You were warrioramongworms right? I hope I'm not bothering you, but I was wondering why did you delete your roleplay blog?
ok i actually have gotten a couple of these asks so let me explain. i did not delete my roleplay blogs because of any particular persons or reasons (although work has p much consumed my life so yea theres that), but if i had to give a reason, it would be that i was not satisfied with the style of roleplay i was finding on tumblr. something interesting about me is that in a game of dungeons and dragons, i would rather be a player than a dungeon master, i fucking hate dungeon mastering. fuck it. im fucking bad at it and it is just not satisfying for me. and in nearly every roleplay i have done on tumblr, since day one of my laguna blog, i have been forced by the other roleplayer into the role of dungeonmaster of our roleplay. you might be wondering what the fuck i mean by that. it means that i was forced to exert much more control over the roleplay than i was willing to do, because other roleplayers were either too timid about it or just didnt care enough to share the burden. there is a disease in the roleplay community where everyone is anxious and lacks confidence and refuses to write starters or initiate a plot twist or even fill in some fucking detail because they are scared, or just dont care, or maybe even dont have the skill to do so. i have nothing against that, and in my years of experience with roleplaying i have most certainly been too anxious to overstep some boundaries in an rp, but at this point in my roleplay career, i am quite frankly a little fed up with babying my fellow roleplayers and handling them like little toddlers i have to console every five seconds. if i am roleplaying you, its because i found you interesting and deemed you worthy of my time. i dont mind boosting your confidence a lil bit or waiting for you to figure out where you want to take things, but it got to the point where things really just seemed like a waste of time. i would much rather hand-pick the few that i enjoyed roleplaying with and keep up with them on skype than be expected to display leadership in every single roleplay. it honestly got to the point where i had to start downplaying my roleplay, and i started stagnating, so i just fucking quit. ive given a lot of excuses for it, but this is the reason why i really deleted.
as a side note, i give my skype out to roleplayers i like. a few from those blogs i deleted have it. count urselfs blessed. if i didnt give it to you, its probably because you need to grow a little bit more as a roleplayer before i feel comfortable rping w/ u
