#eiight

[beatricemariejuan]

Australia

His dad is working in Australia. Then I hear his mom talking about going to Australia. I'm thinking, he would go to Australia after his graduation in college.

I don't know what to do whenever I would think about him in Australia, or just a relationship that is long distance. I would probably die of paranoia everyday. Plus I cannot imagine a day without his hugs and kisses. Plus his scent. ( i super duper love his scent. )

Every time he would accompany out his house, I would tell him, "Iiwan mo na ko! Pupunta ka na Australia!" But then he would hug me and tell me he wouldn't, actually he told me he couldn't leave me. Or imagine a day without seeing or touching me. He told me if he could just put me inside his bag. HAHAHA. He told me, he would only go there if I finished college already and he would take me there.

He told me when his family leaves for Australia, he would live in there house and would take me with him and wait til I finish college. It was just so sweet whenever we would talk about it. I feel so secured. I love him.

[beatricemariejuan]

Friday Make Up

I decided to visit him. Because I'm just still so anxious every time we break up. I went over to his place past 12 noon. Saw his mom and siblings and had small talk.

We were then left alone in the living room. Cuddled and kissed while watching Big Bang Theory. We both bursted from laughter. Took a few pictures and then played NBA 2K13, of course I lost. He's such a bitch. :)) He kept flexing his arms because he had been spending a lot of time in the gym. Damn love his arms. <3 :))

He drove me back home. I was taking videos because I wanted to do something after I have already gotten enough videos. :>

So I just like spending time with him, missed him so much. It was the best way to show each other how much we love each other.

[beatricemariejuan]

I don't wanna lose you. :(

Aaron Padilla, 31/3/2013

[beatricemariejuan]

My Happiness

Yesterday was my Departmental Exam for Literature. Finished that exam in 30 minutes. We all went to UMall because I needed to get my bracelets that I adjusted. On the way, I saw him and he looked at me with open arms. Looked weird. Cute tho. Haha. Then he told a cheezy line and my friends were all "kilig."

Then while we were eating, the grades for our major terminal paper were out. We were all so shocked with our grades. It was all so low. We were going crazy because a lot of our final grade will be in that project. I was so depressed and felt so low. I was tearing up each time I would think about my probation and how I was so tired of running after that quota grade.

By 12:30nn we went to get pizza. He also was there and my friends kept saying, "Pasayahin mo siya. Lungkot niya ngayon." And he was like, "Okay lang andito na ko eh." They screamed and I hit him. I didn't expect him to be like that. It really made me blush. After lunch, we waited for his family to come over because we were going to the mall.

Then in the mall, we just strolled and ate cake and frappes bought by his mom. It was good. And we were full. Then going home, he insisted on driving and of course I had to sit shotgun. Each time I'd look at him while driving gives me butterflies. :"> He's so cute and mature. :))))

At his place, we just hugged and chatted then had to go home. It was a great day. And he did a great job cheering me up.

[beatricemariejuan]

You make me happy in so many ways. I may be so harsh in being so blind as not to appreciate them, I'm always thankful you're still there with an unending patience and understanding. I may suck the energy in you being with me all day, you still pull a smile to make me feel loved. Being together wasn't a walk in the park. But having you is all I ever wanted. I never wanted anyone so much more. I'm thankful that you have loved me for a year and 6 months now (Including the courting) despite of my numerous flaws especially my attitude. I love you. Even though how hard I push you away, at the end of the day, I love you.

[beatricemariejuan]

So Romantic

We had a date. It felt like a real date. No uniforms, and just us.

We met by 10am and headed to the place we had our first date. We played some apps in my iPad and took some pictures. Played around and just laid there talking and teasing each other.

By 12n we went to Toribox for lunch which he payed for but I didn't finish mine. He hates it when I don't finish food he payed for. HAHAHAHA. We were just so casual.

I insisted on looking for this bakeshop which was the home of my favorite brownies. We were so tired because it was a long walk and the weather was just so hot. He got a little hot headed himself. I bought the brownies for his mom. Hahaha.

When we got home his mom and brothers were getting ready to go to the mall. We were left alone in his place. We watched movies and cuddled all day. :"> When we finished the movie, he pulled me to stand up and then we danced.

Our song was playing and I was standing on his feet while he swayed me back and forth. It was the sweetest thing. We danced slowly, no talking and just enjoyed the moment.

After the dance, we took some crazy pictures. It was a fun-and-romantic-filled day. I knew he was getting tired so I went home.

he's sleeping now. HAHA.

[beatricemariejuan]

Saturday sweetness

I had an 8am-12n class which really sucks because I was so tired for the week and just wanna catch some zzz's.

I told him I was craving for pizza so I invited him and he agreed. I was pissed because he kept me waiting so long then he kinda yelled at me at public. When we were in YC, I gave him some money and told him to order. He saw how pissed I got, so he gave me a kiss and apologized. Such a cutie. :">

While we were waiting for our pizza to get here, he faced me and were just touchy. Not in a sexual way, but he just kept touching my face and kept hugging me. Then while eating I would send him texts of reasons not to go to his last class. :)))))

It was pretty funny. After eating he kissed me again and was smiling because of the reasons I gave him not to go to class. He was actually considering it. (i think). But he did still go to class and I went home.

I miss him being to sweet that way. And goodness his smile is just contagious. 

[beatricemariejuan]

16 months

We've been together for 16 months now. My longest relationship ever. HAHAHAHA. Both of us never thought we'd last this long.

Now, he just came in from Mandaluyong from a 2 night stay for their project. He insisted on waiting for me. I was a little worried because he hasn't gotten proper sleep for 2 days. I was in a rush to go down.

When we finally met, he gave me a really tight hug. It was sweet because it really showed that he really missed me. 2  days before, we talked about not having to text because we were a little angry at each other. But that day really made up for those arguments. He insisted on a kiss, I did but in a quick way. HAHA. Still such a sweet moment. We went to Rob because he told me he wanted to buy sunglasses. We roam around for a while, but he was really really tired, so I told him we eat before going home.

In the bus, he really really missed me, it really shown on how he hugged me and kissed me. I told him we switch seats because I knew he wanted to sleep throughout the ride. We stayed asleep until we got to Zapote. Then we kissed goodbye.

It was really sweet day. Good way to end such a physical and emotional tiring week.