Reading this paragraph reminds me of how the mechanics in the RB garage described Max as being defined in two parts, pre-2021 and after. Noting he seemed to finally become calmer, knowing he had lifted the literal lifelong weight from his shoulders, placed there by his fathers expectations. There is something so cruel about finally getting a sliver of recognition and acknowledgement from the person who made you believe you didn't deserve it in the first place.
I know Max isn't the only driver on the grid brought up with such a heavy burden. The desperate need to feel like your family's sacrifices weren't in vain. Youth lost to the inside of garages, witnessing family being torn down the middle, all while tensed with the pressure to perform week, after week, after week. Max is one of the few that actually see the dream realized, yet I wonder if he feels the ends justify the means? It's hard to say that they do as an outsider reading all it took to get to this point.
It must be very tough to have hard luck throughout your entire career, grappling in the midfield for points without ever getting a chance at fighting for a championship, after spending your life preparing for one. I don't know whats worse, fighting relentlessly year after year with no success until you're slowly fazed out, feeling like you let down everyone involved along the way and worst of all your family. Or you finally achieve the goal imposed on you for as long as you can remember, only to realize it wasn't worth it. Perhaps a longing for an idyllic childhood where parents didn't have to choose between their children remains. The nagging voice that they drove their family apart doesn't quieten despite the new title.
Or maybe it's the case that by the time the championship is won, that any room for doubts or hesitation has long been filled. The 'grey area' of thoughts is already abolished and the question isn't 'what if this happened' it's 'did this happen' and you simply cope and deal with the answer.
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