“Your hearts beating so fast.”
¨ ♦჻ LATE NIGHTS // ACCEPTING.
HIS HEART WAS BEATING LIKE NEVER BEFORE; it pounds with a FORCE that rivals that of a earthquake. His head lays tucked in the crook of her neck. He still was adapting to this level of CLOSENESS, it was so FOREIGN compared to anything he’d ever experience …To spill everything that you are didn’t come NATURALLY to him as it did to some, for him it would take time & understanding.
This EMOTION… it was ALMOST TORMENTING…The unbearable yearning of always wanting to be by her side & how when he wasn’t he could swear it was HARDER to breathe– & yet the feeling could be utterly INTOXICATING, ( as long as she was with him. ) Arms coil around the others slim form as it begins to feel as if BUTTERFLIES tickled the pit of his gut , it was NICE ( ? ) but all at once … INTENSE. He WONDERS how people SURVIVE the BARRAGE of emotions that comes along with this CRAZY thing called L O V E.
Now he can hear the sound of her heart, it was oddly soothing. Did she know how much she MEANT to him ? … He didn’t voice it all too often … He was more of man of ACTION & not words after all… & HOPEFULLY his actions were plenty to PREVAIL his lack of words. Though there is a FEAR that looms within his soul ,the fear that she would one day see him as he sees himself ; the BORING , ordinary , plain , WITH NOTHING TO OFFER guy… There was nothing special about him but her ? OH GOD HER !!! She was EVERYTHING… which only erupts the question ; why ? WHY HIM ? Digits DELICATELY & somewhat desperately grasp onto the cloth of her clothing , he just couldn’t seem to be close enough to her. He wishes he could HALT such thoughts , but the source of them were far too PRECIOUS... & it was that moment it all made a little more sense to him on how people make it through these FEELINGS cause the moments like this; with nothing but the two of them nuzzled together , made it ALL WORTH IT...
❝ Nejire…y-you mean a lot to me… you know that… right ? ❞