babe hate to be a bother but i’m in need of tom holland/peter parker fics. i finally got some time off and am looking to waste this whole fucking week laying in bed reading all the fics i can. pls send me your recs
never a bother! i haven’t seen a peter parker fic in a hot minute + i didn’t get to read much this month’s fics BUT... that doesn’t mean i won’t recommend some tom holland fics that are on my ‘read later’ library💓💕😚✰ = nsfw!
✧ *:･ tom holland fic recs! ✧ *:･ﾟ
snowed in (3.3k) ⇢ @softholand
chloe’s ‘tom h. blurbs’ masterlist ✰ ⇢ @sinisterspidey
↳ dad!tom, mob!tom, frat!tom
sunny side up ✰ (22k) ⇢ @rosyparkers
↳ volleyball player!tom, pregnancy + uni au
the sweet spot ✰ (22.5k) ⇢ @duskholland
↳ actor!tom + chef!reader + bfb au
rev my heart ✰ (16.1k) ⇢ @sunsetholland
↳ greaser!tom + osterfield!reader
no control ✰ (17.6k) ⇢ @duskholland
↳ frat!tom + ‘my bestfriend’s girl’ au
bubblegum pop ✰ (3.5k) ⇢ @rosyparkers
↳ rich kid!tom + assistant!reader
if you have a fic rec, feel free to add or put in the replies! ✨✨✨
"i thought you were dead" | t.h. (mob!tom x reader)
a/n : okay wasn't really sure about it but i got this idea while i was binge-watching sherlock, from the point where john believed sherlock was dead but then goes on to crash john's date with mary. (the fic's shit according to me but hope you like it!)
Summary : Tom decides to act dead in order to protect you, but he can't take it anymore.
warnings : angst (both reader and tom), fluff, one teeny-tiny makeout, mentions of depression (really minor)
words: 11.8k
He misses you would be an understatement.He needs you. He needs you by his side to function properly. His decision of leaving the love of his life behind for her sake, was probably the most dumbest decision he took. Ofcourse, he was known for taking the best decisions for his mob, that's why he was the leader but oh well. God bless the irony. Now he's frantically moving around his big room in his secluded warehouse, sometimes staring up at the ceiling or yelling at some employee of his.
"Can you stop that Tom?" Harry tells his older brother.
"Stop what Harry!" Tom's frustrated.
"Mate calm down, she won't kill you goddamnit" Harrison tries to calm down his bestfriend.
"You know what? I can't keep up with this. GET OVER IT. You broke Y/N when you left her. She thinks you're dead. She mourned about it for weeks. You can't expect a decent reaction from her when you made her believe you were fucking dead, made her weep about it for months, and come forward to her like nothing fucking changed." Sam says.
"Sam's right Tom. You weren't there when she was crying. She was so depressed about it that she didn't come out of her room for over three days. She didn't even eat much the first days." Harry supports his brother.
"Why am I knowing about Y/N not eating food now? I believe I told you both to take good care of her. And also, what else can I even do?" Tom asks.
He remembers it all, crystal clear. The deal with the Smithsonian's went downhill, shots were fired and people were injured. Tom remembers that you were held hostage by Jack, their leader and it scared him. Ofcourse they got you out safely, but he was scared to lose you. So he decided that he'll leave you alone, so that you can be safe. This mob life wasn't meant for you. If you died, he might not be able to survive. So he faked an incident with the help of his workers and friends, and made it seem that he had died. Since then, he's been hiding at the safehouse which is in the middle of the forest, too far for anyone to notice. But ofcourse, his decision was not a smart one. He missed your laughs, he missed the way you brought him tea after a stressful day, he missed your touch, your kisses, you. He missed you, in all and he needs you back. So he decided that he'll go meet you in a few days after you finish your workout at the gym near your house and have a civil discussion about it, like mature adults.
He knows what he's going for, he knows you too well. You're definitely gonna be pissed about it.
But he still wishes to try because he wants his lovie back.
He needs his Y/N back.
_______________________________________________
It was a sunny day, you were in a good mood.
You had started to go out about two months ago, after being forced by Tom's brothers. Tom.
Tom and Harrison left a big impact on your heart.
Harrison was a brother to you, you loved him and Tom? He was the love of your life. When you lost him, it was like the world was much more unfamiliar to you. You hadn't expected this sudden departure of your loved ones, and there was nothing that could pull you out of that black hole at the back of your mind. You were falling into an isolated spot, because you missed him so much. His possessiveness, his affection, him.
It was like God was playing games with you.
After months of living at your home all alone, you decided to join the gym and meet up with new people. You exited the mob house since you had no purpose there anymore, and started living on your own. You had made some friends as well, Stassie from the coffee shop and Theresa, the helpful desk lady from the shopping mall. Those weren't exactly friends, but they still kept you company. The twins also spent a lot of time with you after the burial. Paddy and his parents also joined you for dinners almost twice a month, and it all looked happy and cheerful, but deep inside, you know it wasn't.
