#fallen confession

[angelicconfessions]

I'm sorry Anaiel. I'm sorry I fell. I miss you so much. Why did I go with them? I miss you. I miss making stars and flying with you. I'm sorry. When I see you again I'm going to hold onto you and never let you go. -Kheriel

[angelicconfessions]

i have always felt a strong connection with the divine, but i am not religious. i have no god but i feel holy. i feel radiant. my anger is my strongest holy feeling and i wonder what that means. is wrath not supposed to be a sin? and if not that, then lashing out due to it? and yet it becomes me. i think i might be fallen.

[angelicconfessions]

I know at one point a long time ago I was a trusted cherubim but as a human it makes me nervous that I have such chaotic, dark, and self serving parts of myself. I don't remember being cast from heaven but I dont have a father in this life, which makes me I'm being punished for going against God back then. I wish I could remember what I did, I need to feel useful to Him.

[angelicconfessions]

I fell because I succumbed to mortal flesh, that of who I was guarding. A man who was nearly ethereal himself. I get upset when angels call humans sinful and disgusting. I loved them, and I loved him.

[angelicconfessions]

while I could put it poetically as so many of us fallen do, I fell for being a self centered thot, and I mean who can blame me? I'm angelic after all

[angelicconfessions]

almost all of my memories involve anxiety and fear of authority and punishment, pressure to be perfect. i was not a happy angel in the slightest. i thought i might have been fallen, and that was the source of the turmoil, but no. that was just how heaven was back then...

[angelicconfessions]

learn from me don’t be gay with a seraph’s hot brother on main you get The Big Boot and fall -Yisserial

[angelicconfessions]

I deserted during the war, and that's why I fell. I've never liked fighting or anything of the sort. I was scared. Am I a coward? Or a traitor?