Jin’an, my dramatic baby boy. My cutest smol puppy. My fav kept man.
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Jin’an, my dramatic baby boy. My cutest smol puppy. My fav kept man.
Shadow Love | Episode 1
Cheng Lei as Duan Aodeng/Jin'An
Am I about to watch another cdrama that isn't that good just because Cheng Lei is an amazing actor and ridiculously handsome? ...Yes. Yes, I am.
P.S. Jian An is so adorable!!!
listen listen same plot okay jinan loses his memories meets li shuang she takes him in they fall in love he regains his previous memories forgets li shuang their countries are at war again li shuang gets captured and then gets tortured by prince duan aodeng and then is taken to his courtyard everything remains the same BUT the story progresses from there like thats the starting or middle of the drama and we get at least 20+ episodes of the last storyline because that storyline was making me feel things im not comfortable sharing in public like annan wang looking at her with nothing in his eyes and her claiming her husband is dead aaaahhhhhhhh prince aodeng torturing his beloved wife the same woman who was so accustomed to jinans being just revolving around her taking care of her getting worried over her little injuries the same jinan who was like a sunflower facing towards his sun tortured her kept her in chains threatened her, prince aodeng getting jealous because of jinan and not knowing why li shuang starting to like prince aodeng too aaaahhhhhhhhh and the slowly developing admiration in his eyes IM GONNA EAT GLASS AAAHHHHHFGFHH him getting concerned over her, him explaining the bite mark to her saying he doesn't even remember getting it, him making a dress for her and her being still in denial refusing to see jinan in him i just wanted more of it please inject the last few episodes into my veins
TODAY’S RANDOM THOUGHT
You know, if I were to date Cheng Lei, I genuinely feel like I would intentionally make him angry.
Because listen. He’s normally such a dork. And I’m also a very calm person. When I get upset with my significant other, I don’t yell. I don’t escalate. I just… go quiet. I stop talking. I take my time. I regulate myself. I am - honestly - not a fighter.
BUT.
With Leizi? I WANT to see the moment he gets angry and gives you that intense, narrowed eyes, jaw-tightened, voice-dropped stare…
DON’T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT, BOY.
Oh, and the THOUGHT of him calling me jiejie…
Lord take me🫠
Oh god, both Shadow Love and Footprints of Change - the Cheng Ao era has ended, and now my screen is OFFICIALLY Cheng Lei-less. I’m so, so sad.
Yes, I can rewatch (already diving back into Shadow Love because I desperately need my Jin’an fix - those forearms are taking me out. Ugh, you absolute slut, Jin’an, constantly throwing those muscles and veins in my face), but it’s not the same, is it?
And to the people whispering about “overexposure” - COWARDS. I bet you also wouldn’t look directly at a solar eclipse. Grow a pair will you?
My Cheng Lei is GONE until December, and I’m heartbroken because just look at him 😭😭 How? HOW? How can he be that handsome?
Absence only makes the thirst grow stronger. LORD I’M NOT YOUR STRONGEST SOLDIER 🥺🥺
I wanted annan wang to be violently throwing up after remembering he tortured his beloved wife with his own hands they didn't show him regretting it properly like i was expecting he would bang his head on the wall or something after realising what he did but alas he didn't suffer enough
li shuang: you took everything from me
prince annan: i don't even know who you are