You wanted to be independent after leaving the mob house so you took up martial arts at the gym. After a heavy workout, you did two hours of martial arts with your coach, and boy weren't you a great learner. You learnt most of the moves in the first 15 days, and were learning more difficult tricks day by day. It made you happy that you're doing it all alone, but it would've been better if Tom was here.
_______________________________________________ Your workout is about to end, as per Tom's sources and you were gonna walk out of the gym anytime soon, while Tom was situated on the opposite side of the street in a car with Harrison, Sam and Harry.
"So what's the plan?" Harry asks.
"Yeah what's the plan Tom?" Harrison says as well.
"Can we please stop calling this a plan? I'm just going to meet my girlfriend guys chill out. You all make me sound like a creepy stalker." Tom speaks, frustration lacing his face.
"... aren't you one?" Harry mumbles under his breath, not loud enough for Tom to hear.
"What did you say?" Tom asks him
"Nothing, carry on." He quickly changes the topic.
"I'm probably gonna meet her in that alleyway by the hotdog vendor. Seems secluded and might be easier to talk to her there." He answers.
"Okay man. All the best." They all nod and speak the same.
As if on queue, you start walking out of the gym, but what catches Tom's eye is that you were holding the door for someone. Probably some friend of hers, he thought. A boy. It was a boy. You were talking to a boy, laughing as well. That made Tom's stomach churn.
AND YOU JUST TOUCHED HIS BICEP.
"Is anyone seeing this?! Who is that guy?!" Tom shouts.
"We don't know Tom, must be a friend of hers chill" Harrison tries to calm him down.
"Chill? That's my fucking girlfriend touching another man's bicep. She's mine, how can he not know that?!" Tom is practically yelling by now.
"YOU'RE DEAD TO HER." Harry mocks him in a sarcastic tone.
"Fuck it, I'm going in" Tom basically leaps out of the car and towards your walking figure.
"Tom no-" Sam's voice fades away when he reaches the unknown man, grabs him by his collar and pushes him against the wall in the alleyway.
He's now punching that guy, and he's trying to fight Tom off, but Tom's anger was so prominent that he wasn't getting affected by it.
"Who are you?!" You practically yell at him.
"Listen to me and listen well you asshole, this girl, she's mine. She'll forever be mine. If you ever come near her again, I swear to god I'll break your face twice as much as I've done now. Stay away from my girl, you understand that?" Tom shouts at the man, not noticing that you had moved up to face him, coming besides the man who's pinned to the wall.
"Tom?" Your voice barely comes out as you start to choke on your tears.
"Ryan leave I'll catch up with you later" The man obliges and starts to run.
You turn around and start walking towards to opposite side of the alleyway, trying to hold back your tears and emotions, and the fact that the man you loved lied to you.
"Y/N wait-" "No! Stay away from me you dickhead! All this time I thought you were dead but he's up and walking like nothing's even wrong! You just punched my fucking coach you know that? God Tom how could you be so ruthless?" You yell at him.
"Y/N baby I-" "DO NOT BABY ME! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT! You left me alone, Tom. For eight goddamning months" You're crying by now.
"Y/N listen to me. It was never my intention to hurt you my love. Why would I hurt you purposely? I love you darling, more than anything. I didn't want you to get in all this dangerous mob shit that's why I played along in this act. But the thing is, I can't live without you. I need you Y/N. I love you, so so much!" Tom's on the verge of tears too.
"Well, it wasn't your decision to make Tom. You've hurt me. I need time. I'm going. Glad you're not dead" With saying that, you started walking towards your home with tears in your eyes.
You slam the door shut and burst into tears. How could he? How could he take such a decision without your permission? Did he take your live for granted? Tom's alive, and you can't seem to wrap your mind around that fact.
While being alone with your thoughts, you hear gunshots in the neighborhood and you remember, Tom. He's out in public, exposed to everyone. His life's in danger. You jump off the floor and get the emergency gun Harry gave you if you were ever in trouble and ran out of your house as fast as you can. You locate the site and start looking for Tom.
He's clearly struggling, that's what you thought when you first found him. He's missing his shots.
A man comes up behind Tom and is about to shoot him, but you shoot him first, startling Tom amidst the action.
"Y/N?! What the fuck are you doing here go away! It's dangerous here!" He says
"Can you shut up for once? I just saved your fucking life" You shoot another guy
"Well I'll thank myself for worrying about you!" Tom shouts over the gunshots.
We both take cover behind an abandoned car, relaoding our guns.
"Y/N please go" Tom tries to persuade you.
"Don't even try, Tom. I'm not losing you twice. You're here and I won't let you go without telling me that you love me" You say making him smile.
"I fucking love you okay? Don't do that shit ever agian, I was so sad about it." You load your gun and locking it.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry, please forgive me" He says.
"I forgive you" You tell him, a feeling of contentment settling inside him.
"Hate to break up the lovely moment, but those assholes are still chasing us. Hi Y/N." Harrison pops up and says, filling his gun again.
"You're alive too?! Wow I hate you now Harrison" You say, before rising up to shoot another guy of theirs.
"Bitch, be happy I'm alive. This dumb boyfriend of yours has gotten us into this mess" He gestures towards Tom.
