Lessons for the Mysterious
The faculty office looms over me like an obelisk containing some unknowable power. That's what it is for me, a headfirst dive into the abyss, my one and only chance of becoming something more than nothing at all. Even now though, what that something could be sends a chill down my spine.
This is it. This is where everything will be decided. Here and now, I have to decide whether or not I'll keep on living as Hinata Hajime. As eager as I've been to properly attend Hope's Peak, as hopeful as I've been to become one of the elites I've admired for so long, as desperate as I've been to finally acquire a talent that I could be proud of, there's a fear lingering within me that I just can't shake. It's with trembling legs that I collapse onto a bench across from the building, it's reflective windows staring down at me like sets of too many inhuman eyes.
To begin with, my being here is an irregularity. My parents aren't the most well off of people. They can pay their bills on time, but affording the tuition necessary to enroll me in the Reserve Course would be patently ridiculous. Just like me, my family is so average it's almost a curse. The only reason I'm on this campus at all was because I was scouted by the school, but not like you'd hope. I was so obsessed with Hope's Peak, so consumed with being someone special, that I managed to catch their eye, not as a talented elite, but as a guinea pig.
The Ultimate Hope Project, that's why I'm here. Hope's Peak High School was founded with the intent of cultivating talent in young people, to create hope for the future. After nearly eighty years of success on that front, they decided it wasn't enough to foster existing talent in young people. To truly achieve the vision of their founder, Kamukura Izuru, they would need to create talent within someone who had no talent themselves. Who better to be the subject of such an endeavor than an ordinary boy completely consumed with becoming special himself? This is my one chance to become someone extraordinary, to cast off the damnable mediocrity that's plagued me my entire life. The only problem is, I'm not sure what awaits me beyond this experiment will be any better.
It's hardly been a week since Kuzuryuu was killed and Satou not long after her. Even after such a short amount of time, everyone here is trying to pretend nothing's happened. The faculty, the staff, even my own classmates are just ignoring the fact that two girls we saw on a daily basis are dead now. Of course, I'm not sure why I should even feign surprise. They were only Reserve Course students, after all. That guard made it painfully clear to me our lives mean nothing. As far as Hope's Peak is concerned, the only real loss is their tuition, money I imagine pays for the experiments they intend to perform on me.
And so here I sit, as anger, guilt, and the terror of the unknown churns in my gut. I've been presented with a binary choice. If I choose to go through with the project, odds are who I am will be nothing but a distant memory forgotten by the world. Hinata Hajime will cease to be, shut down in the place of something wholly new. If I reject their offer, assuming they even let me live, my boring, untalented existence will continue on, but I'll have to leave Hope's Peak forever. Even I could somehow stay in the Reserve Course, it wouldn't change a thing. Regardless of what I do, she's going to graduate from here and whether she means to or not, I'll eventually be left behind. That's the future that's been decided for me. No matter what happens, I'll never be able to hold my head up high alongside her.
I feel the color drain from my face and my hands clutch the sides of my head. My teeth gnash against each other as I screw my eyes shut and desperately deny the reality before me. I don't have any talent. I don't have any hope. Becoming someone different, staying as am I, neither will change the future that awaits me, a future filled with despair.
Why… Why do I have to choose!? If what she said was true, if I can go anywhere and do anything, then why can't I create a future for myself?!
Raising my despair-filled gaze up, I see something I could have never predicted. Striding out from the faculty office on heels that announce her presence is a figure only as definite as unknown she represents. Lavender eyes stare back at me from beneath flowing lilac locks and I can't figure out who saw who first. Dark leathers cover her simple mode of dress, including an eye-catching pair of studded leather gloves. Any details that might shed light on her identity are either not visible or nonexistent. Her face is like a porcelain mask, stoic and guarded, and her eyes display no emotion within them. Whoever this girl is… Well, that's just the question. She's an enigma, an unknown… She's a mystery.
Noticing the growing awkwardness of our wordless exchange, I clear my throat, straighten my tie, and stand up to speak with her. "Excuse me. Is there something I can help you with?"
In the back of my mind, there's a singular question beyond her identity, beyond her reason for being here, and beyond what impact this might have on my hopeless future. With the scene around us, I can't help but think it. Is this what you’d call a fateful encounter?