make Sirius bristle. In their youth it had lead to frequent misunderstandings. Sirius had found it a most unlikeable quality in someone he considered a friend.
But this was before... before age and experience had mellowed Sirius' temperament a little. Before Sirius had become more intimately acquainted with Remus' true nature behind the sometimes brittle facade.
"You always could be bossy," Sirius teased. Remus looked a little churlish, although his expression instantly softened when he caught the humour in Sirius voice when he continued, "I'm not sure I missed that whilst in Azkaban."
Remus sat down on the bed beside Sirius, passed a hand wearily through his hair, and said with a slight smile, "You've borne it mostly without complaint. You just don't like it when I'm right."
"Hmmmmph." Sirius made a dissatisfied noise. Just because he knew the sense in what Remus was saying didn't mean he had to like it. Although he knew it was stupid, it felt like defeat somehow; that he would need to resort to a magical intervention to chase away the nightmares. But it was becoming a problem; a problem he couldn't face down on his own. Only his pride had stopped him trying it until now. But Remus had insisted.
As if sensing all of this, Remus reached out and placed a hand on Sirius' shoulder.
"It isn't weakness to accept help when it is needed," Remus said. Sirius felt a fluttering in his stomach at the way Remus looked at him. He really did have the kindest eyes Sirius had ever seen. "If it were me or Harry, you would tell us something similar."
Sirius gave a short bark of laughter at the truth in Remus' words.
"Yes. But you forget how truly great I am at dispensing advice I don't then follow myself," Sirius said.
Remus laughed a little. Sirius sighed and stiffled a yawn. Remus went to withdraw his hand when Sirius suddenly seized it and, gripped by a vulnerability he didn't care to conceal, asked, "Stay awake when I take it until I fall asleep, will you? It helps...to know you are there."
Remus smiled, gave Sirius' hand a light squeeze, and nodded.