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Life.
Everything in my life is too good to be true. It’s so sad. I’m so sad that it’s like that. Maybe I should just move back home. I just want it to be you and I at the end of the day. I want better for us. I’m sorry you have to live like this. Maybe I should of just ended shit months ago cause I don’t know why I’m here.
Ugh.
My birthday is coming up.. nothing special. Today is a new day but I still feel the same as I did yesterday..and the day before that. I hope we speak again, I miss talking to you, my forever best friend. I sit here typing with a tear running down my face remembering how it feels knowing that we're not on good terms right now. Do you miss me? My forever best friend. I haven't wrote into my journal cause I know this will happen.. why am I crying? Why can't I just be peaceful? Is it too good to be true., Happiness?. Last month I was telling myself that I felt happy.. I really did feel it. I started to over think my happiness and sike myself out. Was i really not happy this whole time? Was I just making myself believe I was "happy"? I thought me not having melt downs was me feeling happy.. i guess not, it's whatever though. Good night.
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The way I would explain my life is like a joke that everyone is laughing about but I'm too late to join in. Maybe i think too much.. well to myself., I'm just a lonely person. I'm just never happy for long. I know if you don't love yourself no one else will. But I just haven't gotten their yet. I strive to be free. That one day I will wake up feeling like i matter.
Update.
Still alive.. It'll be 2 months tmrw since Ive changed my diet and I'm looking like a badder version of myself. Lol. Anyways I'm still depressed and I hate people.. sometimes I wish I could pick em up and flick them to the ocean. Yeah, that's how I feel
I need a haircut.
Ima just leave this here..
