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[wanripa]

@fadingstcrs for angsty but still totally in love bellarke

SHE’S GATHERING HER CLOTHES FROM THE FLOOR  ---  they’re scattered all over the room, her bra hanging from the doorknob of the room. and there’s an I LOVE YOU on her lips as she dresses. a few times, she looks over her shoulder at him, still in bed, propped up by his elbows, the blanket barely covering him. clarke wants to say something. she wants to fix this. but if he’s not going to make any effort, why should she? she’s silent and still for a long time before she ends up whispering,    ❛  i miss you,  ❜    under her breath. which she then, promptly covers up with a cough. hoping he both heard and didn’t hear her.

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this isn’t the type of thing you can just gloss over. - jesper @ nina

        ❛  don’t  be   silly,   jes   ——   this  isn’t   gloss.  ❜

she even tilts the small glass jar so that he can view the contents within  ——a dark black powder,  similar to the antimony that she’d once used to tailor matthias  (  something that felt like years before,  for all they’d been through since  ).       ❛  if  i  used   this   as  gloss,   it  would  be  a  horrific  sight  indeed.  ❜       her tone is light and lilting,  carefree as a spring breeze  when she turns to smile at him.  nina knows  —  and knows  well  —   that jesper is not referring to her routine of painted lips and darkened lashes,  but of the way she’s brushed off his warning in such a casual sense.  strange to see him  —  the sharpshooter with sharper wit  —  taking such a serious tone  (  and  stance  )  when she’d always expected the two of them to be of like minds.  

she blows out a quick breath,  and with it lets the mask of amusement drift away.  perhaps there  is  too much at stake to gloss over with humor and innuendo  ——she’ll have to find a different tactic,  if her favored would not be ideal.  

          ❛  i’m  sorry,  i  haven’t  lost  sight  of  what’s  important,  jesper,  i  promise.  ❜

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          ❛   don’t  be  stupid,   adam.   ❜       this was an unnecessary request,  considering blue had learned that adam parrish spent a great deal of time being anything  but  stupid.  it seemed that while school might not have come as easily to him as it did to gansey,  he certainly didn’t disregard it in the way that ronan did,  and at least the way she heard it,  he made the most of every moment spent at aglionby academy.  and while that spoke more to study habits and  book smarts,  he’d shown his aptitude for other things, as well.  where gansey approached everything as a puzzle that needed to be solved, and ronan approached things as obstacles he could probably plow through like the force of nature he was,  adam tried his best to look at things practically,  and while she’d seen glimpses of his temper,  and frustration,  and every once in a while an immature comment then seemed out of character,  blue would have never considered him  stupid. 

         ❛   i’m  not  giving  up,   i  just  mean  to  say  that  it’s  not  like  i  had  a  normal  childhood  with  normal  parents  and  did  normal  things  like  a  normal  kid.   ❜      she shrugged,  peering down at her tea and feeling dubious about its claimed mind-clearing properties.  it wasn’t that she didn’t understand the appeal in normal teen activities,  it was just that she didn’t  care  about them like a normal teenage girl was supposed to.  somehow she figured adam understood that.    ❛    this   is  exactly  what  i  want  to  be  doing  with  my  free  time.   ❜

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my head’s still spinning. - jesper @ inej

     ❛  it  doesn’t  matter  ——  ❜  

her words are firm,  insistent,  as if that is the end of the conversation,  as if there is no room to argue.  and she speaks true   ——inej doesn’t have anything to  hide  from jesper,  or from any of them,  not any more.  but it doesn’t do to dwell on things that cannot be changed.  all that she can do is change the things that  can,  and she intends to do so.

    ❛   the  past  is  in  the  past,   jesper,   we  can  leave  it  there.  ❜     in the back of her mind,  a small voice is already calling her a  hypocrite.  if the past is so firmly behind her,  why does a part of her feel  sick  whenever she’s  touched?  why does she still freeze when seeing the silhouette of a woman who looks like tante heleen?  she is the  wraith,  but she is not without weakness,  and despite her claims,  it is exactly that weakness that she seeks to destroy  ——along with the slavers that made her this way.  as if returning from a  trance,  she shakes her head,  her fingers reaching to press against each one of her  saints,  comforting her soul.  

she turns to look out across the harbor,  nodding without looking back at him.   

        ❛  ——  let’s  go.  ❜

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[wanripa]

“We’ve been through everything else together.  This is no different.” - mar @ Octavia

❛  WE’RE  MARTAVIA.  ❜   she  says  with  a  smile.  she  initially  wasn’t  too  fond  of  the  couple  nickname  the  group  branded  them  with,  but,  octavia’s  must  admit,  it’s  starting  to  grow  on  her.  

she  brings  a  hand  up  to  cup  the  back  of  marcella’s  neck,  before  leaning  in,  pressing  their  foreheads  together.     ❛   there  isn’t  anything  we  can’t  do,  as  long  as  we’re  together.   ❜     and  she  dips  her  head  so  that  she  can  capture  her  girlfriend’s  lips  in  a  long,  drawn  -  out  kiss.  and  when  the  kiss  breaks,  she’s  only  grinning  wider.     ❛   it’s  you  and  me  against  the  world.  you’re  all  i’ll  ever  need.   ❜

marcella  practically  is  octavia’s  whole  world.  who  would’ve  thought  that  two  girls,  sent  to  the  ground  to  die,  basically,  would  find  so  much  life  and,  more  importantly,  love  within  the  other?

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last night I had a dream about you. - Matthias @ nina

❛  you did  ?  ❜

oh she’s intrigued now,  and he’s  in trouble.  he  must  have known where those words would take her thoughts from the moment the popped into his head.  he couldn’t have been so naive to think that nina wouldn’t  run with them  as soon as she heard them.  she makes a show of pulling her jacket tighter around her,  as if to shield herself from his  impure  thoughts,  but there’s a  wicked  smile on her lips.  

❛  was i naked  ?  ❜

she can almost  feel  the blush that will rise to his cheeks in response to those words,  and her excitement knows no bounds.  her free hand presses to her chest  ------shock and curiosity mingling over her features.  it’s a practice in  theatrics  and she’s  so good  at playing the part of the coy maiden,  it’s almost criminal to do this to him.  

❛  were  you  naked  ?  ❜

truly,  she almost feels guilty for the discomfort she’ll no doubt spur within him  ------almost.  nina leans in,  a whisper on her tongue,  conspiratorial and hidden behind her hand.  her eyes widen in curiosity,  and a hint of something else.  when she speaks again,  it’s low,  and promising,  and  just the kind of thing that will make him  squirm.  she  lives  for these moments.

❛  matthias  ------were  we  naked  ?    together  ?  ❜

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[murios-archive]

🎰

1.  natalia romanova  /  rose tyler2.  arya stark  /  matthias helvar3.  buffy summers  /  adam parrish4.  octavia blake  /  mackenzie maddox5.  commander luna shepard  /  kieran

»  okay so first of all... shep and kieran would be super interesting because there was a point in time where she kept having dreams about people that had died and specifically people whose deaths she couldn’t prevent and for which she felt somewhat responsible so yeah.  matthias and arya would work really well too,  i think,  especially with the wolf connection they both have.  can you imagine adam coming face to face with a vampire? poor guy.  anyway,  yeah i could make any of these work too!

send me a  🎰  for five randomly generated ships !!  »  @fadingstcrs

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KATERINA KOJEVA EDIT ( 3 of ? )

katerina confessing to kieran (@fadingstcrs)  that she’s been spending time with him for the purpose of an assignment. (look how crushed she is. just look.)