Dec 7, 2025
I miss having one singular hyperfixation that controls all thoughts and makes it so I can only think about it specifically.
#ninja turtles has ruined me in a lot of ways#specifically my ability to be multifandom comfortably#I used to have multiple guys in my head occupying every waking and sleeping thought#then for like three years it was exclusively ninja turtles#and now I'm back to being normal and my brain is confused#my brain: ah! so we hyperficate on Danny phantom now! I see >:) begone mha! u must've been a weird placeholder#my brain literally an hour late: wow midoriya is pretty neat. wait... NOO I THOUGHT IT WAS DANNY???? WUT IS HAPPENING????#brain: hmmm I rly want to read about dp... this is my life#oh sorry#I must've mean mha that's why I'm craving that kind of fanfiction#oh sorry I must've meant Undertale my bad#ohhh no no no it's warrior cats sorry :)#like#brain.#I hate to tell u this but we've always been multifandom... tmnt was the outlier#idk why I always impose made up rules into things#but my brain is having a hard time adjusting to the fact that I like more than one thing in a fandom way now#tbf mg brain went through the exact same crisis when I got into tmnt and it realized that it didn't want to think about anything else anymor#my brain can't handle change within it's comfort things#very sad#u don't choose fandom.#fandom chooses u