Entry #513
The bastard saw me in the Royal Exchange and had the audacity to approach, even ask how I was. Said it’s been awhile and we should catch up, grab a bite to eat. I politely declined but that didn’t stop him from following me home and we both know how that ends.
We when met our age was young,
There was nothing that we couldn’t do.
Then we fell in love or so we thought,
That’s how this tale became of me and you.
Back then you were my everything,
Honestly I was just too blind to see.
Despite the rumors and obvious signs,
You never quite felt the same about me.
We’d go out to the parties,
Come home past our curfews.
That’s only after we’d take our time,
In destroying what was left of our innocent virtues.
Time went by and things began to change,
You never quite looked at me the same.
I was just another pretty face in your sea of lust,
A wild woman that you wanted to claim.
And claim you did without a doubt,
My mind, my soul, every inch of me was yours.
But those countless nights of us as one,
Gave us something that we hadn’t bargained for.
A little precious baby,
The news hit us both rather deep.
You wanted to be rid of it,
But it was I that decided to keep.
Six months in and you disappeared,
Found it better to be with those whores.
I paid it no mind really because in the end,
This child would be mine and not yours.
Eventually you came to your senses,
A little bit late too if I might add.
All would have been perfect too,
If that morning hadn’t gone so bad.
So now my child rests in eternal sleep,
In a cemetery that’s somewhat close by.
Often you can find me there,
Simply asking why?