I....do wish I had a friend to share my passion for like
pmmm amv’s with
like.
because they’re yuri?
also because they’re crafted so excellently
but ALSO because i ship madoka/homura in some sense and reliving their story via such an interpretation is super cool
for years i’ve enjoyed that stuff on my own also because i wanted to hide it
but i don’t really, i guess i never really made friends like on the internet or anything (that I would feel comfortable bothering with stuff). like i have trouble keeping up sustained contact with people i call friends in real life so....
and none of those have the same preferences as me and... tho my bf gets it he cannot share in the feeling bc he doesn’t feel it.
so like. sometimes i watch an incredible, f/f amv and I want to SHARE it. but i can’t share that feeling with anyone....
which is sad