White.
It came like a blanket, covered everything she was until it was so blinding that even squeezing her eyes shut didn’t help. It came with a pain so excruciating, so foreign, she wasn’t even sure if she had made a sound. She had wanted to scream. Wanted to push anything out that could lessen this feeling, ease the buildup she felt happening in her veins.
White.
It came like a siren, loud. Blaring in her ears and muffling out whatever was going on around her in the temple. The ring in her ears so deafening that she wasn’t sure she’d ever be able to hear again. It seeped into muscles, bore itself into her bones until she was no longer sure where she ended and this feeling began.
Maybe this was what it was supposed to be like, being Divine. Being a part of the sacred temple. Maybe this was to be her life, and this was why families hid their children from the elders.
The blinding soon started to fade, the white giving way to colors once more. The darkness of the temple was a welcomed feeling, the cool of the stone floor easing the burn to her skin she didn’t know she had. Ileana could hear the voices now, soft murmurs, mumbles of people standing over her, staring at her. She blinked back tears, tried to clear her vision as she finally took in a breath she hadn’t known she’d been fighting to find.
Her body had froze, a defense mechanism to the pain, and when that first drop of air touched her lungs, it was like a whole new world of pain. This time the scream did rip from her throat. It cut through the quiet of the temple, split the silence and bounced off walls. A thunder in its own right.
The white was back, there, fading into the outskirts of her vision, threatening to take over again. She wanted it, at this point. Silently, she begged for the white to come and just swallow everything she was. To submerge her into a darkness until everything had passed. Unconscious, while a coward’s way out, was still a method of survival, and one she’d welcome.
Voices again, growing louder. Not in concern, but in curiosity. Questions came as hands came to touch her still burning skin. The young elemental jerked from them, her body revolting against the movement, but no scream came this time. A quiet, soft whimpering, but no scream.
“-her threshold. They all have limits.”
Slowly it was coming back, the overwhelming sensation of pain subsiding into a dull throb. White light giving way to dark and dim colors. Browns and blacks with the subtle touches of greed and gold.
The temple.
She wanted to go home.
“She’s still conscious.”
“Miraculously. It was too much for her, you cannot do it again.”
Eyes stared at her, burned her far greater than any strike of lightning could. There was pity there, and she couldn’t tell if she was grateful for the emotion, or enraged at it. As if she needed it from them. Needed them to feel anything from her. Ileana sucked in a breath, but it was back – the pain. Searing through her body faster than it had before.
White, again. A color forever embedded into lightning, into the idea of pain. They were one in the same. The buildup became too great for her body to contain, whatever his touch had brought clashed with her own element. Fed it. Encouraged it until she felt as if she was exploding. There was a flash, the color finally seeming to envelop the entire room and not just her. There was a CRACK, the distinct sound of thunder. And then… there was black. Darkness.
Nothing.