"Anyways, glad to have you back Y/L/N" He says to you.
"Same goes for you Osterfield" You reply back with a snarky remark.
You, Tom and Harrison stand up from hiding and start shooting rapidly at the other guys, and a little while later, Harry and Sam emerge from the background as well.
The five of you were now shooting at the same time, and it almost felt like a movie scene.
The bullets were finished and you were out of ammo, so you had to improvise. You attacked the guy with the knife, by punching his stomach so that he falls back and attach your legs around his neck, in order to choke him. You get around his shoulders, and snap his neck until he falls to the ground. Sam throws you another, fully loaded gun and you start shooting again.
You shooted until there was no guy to be seen that could've harmed you, or your friends.
You take all of them back to your house, and bring them a cup of tea. Harrison and the twins are sat in the living room, while Tom stands at the balcony.
You walk up to him with two cups of tea in your hands, one for you and one for him.
"What are you looking at?" You ask him.
"Nothing, just thinking" He replies
"About what?"
"How I missed all these wonderful months with my girlfriend. The regret just can't seem to settle" He looks at you and then takes the cup out of your hand.
"Everything's forgotten Tom, I'm glad you're back" You say to him. He looks up to you and smiles.
"Can I have a kiss darling?" He asks you, a blush creeping up to your cheeks.
"Of course"
And that's when you kiss him, after all those long eight months, you're back to your Tom. The kiss said 'I missed you' in so many ways, it was full of passion, and need. You both craved each other's touch. You pulled back heaving, foreheads against each other, and Tom says
"I love you so much. Can't even think of leaving you anymore"
"I love you too, Tom. More than you'll ever know" You reciprocate and smile at each other.
"By the way, you fought great out there. Where did you learn that trick with the legs?" he asks a genuine question.
"Come to the bedroom and I'll show you where I learned that" You wink at him.
"You little minx-"
Thankyou all for reading! xoxo
And also, I'm new to Tumblr so it would be really helpful if you could enlighten me with the knowledge of forming a taglist and letting y'all ask requests and maybe talk to my through anons. It would be really helpful!
Hnnnnng, this hurts my heart, these are really just the mutuals I talk to or rembeered off the top of my head...I'm sorry if you're not on here it doesnt mean that I dont love you very very much.
@spydeysense I mean....Avi I love you so much and you are simultaneously a horny sunbeam and what kid me thought clouds were like, also you're an amazing writer!
@parkersvogue because, well because Rosie is great and sweet and just *chefs kiss* we love
@evermoreholland because Abby is great and I love talking to her so much!
@hollandsour Is is amazing so kind and talented and fun and I love!
That's the end of the mutuals I actively talk to but if I had to chose one that I just love seeing on my dash it would be either
@duskholland because H just seems like such a fun and entertaining person and I love their writing.
Or
@blissfulparker i have literally never spoken to Kat but they seem so cool and fun and also because Kat's blurbs are amazing.
hello hello helloooooo just dropping by to say ily very very much :((( 💗💗 thank you for being such a ray of sunshine always. i hope you’re having a lovely day!!!!
HIII wow i hope you know how happy this ask made me🥺 i am so sorry for absolutely spamming your notifications with my reblogs and screaming in the tags..
borderline and blue jeans have to be my all time faves from you (but it was really hard trying to pick just a couple ! sarah your entire mlist is solid gold and i reread your blurbs Frequently)!!! like, borderline is just….. SO intense, but in the best ways possible (i think i have read it about ten times), and blue jeans ?!!!! BLUE JEANS ?!!!!! ……. the angst </3 ….. ahhhh. so so good. your stories are all amazing :’)
h !!!! hi lovely omg how are you :'))
and ahhh borderlines is So 😳😳 i must've been... what do the kids on tiktok say... in heat when i wrote that bc it is just filth <3 and blue jeans 🥺 i had such a fun time writing and i'm very grateful you beta read it while i was doing, i used to look forward to your (and my lovely friend sol who may or may not see this, ily <3) comments whenever i added new scenes :")) i'm so happy you enjoyed these fics + you are so sweet wtf an honour from Thee writer on tumblr <3
ELLIE !!!! I have pink hair! it was part of my quarantine disaster breakdown but it looks cool as fuck so I kept it. salons were shut when I did it so I watched a ton of brad mondo videos and then talked my mum through bleaching + dyeing my whole head. it actually turned out really well ?? obviously if you can get it done professionally then do, but don’t be scared to try it yourself 👀 either way, DO IT !!!!!!!!!!! the power that comes with having fun hair is unmatched, plus you can always redye it if you don’t like it. yolo, and all that. pls lmk if you ever need any tips or anything !!!!
Ahhh omg thank you Han!! This just hyped me up even more than I already was to go thru with it and actually dye it🥺 YES I’ve never wanted to do something more to my hair than this. I’m completely obsessed with following thru and what it could look like?? skdjsksjj thank you, I will definitely be messaging you!!
Also I absolutely love that you and your mum were able do it from home and I bet it looks amazing on you💛💛
