*Authors Note*:So if you're actually reading this let me be the 1st to say AHHH and I thank you! I'm open and confident enough in my writing that I love comments so pls pls don't hesitate to reblog and comment your thoughts. Just keep in my mind in the immortal words of Queen Badu "I'm an artist and I'm sensitive about my shit." This story(like all the others unless I make a note stating otherwise:) is 110% FICTION. MADE UP. IT NEVER HAPPENED!!!It all comes from my big ol' brain and the love of writing short stories. This is one of many inspired by my love for Micah Masego Davis *swoons* Enjoy and stay tuned for more. And now without further ado...
They say Gemini's have two sides to them. A Dr.Jekyl/Mr.Hyde textbook definition type of vibe if you will. Well that was the perfect way to describe HIM. Every ounce of his being either oozed lustful sex or toxic turmoil. He was the perfect combination of desire and destruction. One look from him across a room biting down on those lips that drive me crazy and before you know it my own panties are being stuffed in my mouth to consume the moans of ecstasy feeling my eyes damn near get stuck in the back of my head as a party commenced in the adjoining room. How I even got to this point still makes me shake my own head to this very day. A simple bump of a stranger in a bookstore turns into a whirlwind relationship in the blink of an eye. I'm not the type to say I fall fast. Hell because of my past in particular I actually run from love full sprint. Damn it. But dare I say he's the exact type that's prone to break your heart. Please for once let me be wrong...
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The morning sun isn't my friend today at all by far. That element clung to my ebony skin as the beams kissed each thigh harshly as I swung each leg from my bed. These cramps have me in such an "UGH" mood and overall I'm trying to can but I can't okay? The buzzing from my alarm clock on my nightstand grew louder in my opinion as I bitch slapped it back to silence. Sitting along the edge of my bed I scooted closer to my large floor mirror and adjusted my grey tank top. *Bzz bzz bzz* ((There goes my phone again)) grabbing it from the same nightstand I check it to see a text from my boss asking to stay later than my shift. I'm an assistant manager at Pendleton's bookstore and press; pays decent but it's truly just a gig to pay bills nothing to plan retirement on or brag about.
Getting up from my bed and quickly fixing the top comforter I yawned as I slowly made my way into my bathroom to turn on the shower. The early mornings here in New York are no longer as comforting as I once found them when I moved here 6 years ago. The constant sounds of the police sirens and the trains made my anxiety flare beyond belief. Dismissing the quick negative thought I turned on my bluetooth speaker and listened as my phone automatically paired. The local radio station has been talking about this sold out concert for weeks now and this morning was no different apparently.
"Ladies ladies you still have a chance to cop a pair of VIP Meet and Greet Masego tickets for the show this Friday down at the Grande Blue Bellevue Regal center. All you gotta do is be caller number 9 and there's no waiting in line for you baby for Masego this Friday. Call 718 555 JAMZ. That's 718 555 5269. And with that being said here's the latest from the homie Masego it's called 'Bliss Abroad' " turning up the radio slightly and stepping out of my tank top and panties I extended a hand to test my shower temp before stepping inside. Grabbing my orange loofah and body wash from my shower caddy I squeeze some of the cold goo onto my loofah and began to create a lather in my hands. As I began to wash my ebony frame and hum along to the words my mind drifted into a daydream
I don't think you know
We can go to and fro, we can go this and there
Kiss it there
You know we livin' the high life
Need you in my life, so let's go
We can take ship or boat
Get intimate and coast, we're supposed to
I want you livin' your best life
I'm lookin' in your eyes they tellin' me
"Mmmmm" I couldn't help but allow to escape as the hot water soothed my tummy and my cramps were a distant memory. With my eyes closed I rested my head on the shower wall aback of me as my hands began to blissfully carry me to places I've yet to explore in a bit of time. I parted my legs as the jazzy melody crooned from my speaker into my head. Grasping my own soapy neck for a second I began to make slow circles on the circumference of each breast. Felt foreign but good. I didn't even notice the song had ended and took the radio show into commercial as I kept my eyes pinned together tightly as I may my way to my rose budded slit. With one hand I kept one breast cuffed and with the other I dropped the loofah to the shower floor and made my fingers slowly dance atop of my pussy. "Sssss ahhh" it felt so good to masturbate to the sounds of Masego singing in my ear. I could damn near feel his chest press against my body as my fingers began to move faster and faster in a circle dancing in and out of myself. My chest heaving up and down as I get closer and closer to my climax. Each finger movement brought me closer and closer until----the power in my apartment went out.
"I KNOW you are fucking lying!" I screamed to no one in particular as I turn off the now Luke warmish water and the bluetooth speaker. Rolling blackouts weren't a stranger but they were getting too close for my comfort. Grabbing my fluffy white towel from the rack I wrap it around my body and step out into the cool air now in my bathroom. Wiping off the excess steam from the mirror I found myself just standing there. Feeling empty. Tired. Groggy. Over IT. Snapping back into reality I decided a simple light blue sweater/ dark bluejeans combo would be the look of the day. Grabbing my bag and keys from my kitchen counter I turn on my heels and head towards the door. This low feeling I've been fighting to shake off just has to end soon. ((Right?)) I thought to myself as I walked out of my home and closed the door behind me.
*Authors Note* This isn't finished and I'm more sleepy than I thought so I'll try and add tomorrow.