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[atlasbonesadd1ct]

☆Intro☆

Beware triggering topics on this blog

☆I'm Atlas, I'm 18☆

I'm a recovering sh addict

I have an ed so there will be ed posts but block ed tag if your uncomfy w it●

"how could anything that hurt not feel so wrong?"

Platonic soulmate is ash btw

I was previously @atlasisneverenoughxx that blog is now technically my backup cause i thought it was banned

I am an abrosexual and abroromantic, and I'm polyamorous also single

Abrosexual means my sexuality is fluid so it changes (:

Afab, I will tell u if u are bothered to ask /silly🪿🪿🪿🪿🪿🪿

I'm genderfluid use they/them pronouns or ask for my pronouns☆

I have attachment issues also abandonment issues

S - passed 18 May, rest in peace

M - passed 4 april, rest in peace

Diagnosis:

Mild intellectual disability ☆

Hypo-plastic left heart syndrome☆

Suspected diagnoses:

Bipolar

Im somewhat of a hypochondriac as well

Quote from ashash!!

"Your coming back for more" - J, 19 March 2026

"The b in bpd stands for bitches, cause you get them" -miya

Also I'm quite impulsive so sorry if i offend you by smth i have said or done🐢

Tags:

#puddings pics - pics

#puddings freaky rizz😈 - freaky posts

#puddings ed⭐️ - my ed

#puddings sh - sh posts

#puddings insanity - vents

#puddings exercise rambles - exercise rambles

#puddings rambles - general posts

#puddings asks - asks

#puddings rbs - rbs that don't fit in category of other tags

#puddings epic tunes🎶 - music

#vievie!!😺 - Vie @xvieviie

#puddings witchcraft - rambles about witchcraft

#river🌊 - river!!

#Miya💫 - Miyaos

#Milo🥣 - Milo

#daggs🔪 - Daggs

#emie🎀 - Emie

#Vespy🧚‍♂️ -Vesper

#S☹️ - S rest in peace

#M☹️ - M rest in peace

#puddings birb jupiter - finch birb

#puddings broken soul - sh

#puddings high 4 life - drug and alc tag

#puddings yt escape - yt vids

#puddings build and burn - my builds

#Loser N - person we never speak of (some of these have dni ravi just cause i dont want ravi to remember it or get triggered by them)

#Evil C - other person we never speak of

#pudin español aprendizaje - puddings spanish learning

プディングの日本語学習 - pudding's japanese lessons

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I will watch I saw the TV glow later tonight and I will also tell certain person about my agere and also about n and C maybe

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I hate that he ruined everything for us, i can never feel safe again and its his fault, it is impossible to feel safe now why would you do this to us.

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N and C are consuming my thoughts daily this is horrible I don't like them I don't like my thoughts I want all my thoughts to stop

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I talk about N and C so much that i will give context abt who they are i guess this is important btw but i guess read or dont read whatever also tw sui, tw grooming

Okay so N was my parent figure and we met legit right after i was told i couldn't meet Vie/Ravi so yeah i lwk tried to kms but then he stopped me in a server but THEN when we got to dms he legit called me pathetic and uhh after that he was like "I'll adopt you" and i said yes cause he still seemed nice but ALSO i found out he dated a like 15 yr old or smth and he was like 20 but either way he was also a groomer i dont remember all of what else but he was my parent figure for AGES but also he was very toxic like he grounded me a lot but i had like severe abandonment issues then so i thought he was entirely leaving me but all the time he would say not to text him for a week like every time also he had like over three other children figures, there was M, J, me, ravi, and ond other person, but he actually had a favourite and that was M but anytime anyone else needed him he wasn't there there was also M's sibling figure C that was telling us that N was bad and eventually C had gotten to the point that they were threatening to end their life daily and they said they had histrionic personality disorder and other mental health problems that they didn't actually have, but once them attempting daily had stressed me out so bad we were arguing and then uhh smth happened with me and N that i don't remember i think C was telling me that N was bad so i blocked N and then C basically wanted to be my parent figure kind of while he wasn't there because at the time i was doing agere a lot but then i got into arguments with C after unblocking N and N told me C was bad and then i had argued with C more and they had said stuff abt my older sister and stuff saying that i was the reason she moved out and tried to od and stuff like that and then that pushed me over the edge and I blocked C and went to N abt it and it was fine and then eventually i blocked N but the whole thing messed me up and it took me awhile to get over it i think thats it i just had to get it out

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N and C both ruining my agere for me was lwk horrible i never regressed after what they did

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I hope she blocks the tags cause N and C are both hard topics for us

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For an adult he was kind of mean and also insanely bad at the whole stopping people from dying thing he should've been nicer and not had favourites and both of them shouldn't have argued over one person