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[joelslegalwhre]

excuse me while I go and scream JAVI-PEDRO BABY I LOVE U JFC

[eddiespaghettio]

—  Atticus 

[joelslegalwhre]

okay my camera had absolutely no desire to focus, but my real problem with this is that I thought it was actually kinda cute until I saw my neck😭 I look like I've been bitten by a vampire (bc I forgot to take off the pimple cream)💀

[joelslegalwhre]

I will never recover from that Lucien make out scene

[joelslegalwhre]

I did my little sisters nails for 7h today (without the breaks we took🥲) but I only did french nails with dip powder before so this was new for me and we had to do all the tips etc first lmao And I was joking (or was I?👀)that she should pay me for her nails so she left me 20cts💀

[joelslegalwhre]

hey hi hello, how are you all my beautiful besties?<3 I've been very MIA for the last weeks and I've missed tumblr but i didn't have the time and energy if I'm honest tw talk about health issues / illness

my mom got diagnosed with a brain tumour and that hit me like a fucking train. I'm a mama's girl and I love her more than anything okay, so to see her going through this, not being sure of anything and not feeling well (and not knowing what's going to happen next) is the absolute fucking worst and I'm scared shitless. I've been scared of someone in my family getting cancer my entire life and it just feels so surreal to live through this now. We don't know anything specific rn and I'm praying everyday that she'll get better again. Seeing all the birthday messages, the mentions and other notifications of you all means the absolute world to me! They've made me smile and happy and I want to say the biggest possible thank you for that! <3 I won't be as active as I normally am - I wanna help my mom as much as possible and thank god I can bc uni hasn't started for me yet and I can be home most of the time - but I miss my wonderful moots, the amazing fics and everything else on here and I can't retreat into my shell forever lol so let's hope for the best &lt;3 (Dad!Dieter is waiting in my drafts and I'm trying to distract myself with him and maybe write something again soon)

[joelslegalwhre]

Little update no one asked for lol I've been doing the house work for my family and I have to "get used to it" (and not forget everything every two seconds lmao) so I'm dead tired at 9pm😭😂 And I'm more than excited to go through all my notifications I missed the past weeks👀💗 (I got so many questions about the pedro phone case last time that I haven't answered yet; is from craftersassembled she's a queen so def check out her shop!) My sister got me this massive talent-ish Pedro pillow (under the cut) and I can't not show you so...😂 I also got new nail set and I'm in love so you'll have to see it too lol

My frontispieces understood the assignment today

[joelslegalwhre]

I'm trying to stay on top of everything irl and on tumblr but there are both my feb and mar fic recs still in my drafts, I haven't done any tag game I was tagged in and I have a joel idea (and 27 new dad!dieter ideas) sitting in my notes... not to mention that I wanted to change the tag system for my blog bc I can't find anything anymore :') It's going great 💀 but at least i've got the hang of driving a manual again now after almost forgetting how to do it bc i only drove an automatic for so long LOL