#emma neil

[flowersofstarlight]

heyyy, so i decided to draw mila and emma today :)

So cute! Love it! Thank you so much. ^^ 💖💜💛

You did a good job drawing Emma and your OC Mila. You’ve improved art style so far. ^^

[foreverthesickestbitch]

My unnecessarily awful day.

I just had an awesome day. 

I fucking hate everyone in my school. Today is one good example of why:

Everything was fine until lunch.

The cafeteria is on the opposite side of the school from my academic writing class that i have right before lunch. Everyday I have to haul ass when the bell rings and bust ass to get to the cafeteria. This is because the upperclassmen have a raised up part of the cafeteria that is meant for us. However, this year it is over run with fucking 8th and 9th graders who don't know their place. There are a limited number of chairs up there so I have to get there asap to claim a table and just four chairs. Most tables need 10+ so i give others the chairs from our table that we don't use. So today I do the usual, haul ass down there, claim my table & chairs, then wait for my 3 friends to get there so they can guard the table and chairs while I go upstairs to my locker to switch out notebooks and get my lunch. When I came back down to the cafe, no one was at my table (not okay) and there was 1 chair missing. My chair. I ask another girl who stole my chair and she points to this obnoxious, idiot of a kid named Alex. 

I go straight over to this kid, whom I hardly know, and demand that he give me my chair. It went like this:

Me: Hey! You stole my fucking chair, give it back.

Alex: What

Me: (through gritted teeth) Give me my motherfucking chair

(At this point half of the upperclassmen section is staring at me)

Alex: Are you serious? 

Me: Uh, YEAH. Move your ass and give me back my chair.

& now this is where the unnecessary shit comes in. Alex raises his voice so everyone in the section can hear

"YES MA'AM. OKAY MA'AM. HERE'S YOUR CHAIR MA'AM."

Why he decided it was okay to mock me for standing up for myself - to get my chair when it is COMMON KNOWLEDGE in NV that if you steal a chair, and the person comes back, you give it back- i don't know.

This girl, Ashely, who I can't stand because she hates me and starts shit yells 

"OOOOOH EMMA'S GOING OFFFFF!"

Everyone stares at me as I get me chair back and drag it back to my table and sit. I'm alone still (3 friends no where in sight) which is basically like fresh prey for the awful people of my school. I'm in the lunch where all the kids who go to a trade school half the day eat & leave halfway through the period. They call for the kids to go get to their buses, and this kid, Mark, stands up and shoves his chair into my side "Here's a chair for you Emma" he says to me in the most shiteating grin type of way. Everyone at the 'popular' table stares at me again, smirking at my suffering. I'm alone for another 5 minutes before the other girls come back. 

2 periods later I have a class with an old bully of mine, who moved away but just returned last week. I dare to express an opinion to my teacher and she responded with "Oh shut up you'll live". Just because I'm getting annoyed that most of the class is prepared for a quiz that was supposed to be held tuesday, but because of people like Raven, (the lovely bully who is much more suited to a name like Vulture, Falcon, Crow, or any other creepy bird), haven't done the work like they were supposed to so the rest of the class suffers and are starting to forget the content. 

I simply whipped my head away from her and rolled my eyes but a guy, Larry, found it necessary to go "ooooooh SHOWDOWN! It's gunna be a fight!"

If the level of maturity in my school was measured in water, it wouldn't be enough to drown myself to get the fuck out of there.

The following period I got a test back that I busted my ass off for but only got a 91 because of retarded fucking simple math mistakes because the teacher wouldn't let us check our work with calculators and I was more focused on the motherfucking trigonometry than fucking 33-8 and 13x4.

I wanted a 100 and i'm really fucking pissed that I didn't get one because I have trouble with basic fucking math even though I worked my ass off for this class and studying and checked my work like 4 times.

SO school was just wonderful today.

Then I found out my mom was coming over after work. I really didn't want to see her. 

It was the first time my parents have seen eachother since the split and of course I had to witness the whole thing. It was awful and depressing and made me want to die. 

Icing on the fucking cake of my amazing school day

Hi I'm Emma, and welcome to my world.