Ehh these thoughts lol..... It feels as if my heart/mind isn't ready to throw it all away. I'm missing something. And I wanna discuss about it. But I don't know if she will give me the light of day.
I just gotta talk one on one and speak the words that I would like to say before I can legit peace it.
Sorry but. All of these thoughts keep beating what's inside of me. Again I'd rather be your friend then nothing at all. Maybe that's why I keep thinking... aha.
If I planned to do something, will she give me a chance to do it?
I don't know. :I :/














