Bro— art block, writing block, everything block is attacking me at the same time 💀
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Bro— art block, writing block, everything block is attacking me at the same time 💀
Vent/Rant
I'm so tired of not having the motivation to draw. I've barely drawn anything over the past several months. The things I do draw I don't ever finish, especially my digital pieces. I get inspiration and a burst of motivation but then as soon as I get my sketchbook out and put my pencil to the paper it's just... gone. I'm so so tired of this shit. I want to draw Castiel, I want to draw Scaramouche, I want to draw my OC Jamie, I want to make a new ref sheet for my OC Piper but I just... can't. It's so frustrating!!! It makes me sad. The closest thing I've done to drawing is texturing some of my 3D model of Jamie and I didn't even finish that. Why can't I draw?? Why?? Don't even get me started on my motivation for animating, I used to make 2 animation memes a week and now I can't finish a 20 second looped headbop for Retry Now. I haven't uploaded to my YT channel in a year now. I just want animating to make me happy again.
first i cant write and now i cant draw?
someone just kill me right now, please
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if I had something to say
something to think
it would echo
if there were walls
for something to be hollow
there has to be a shell
something on the outside
if I could reach out
and touch something else
how would it feel?
a fresh texture
something new?
or would it feel faded
something I've felt before
but further away
nothing inside
nothing outside
nothing separating the two
nothing new
anything at all would echo
if there was something else
I hate feeling too much. I'm unable to put it into anything at all lately, and I might be on the verge of just saying fuck it to my interests and creative hobbies.
But fuck that, imma do it anyway. I don't think I could stop even if I wanted to. So I'll keep going with all of these feelings, these thoughts that are scratching the inside of my head to get free. Until I find a way.
God, I hope I find a way...
brain isn’t making sentences or doodles and i am. Incredibly frustrated