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Thunderstorms (passion during the storm) 07/01/2011 11:36 p.m.
Hearing the thunder, seeing the lighting comforts me. I feel your presents behind me. The feeling of hands touching the lower part of my back. Feeling you breathe on my neck. Exhale deeply & heartbeat increases. Hearing you whisper in my ear "are u ready baby?" chills run up & down my body being near you. Turn around facing you as your arms squeezes tight around my waist........
Midnight (Short Story) 07/01/2011
Candles lit along the stairs & surrounding the bed. Moonlight creeping through the curtains. Loving the breeze which pulls me closer to you to keep me warm. Taste of your lips to mine. He spoke these words "lay back & let me wine & dine you" the heat grows stronger knowing that you cant no longer wait. He spoke the words "Damn I'm glad you are laying upon my plate"......
Sun Rise 07/07/2011
Curtains slightly open as the sun slowly creeps in. Feeling the softness of your skin caressing mine. Feel your kisses on my neck as your hands run across my lower stomach & navel. Placing my hands over yours. Your arms grow tighter around my waist. "I love you." whispers in my ear. I feel your tongue run along my ear lobe & you began to nibble on it.......
Alone or Lonely 05/03/2013
A GRAY CLOUD HANGING OVER MY HEAD WEARING BLACK TO COVER MY SCARS AND EMOTIONS TRYING TO HIDE THE TEARS PEOPLE STEADY IGNORING YOU I FEEL ALONE. I FEEL AS IF I'M SHUT OUT OF THE WORLD NO REAL FRIENDS OR REAL FAMILY NO BALANCE FEELS LIKE SOMEONE IS STOMPING ON MY HEART MAKING ME SMALLER THAN HOW I ALREADY FEEL THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN! I'M IN BETWEEN WITHOUT ANY ESCAPE ALONE IS WHAT I FEEL THE MOST
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS * PART 2* 02/15/2013
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS... SO I WON'T LIE.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS SO I WILL BE BLESSED.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS TO TELL THAT I LIKE YOU THEN SLOWLY EVOVLE INTO LOVE YOU.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS TO EXPRESS MY LOVE TO YOU.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS TO TELL YOU THAT I TRUST YOU.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS TO EXPRESS THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARD THE PEOPLE WHO MADE FUN OF ME. THEY HURT ME SO BAD TO THE POINT WHERE I WAS BROKEN.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS SO SAY HOW EVERYDAY IN FRANCINE DAVIS'S WAS HELL! HOW SHE HAD EVERYONE AGAINST ME?
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS FOR FORGIVENESS.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS TO TRUST AGAIN. OPEN MY HEART AND MIND, WILLING TO TAKE A RISK WITH PEOPLE.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS WITHIN MY BODY, MIND, AND SOMETIMES MY HEART.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS BECAUSE OF EXHAUSTION.
TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS OF MY LORD AND SAVIOR SO DOUBT, FEAR AND FRUSTATION WON'T BE IN MY HEAD.
I'M TRYNNA FIND THE WORDS TO EXPRESS THE JOY AND PRAISES TO SING TO GOD, THE MAN WHO SET ME FREE FROM SIN, THE MAN WHO LOVED ME THROUGH IT ALL, THE ONE WHO COMFORTED ME ON MY LONELY THOUGHTS AND NIGHTS. TRYING NOT TO GIVE INTO SOCIETY THAT SEX, MONEY, DRINKING, AND DRUGS OVER RULES ME. TRYNNA FIND THESE WORDS.........
Essence of a Woman Taken 02/01/2013
When a man tells a woman what he is or what he does do you question him??? You let him into your heart and soul. You let him in your home... He takes you into his arms & when he takes your only beautiful flower that makes you a woman. You let false images and lies blind you from realty that it's not love. Now your broken not knowing who to trust who to open up to. All because he took what was rightfully yours. In which you did not give but was taken snatched away from your hands... All your pride and confidence washed away like a waterfall... Becoming vengeful and defensive like four walls surrounding you making sure that if there are any windows that they are locked and every door is shut so that no one will come in break down what you have built.... A man took her essence as a woman
Empty Feeling 04/29/2012
Feeling alone. Wanting to be accepted by so many. Wanting to be as thick as the women in the videos so you can catch a guy's eye. Willing to sacrifice anything to be loved and accepted by the man you love or care about deeply. Lonely feeling. Heart full of pain from the distance that you spend away from your lover. Wondering if they are with someone else. Trying to hold back the tears when the thought crosses your mind. Then sex is the first thing that cross your mind to feel the void you have in your heart. Thinking to myself does anyone understand my emptiness???
To My Black People 09/21/2013
Sitting here and started thinking. Of course, my mind wants to take me somewhere like always. I started thinking about how many blacks actually have stable jobs out in the hood? The way I see it looking from the outside in I see and hear so many young people wake up, after they graduate high school or if that get that lucky, just taking care of younger siblings or just out on the streets drinking, partying and not making progress. Part of me wants to say “its a decision” that they made. I also believe that the parents play a part in why most of young black people don’t get higher education. Yet we want to complain how we wish were farther in life and we tired of struggling everyday of our lives. Then the blacks that actually graduate college are looked down on by our own race because “we changed” we not waking up everyday taking care of children, struggling, going out and partying everyday and drinking and smoking ourselves to death, like many others we know. Which makes some of us want to fit in with where we came from ,but still have that business side of our selves. We often backslide and complain that things haven’t changed, only to fit in where we came from but lose ourselves in their lives. I only see this getting worse. Am I wrong? Yes, as blacks we are strong but I think that were stuck. We gotten use to being the victims all over again. There is still racism out there but that should not stop us from making a change. There will still be road blocks but start thinking about how to overcome them. The only way that we see a way out is by not going back to the worse ,so blacks that graduate don’t tend to go back to where we come from because we want better. In doing that action whether we know it or not we take away more and more hope from those who want to make it but were not around to show them how we did it or how to make it. We also don’t want to be surrounded about what was. If people in the hood and projects had a different out look then things would change. Since many have not been taught how to overcome then it’s our job to teach. They have to be willing to listen though. I think I a lot of things filter into this big mess that is developing everyday, every second of this life we are living. This was random but something to think about.
