I can never sit down or else she will jump up on my lap and fall asleep on me. She’s been getting the opportunity a lot since we decided to binge watch GOT again. The only problem is that I can’t stay still for long, so I end up having to move her, which she hates. She really is stinking rotten cute, though. By far the best cuddler in the house.
So I didn’t try for the 50 this morning, although I did go for a long run. I read your comments before I ran -- you guys are awesome! And exitrowiron’s response really resonated with me -- because it’s the same thing my mother has been telling me for years. But who listens to their mom, right?
So they are both right. I always overextend myself -- in everything. And it’s damn near impossible to dedicate myself to something for extended periods of time because something else always gets in the way. I’m always juggling so many things at a time and it really makes me crazy.
So when I go home (yeah, I came in to work) I am going to revise my vision board. A LOT. I’m going to strip away most of it and just focus on a few things at any given time. And I will dedicate myself to those things and I will not take on anything more.
I may not be superwoman, but I’m really happy that I learned something here.
P.S. The last time I did a long run was back on December 7th, for 16+ miles. Today I ran 20+ miles. I wanted it to be a long one because I didn’t want to think I opted out of trying for the 50 because I wasn’t willing to suffer. According to my garmin, I gave a 4.9 training effort today -- so I did push myself a bit. It was also super chilly -- 35 degrees. Now that may not be cold by your standards, people, but for Californians, that’s pretty frickin’ cold!!! And I had to wrestle my extra bottles and banana away from a skunk, too! He was huge but fortunately he kept himself together, haha.









