☆Jungwon☆▪︎ Mafia Leader is My Savior?
Synopsis: Am i really that disposable? that pathetic... yeahh... maybe... Im lost and broken beyond repair...
Pairing: Jungwon×fem!Reader
⚠️Warning ⚠️ list of disclaimers below:
Domestic abuse
trauma
Bullying
angst
some fluff
descriptive
S/A (sexual assult)
Note: This is a book series i wrote on wattpad that i'm transferring over. hope you guys enjoy🫶
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Word Count: 2023ct
y/n pov
"Ouch, my body hurts..." I quietly wimper out in the middle of my cold room.
"Why was i even brought into this earth?" I quiently conteplate to myself as i let a tear escape my eyes.
Im in the middle of my room, laying on an old, thin matress with a dirty old blanquet that barely keeps me warm. My body aches from all the beatings from my parents... yes, i live in an abussive household. My parents hate each other and refuse to get a divorce. They feed off of eachothers missery, and its the point that they beat me and blame me for their fights. I should mention that i have a stepfather who is always abussive towards me and has sexual tendencies towards me. My mother heing completely blind , by love and manipulation, and believes that im the one at fault. I just turned 18, and she beats me up when im even near that man that she tells me to call Father.
It's currently 6 pm. I came home from school earlier.
《3 hours earlier》
I was on my way back home from school, its my last year of high school, and then i get to leave that hell whole they call school. Even at school, i can't escape getting beat up or attempted to at least.
I enjoy my peaceful walk back home.
When i get near the street where i live, i freeze, and I see that my stepfather is already home. My hands start to shake, and my skin starts to crawl in disgust. I literally feel that apple i ate a little while ago coming back up. I swallow heavily before continuing to walk into my house.
I open the door as quiet as possible, I see that he's sleeping sprawled out on the couch. But of course, with my luck and unknown gust of wind made the door slammed shut. Making my mothers husband wake up in a panic. He sees me and gives me a revulting smirk. I quickly try running to my room. But he catches my arm before i can get to the stair case.
"Where do you think you're going?" He says in a taunting voice.
"Why dont you stay here and keep me company," He says, getting close to me, almost hugging me from behind. I leap forward in impulse.
"Be a good girl and listen to me," He says, his face turning into a frown at my rejection.
"n-no," I whisper out.
"what did you say to me, you bitch!" He yells at me slaping me on the face making my body bounce back due to the impact.
"I said no" I say stirnly looking back at him and holding my cheek.
"come here!" He yells at me as he tries to get a hold of me again i quickly crouch down to dodge him and move to the side. He looks at me confused.
Most of the times i get beat up good its when both of my parents are here they gang up on me, and beat me while the other holds me. A literal punching bag for them...
we then hear the door open and close we turn to see my mom standing on the door way looking at us.
"What... DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING WITH MY HUSBAND YOU BITCH!" she yells at me.
My step father turns to me and gives me a sly smirk.
"Honey, she tried to get near me, so i pushed her," He says as calm and somewhat of a passive-aggressive tone.
"oh" She says. I know that oh..
I quickly book it to my room.
But they were too fast they graved my arm and pull me towards the ground, both of them started kicking me and punching me.
They stopped once they saw blood coming out if the injuries.
"thats enough for today" My mom says.
"now go to your room and stay there, you dont get dinner today, and dont get too friendly with my husband, just becauae you can't get a boyfriend" she says, i shrug it off since its not the first time she has said that to me.
I slowly get up trying not to make any noise. Amd head to my room.
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So thats how it went 3 hours ago, Im just in bed, locked in my room, contemplating my life now.
I decide to just go to sleep, for the rest of the evening.
*ring, ring*
"hmm" I grunt out, feeling the beating more from yesterday. Good thing i dont think anything is broken. But it hurt so bad.
"oh- look at that, it's 5 a.m., time to get up for school," I whisper to myself as i look at the time on my phone. "Im glad i get to come home later today," continue to whisper to myself, as i think about what im going to do later. I work in a cafe 10 minutes from the school. It's very cute, the coffee and sweets are delicious.
I get out of my bed and head to the bathroom in my room, i quickly take a shower and put on my uniform, i put make-up on the areas where the bruises can be visible. Once i was satisfied, i fixed my shoulder-length hair, leaving it down. My bangs usually slightly covered my eyes, and I put my glasses on before heading downstairs to get something to eat before i leave.
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Jungwon pov
*DING!*
I hear a high pitch alarm and sit up in shock.
"its time to wake up for uni sir," I hear one of my men say. startling me.
