“my goodness Nia. it was just like yesterday you were Kaylani’s age and size, so small and chubby. now you’re so much bigger!” Nia giggles and says, “one day i’ll be as big as you, maybe more mama!” Luna’s face scrunches up, “hmmm, i don’t know about that. us filipinos don’t get that tall. i’m pretty short and your daddy’s height is pretty average, too.” Luna’s mouth opens into a big grin thinking how Milo would probably hate to hear that, considering how he likes to think he’s taller than most… which she finds hilarious because she has no idea what ‘most’ he’s talking about.
Nia turns her head up and her big brown eyes widen with curiosity, “Was grandmama Ophelia short too?” Luna’s eyes glisten quickly—shocked that Nia mentioned her because her mom hasn’t been around to see her or her family in a couple years. it’s mainly Milo’s parents that have been around to visit… Luna lets out a big sigh from remembering that thought but quickly hides her saddened expression and smiles at Nia. “yeah, she was.” Nia lets out a roaring laugh and exclaims, “short people for the win!” Luna joins in laughter and pulls Nia into her arms.
she attempts to cradle Nia as if she was two years old again and cuddles her up like today would be the last day she’d ever hold her again. “Nia, baby, you know mommy loves you right?” Nia’s head perks back out and she replies, “yes mama, i do! i love you more!”
Luna knew the day she first became pregnant with Nia that she’d never, ever be the type of mother she had growing up. she vowed to herself that she would do everything she can to be the exact opposite… to be all the things her own mother wasn’t. to be there for her... through everything.