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“One of the few true players in this city. Being a Holt, that’s mildly alarming.”
“Does she really think Moria is her friend?”
“If she holds another party, I hope I’ll be able to attend it.”
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“One of the few true players in this city. Being a Holt, that’s mildly alarming.”
“Does she really think Moria is her friend?”
“If she holds another party, I hope I’ll be able to attend it.”
You are consistent. You stick to your character even in the most difficult of positions and you are, from what I have seen, a loyal role-play partner. I may not play horde, but I watch. <3
I certainly try to be!
Cen has grown over the years as have I, but it’s important to me to present her in the best possible way that I can, no matter what.
It actually pleases me a great deal that it’s something that stands out and I thank you very much for your kind words!
I had an interesting string of RP partners in the past, and I know I wasn’t always innocent so it’s more important to me than ever to do my very best at being a good friend and rp partner.
Thank you again for this :)
[ @erynnholt ]
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Attractiveness:
repulsive || hideous || ugly || not attractive || unappealing || not unattractive || meh || no preference || ok || mildly attractive || nice looking || cute || adorable || attractive || pleasant on the eyes || good looking || hot || sexy || beautiful || gorgeous || hot damn || would tap that || perfect || godlike || holy fuck there are no words
Personality:
grating || irritating || frustrating || boring || confusing at best || awkward || unreasonable || psychotic || disturbing || interesting || engaging || affectionate || aggressive || ambitious || anxious || artistic || bad tempered || bossy || charismatic || appealing || unappealing || creative || courageous || dependable || unreliable || unpredictable || predictable || devious || dim || extroverted || introverted || egotistical || gregarious || fabulous || impulsive || intelligent || sympathetic || talkative || up beat || peaceful || calming || badass || flexible
How likely they would have sex with them:
not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending || fuck no! || never || no way || not likely || not sure || indifferent || I’m asexual || maybe || probably || it depends || fairly likely || likely || yeah sure || yes || would tap that || hell yes || fuck yes! || wishing that could happen right now || as many times as possible || we are already having sex
Level of Friendship:
never in a million years || worst of enemies || enemies || rivals || indifferent || neutral || acquaintance || friendly toward each other || casual friends || friends || good friends || best friends || fuck buddies || bosom buddies || practically the same person || would die for them || true friends || my only friend ||
First impression of them:
I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them
Current impression of them:
I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them
How good of a kisser:
worst kisser ever || terrible || bad || awkward || just okay || alright || pretty good || good || makes me moan || excellent || exciting || oh god they’re good || I dream about it || fucking amazing || absolute perfection || we haven’t kissed
Updates~
Alright. It’s been a super duper long time, but hey, everyones busy busy busy! So I thought I’d mention some upcoming things.
Date Auction - This Friday, the 12th! Message Moriay in game for more details or an invite. Night Market - This Saturday, the 13th (Spoopy!) Message Lissmac for more details and be sure to arrive a half hour early if you want to be a vendor! Stormwind Faire - Friday, the 19th. This is hosted by Lady Eryn from House Holt and just thought it would be fun to let everyone know about it! http://thestormwindfaire.tumblr.com/
Hope everyone is having a superb February!
Solitude
For some time now I have lived a life of solitude. Even after I met my sister and became a part of House Holt I still liked to linger in the shadows. While old faces stood about the Shady Lady conversing and reminiscing and new faces tried to find a way to fit in, I would sit back in the shadows and listen to as much of the conversations as I could.
It’s difficult being an outsider and that’s exactly how I felt among people who knew and followed my sister and other siblings. One might say that “I’m a Holt and should have no trouble fitting in.” However, this has been the case for me. Honestly for most Rogues this is the case for them. When you serve a life of living in shadows, whether it be for the intelligence or killing someone, it can and become a lonely field to be in.
For myself I have had to swear a life of secrecy. All the information I’ve gathered, the people I’ve killed, and the various other things required of me as an SI:7 agent, I’ve had to keep to myself. My family doesn’t know the things I’ve done, and even if I were to fall in love, even she won’t be able to know.
The problem with secrecy is at times you don’t have an alternative but to lie to the people closes to you, and the worst thing about lying is if you do it so much you can begin to believe your own lies. Perhaps this is the reason I stick to the shadows? Except for the various meetings, and conversing with Addy, I have chosen to stay hidden among the people of House Holt. One is not wanting to lie, and the other is I don’t know where I’d really fit in. My sole purpose for being with House Holt is to draw closer to my family. I’ve met a few, some have warmed up to me, others need time.
Eryn mentioned recently that I should just embrace the name and everything that I’m entitled to. She also expressed concern on just how long I’d stay and that she didn’t want me to hurt Addy. As to how long I’d stay. I’ll stay until they no longer desire to have me around. As to what I’m entitled to as a member of the Holt family, I’d like to earn it. I like to play the arrogant noble as often as I can and as much as Addy and I are alike, we are also different people. Perhaps if we were raised by the same people we’d be an unstoppable duo, but there’s a part of me that carries something not many have these days and that’s compassion for those around me.
Perhaps one day the people of House Holt will embrace me as they do Addy, but if not, I won’t die a man that is unsatisfied with his life. I know I won’t die feeling alone. However, I will die with secrets that I can never share with those I’m closes to.
For now I hope to find that moment when I can break that awkward silence that I and the members of House Holt share and hopefully they’ll warm up to me.