I can’t spend a day without thinking of you at all. Does it bad? It is. Especially when I tried to be normal using my best effort on acting normal, but apparently my normal wasn’t normal enough.
People around me keep telling me to get over it, to get over you. Literally everyone, even my dumbass brother. It’s really stupid, right? It’s not as easy as it sounds. They couldn’t understand. They told me everytime that you’re dead, and fuck, I know. I fucking know that you’re six feet under. Why else would I be like this? It’s so fucking obvious, and it really hurts that they keep saying it over and over.
No one understands. Really. Absolutely no one.
Oh, they also told me to find someone else. I was literally going to punch anyone who said that. Is it acceptable to look for someone else so you can cure the feeling of losing someone? It’s not okay. And it’s not easy. It’s really stupid. I really don’t get why people told me stupid things these days. I’m going crazy.
But the image of you in a barista uniform haunted me from days to days. I got confused, but I guess I was just desperate for your presence. But that voice, is it you or is it her? I’m gonna punch myself in the face. What even is this? I think I’m crazy already. I can’t understand everything, I can’t understand everyone, not even myself.
It has come to my attention that I have... done goofed. My URL for Hallyu Reactarios expired... or rather, I only paid for 2 years, didn’t pay for another two years and now I can’t buy it back. It’s some stupid advert link or whatever. I’m not bitter.
So I’ve had to go through every... single... link... on both my,
MASTERLIST
MOBILE MASTERLIST
I THINK I’ve changed them all, but if anyone fancies reading some reactions to check the links work and to... well... read... It would be very appreciated.
LOTS OF LOVE,
Admin Mimi
xox
