Jan 9, 2022
uh. whats up with ur tragic lovelife?
my ex boyfriend is my current best friend and i haven't gotten over him in two years since he broke up with me and like that's not bad enough-
he's two months away from becoming a doctor and i still have 2 years to go and it feels like ill never catch up-
and and then the icing on the cake is that he's leaving the country in the next year and i don't know yet how well i'll do on the exam,
and if i do, idk where ill end up going and if we'll stay in each other's lives, stay this close especially,
and god he (probably) doesn't love me like he did, and that fucking sucks, but ill learn to live with it, right?
but fucking Separation is so fucking hard and it hurts and i hate being an adult about all of it