#exhausted rants

[mighty-atom-of-the-stars]

a random thought of mine is that while i see myself dating someone, i don’t think i ever really want to get married unless we’re both absolutely sure know we’re absolutely meant for each other. and i think that yes it is sort of the cliche fear of commitment. i mean what if im not good enough to stay married to? and im scared because i doubt my family would even support me because while i am panromantic, i do see myself marrying a woman over a man.

[existentialcrying]

Life should be simpler. Life should be so much simpler than this. I'm tired of gender and how people will put their foot in the door and barge in and throw you underfoot. I'm tired and god, they must be too. Planning to be happy is insane.

[existentialcrying]

It's so weird that when you think back to like, elementary and early middleschool- and you remember just how fucking ingrained social oustratization and oppression are.

do you remember (or were you) the target of it?

how every same sex marriage opposer- every racist- every senator every congressman that has chosen to oppress instead of protect individuals of gender, sexual orientation, race and class

learned how to hate at a young age.

how to bully

and were taught that their behavior

will and will continue to be rewarded by society