"right," I say trying to seem unaffected by it.
I get out of my bed and make my way to my big luxurious bathroom.
I am the head of a big mafia gang.
How am i the head of a mafia group at the age of 19? Well, you see... My parents died- well... more like they were killed. Ambushed... in a trip they took together, they were happy on vacation, but were to distracted, but who could blame them they were trying to escape reality. But that ended up leaving me with this huge responsibility. I have 6 other friends that I trust dearly and apointed them leaders to different districts. Meaning all 6 are my partners in crime. We have no mercy for anyone who tries to hurt anyone in my gang or anyone at all that i deeply care for. And i have yet to find those who killed my parents. They will die a slow and painful death.
I finish up getting ready and showering, I get out of my bathroom in only a towel covering my lower half of my body. As i step out, i hear my door creak.
"whos there?" I asked a bit paranoid.
One of my maids walks in seductively.
what does she think shes doing!?
"can you get out of my room!" I yell at her to leave me.
"But sir i want to fullfil any desire you might have, isnt that one of the reasons why you hired me," She says with lustfilled eyes, that make me want to vomit. I dont care for those type of desires if its not with the one i love.
but... i have yet to find that special someone... Even if i have many following me around... all they want is money and power.
I quickly grab my robe thats on my bed and wrap it around my body to avert her eyes from looking at me like that. its revulting-
"I SAID LEAVE!" I yell at her in frustration.
"but-" she peeps
"youre fired" I say with the coldest gaze i could give.
"b-but"
"Leave before i kill you for disobeying me" I say stirnly looking into her eyes, as they slowly turn into a fear look.
serves her right, old hag.
she turns around, "also how dare you try to get your way with a teenager, when youre atleast 40," she lowers her head before leaving my room.
"ugh now im going to be late because of her" I grunt in annoyance.
I quickly go to my walk-in wardrobe (that, by the way, it's basically the size of his room) and get some clothes to wear.
Before rushing downstairs to get some breakfast on the go.
Even mafia leaders have to go to school~
We do everything else on a schedule.
Y/n's pov
After walking through my usual route for school, i finally made it. I push past the front door, looking down at my feet, but still making sure I am focusing on my periferal vision.
I walk to my locker and place my things in, and take what i need for my classes out. Suddenly, my locker door slammed shut, i looked to see, but i knew who it was... Eunchae, she is the very popular, pretty girl that everyone worships. Every guy wants to date her, and every girl wants to be her. But the thing about Eunchae is that she is a big bully. No one says anything to her because of her pretty privilege. Also, im nobody, so no one step to help me. They turn a blind eye.
"Oops, my hand slipped," She says sarcastically with a smirk.
I nod and walk away from her. "Hey, im not done talking to you, freak!" She yells out, trying to grab my wrist, but i pull it before she can she stubles around, losing her balance in the process of me pulling away. We hear people gasp, I ignore it, and keep walking.
I dont have time for this...
I speed walk away from them and get to my classroom. I may not have a good life at home, but I am not too far behind on school, Im actually in the top 5.
Im trying to aim for the top 3 at least by the end of the year so i can get into a good university, i really want to study to be in the medical field.
I sit in my assigned seat, in the back next to Niki, He waves at me as i make my way towards him, I wave back.
"I saw your little argument with Eunchae," Niki says apologetically.
"ohh, how emberrasing," I whisper to myself.
"Sorry, i didn't step in, I knew you would handle it well," He says, laying his hand lightly on my shoulder. I hiss in pain at the pressure that came to my bruise on my shoulder.
"a-are you okay? sorry, did i hurt you?" Niki says in a panic.
"n-no dont feel bad, i hit myself yesterday, i dropped a book from the top shelf in the library and it hit my shoulder" I says letting out a nervouse chuckle hoping he'll buy it.
Niki is one of the popular guys here, but he's very nice to me, mostly because we have known each other since middle school, and im not after him like other girls. We get along well, and i see him like an older brother.
Another thing is ... he doesn't know about my family situation. I rather not burden him with that... But... now that i think about it, I dont know much about Niki's personal life either. When we have group projects, we will go to a cafe or the library.
"mwoh! why didn't you text me? You know i can help you!" He says with a pout. I pinch his cheeks at his cuteness.
"Im sorry, i thought i could reach it," I say, shrugging in embarrassment.
"y/n" he pats my head lightly, "you're short, you should've expected not being able to reach it," Niki says, calling me out on my height.
"It's not my fault im short! why are you so tall? long ass thing!" I say in annoyance. Just then, the teacher walks in we make faces at each other before looking to the front of the classroom.
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